Disclaimer: The characters of Teen Wolf do not belong to me. I don't know where this came from, possibly from my grief over Carrie Fisher and the pain that has been season 6 so far. The song used also isn't mine. Just a song that reminds me of Sciles. This is canon compliant, mostly, except Stiles never dated Malia. Partly because I don't like Stalia and partly because I never believed that anyone meant as much to Stiles as Scott. And if either one of them is gay as opposed to bisexual, my headcanon is that it's Stiles. I don't really know why. There may be another chapter to this dealing with Carrie Fisher and Scott FINALLY watching Star Wars. Because I really needs that to happen. I hope ya'll enjoy, and there IS smut.

A Home For My Heart

By Julia

He still couldn't believe it. He kept checking on Stiles to see if he was really there. It had been only two hours since Scott had gotten him back. Scott had convinced his mother to let him stay the night with Stiles, since he knew that Noah wouldn't want him to be at Scott's. Scott was laying in the bed next to Stiles, who was deeply asleep. Scott couldn't sleep, he couldn't stop staring at him. Scott watched his best friend's breathing, and he felt a tug in his stomach. He had almost lost him for good. Scott knew that there had been something that Stiles had wanted to tell him before he'd gone missing, and Scott was dying to know what it was.

Every time he felt himself drifting to sleep, he would snap his eyes back open as he looked at Stiles. Scott knew that he almost lost his chance to tell Stiles that he was in love with him. Scott couldn't wait any longer. Despite the fact that it was three in the morning, Scott touched Stiles' chest. "Stiles….. Wake up." He said, and when Stiles actually woke up he jumped a little. Stiles was usually a deep sleeper. Scott watched as Stiles' eyes adjusted to the room. Scott reached out and touched Stiles' stomach.

"I need to tell you something." Scott said.

Stiles wondered what it was that it couldn't wait. He was exhausted. Stiles had to admit though, he loved that Scott had opted to spend the night. They usually slept in the bed together during sleepovers, and Scott was usually wrapped around him when he woke up in the morning. They never talked about it, but Stiles secretly loved it. He yawned and turned to face Scott. It didn't miss his notice that Scott didn't take his hand off his stomach. Stiles looked into Scott's brown eyes, and couldn't hold back a yawn.

It had only been two hours ago, but when the Ghost Riders had been defeated, Scott had immediately run to Stiles and wrapped his arms around him as tightly as he ever had, and Stiles couldn't forget it. He also couldn't forget what Scott had whispered in his ear. You're the love of my life, Marvin Stilinski. It was the first time that Scott had ever used it. Stiles hated that name, but it hadn't bothered him with the way that Scott had said it. Stiles just wondered how he'd meant that. If he'd meant it like Stiles wanted him to mean it, or if it had just been because they were friends.

"What is it that it couldn't wait till morning?" He asked, still feeling a tugging in his stomach as he felt Scott's fingers against his bare skin.

That was the question of the hour. Scott stroked the soft skin of Stiles' stomach, he couldn't keep his hands off him, it was as if he believed that something was going to happen to him again. They had always been very affectionate, so this wasn't new. Scott let his fingers move a little further down though, running along the waistband of sweat pants that looked like his. They always ended up wearing each other's' clothes. It struck Scott how much they acted like a couple. How had no one noticed it before? Or better yet, how had neither of them ever noticed?

He let his fingers slide under the waistband, his fingers sliding along Stiles' pelvic bone. Stiles' breath intake was sharp. Scott lifted his eyes to Stiles'. "Stiles, when you were missing…. At first, when we couldn't remember, it was nothing…. But then when I did remember you, it felt like a part of me was gone. It felt like I was never going to be whole until I got you back." Scott said, his fingers still moving along Stiles' skin. "As soon as you were safe from the Ghost Riders, I figured something out." Scott said, keeping his gaze on Stiles'. "I realized that there isn't anyone else on this planet that I should be with. I should be with you."

The look on Stiles' face was priceless. Scott leaned out and kissed him then, softly at first and then deeper. Stiles kissed back, and Scott felt a tightening in his stomach. Scott wondered how far this was going to go. He shivered as Stiles tugged him closer, pressing his body against Scott's.

Stiles honestly hadn't expected this, he had been trying not to get his hopes up. When the kiss broke, Stiles looked Scott in the eye. "You're the love of my life, too, Scott McCall." Stiles said, his hips were brushed up against Scott's, and he could feel Scott's length against his. It wasn't the first time, they were never shy about full body hugs, but it was the first time that he was feeling it getting harder. Stiles had never doubted that he'd had feelings for Scott. They'd met at four years old in a sandbox. Stiles may not have known what the terms 'gay' or 'bisexual' meant, but he had immediately known that he loved Scott.

He wasn't sure that he believed in love at first sight, at least, not for older people. But when you were a child or a teenager, your world view was completely different. Stiles knew that he had known immediately that he would have Scott in his life forever. Stiles reached up, and stroked Scott's jawline. He was aware of Scott's fingers still on his pelvic bone. His fingers moved across his chin, and his thumb plucked Scott's lip. Stiles met Scott's gaze. "I have been waiting for a long time for you to realize how you felt, Scott. I knew from the very first moment that you and I met in the sandbox."

Stiles' took a breath, and his chin trembled a little as he went on. "That one kid had taken my pail and shovel, and you went up to him and shoved him and took them back." Stiles let a soft smile play at his lips. "And when you came back, you set them in front of me and hugged me. Then you said your name was Scott and we should be best friends." Stiles knew that was the thing that had cemented it for him. Scott had had no qualms about hugging him, and was immediately willing to be friends with him. Stiles hadn't exactly been a popular kid in preschool, and the fact that Scott hadn't seemed to care about who saw him hugging him had gone a long way with Stiles.

Even with him being just four years old, he had understood that that was a very rare thing. Stiles had always been a very precocious child.

Scott remembered exactly what Stiles was talking about. "You've really been in love with me since then?" He asked curiously, and Stiles nodded. Scott moved ever closer, his hand moving up and settling on Stiles' hip, just underneath the waistband of his shorts. Scott wondered how long he'd been in love with Stiles, too. He had had love for Allison and Kira, that was definitely not untrue, but he knew now that a part of him had always carried a torch for Stiles. From what Stiles said, he'd known that Scott had felt the same way he did. Scott almost wished it had happened sooner, and he was sorry that it took Stiles getting kidnapped for him to realize it.

"Stiles, I can't tell you exactly when I fell in love with you, all I can tell you is that I am in love with you. I'm just sorry that it took almost losing you to realize it." He said, he could almost feel himself getting worked up again. The feel of Stiles' heart beating against his was keeping him calm. Scott met Stiles' eyes. "You know how when I first became a werewolf, and I needed an anchor to learn to keep from transforming?" He asked, and he knew that Stiles would remember. When Stiles gave him a nod, Scott took a deep breath.

"I told you Allison was my anchor. But it wasn't. You were." Scott said. He was glad that he was finally telling Stiles the truth. He'd been too afraid at the time to wonder what that meant. It had been easier to let people think it was Allison. Scott let his other hand move into Stiles' hair, running his fingers through it. "I was too scared to think about what it meant that you were. But you've always been my anchor."

Stiles was more touched than he ever had been by anything that Scott had ever said to him. Stiles felt his eyes welling up with tears. He wondered why Scott had never told him that. He understood that Scott had been scared, but they had never been scared to tell each other things. That was one of the things that made them so good together. Stiles knew it wasn't going to take much for them to become a couple. They were always touching each other, telling each other that they loved each other, there was no secrets between them, and if Stiles was being honest with himself, they were sort of like Liam's dads.

Scott was his alpha, and Stiles knew that if anyone was his partner, it was himself. Even when Scott had a girlfriend. Stiles knew that when you fell in love with your best friend and dated them, it was truly one of the most beautiful relationships that could ever occur. Stiles licked his lips as he looked into those brown eyes that reminded him of warm, melted chocolate. Scott was Latino, and Stiles had to admit, that was something about Scott that really turned him on. The soft caramel skin, during the summer he got really tan, and it always made Stiles hot.

"I can't believe you never told me that, Scotty." Stiles said, as they both snuggled closer together. Scott laid his head on Stiles' chest. Stiles wrapped his arms around Scott's waist, his hands slipping into Scott's shorts and was glad to find he wasn't wearing underwear. He gripped his ass tightly, and felt Scott's cock harden against his leg.

Scott leaned up to look at him then, and without another word, they were kissing feverishly. Scott stopped them after a moment, and looked into Stiles' warm brown eyes. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Scott had had girlfriends, but Stiles never had. Scott knew what this meant. He was honored that Stiles had waited. Scott licked his lips as he looked into Stiles' eyes. It may be Scott's first time with a guy, but this was Stiles' first time. Scott wanted to know that Stiles wasn't going to regret it. Scott truly admired him for holding out, if that was indeed what he had been doing. Scott was touched if it was that Stiles had been waiting for him.

"Because if you really want to do this, I want to. But Stiles, you've never had sex before. I don't…. You will always remember your first time. And the person that it was with." Scott said. He may not have Allison in his life anymore, but he would always remember that she had been his first. Scott could feel himself getting a bit misty eyed. "If you….. If you wanted me to be the first, and you waited for me, I can't… there's nothing that I'm ever going to be able to do that will mean as much as that does."

Stiles kept his gaze on Scott's, wanting him to know that he was serious and that he meant every word he was going to say. "You are the person, Scott. It's you, it's always going to be you. I know that no one meets their soulmate when they're four years old, but I know that I did. That crush I had on Lydia was completely fabricated. I mean, she's beautiful and amazing, but I was never that into her. I wanted you to realize how you felt, and I thought if I made you jealous you would."

He could see the emotion in Scott's face. Stiles loved that Scott never tried to hide anything from him. Stiles hated that he'd been kidnapped, but this was worth it. Scott knew how he felt now, and they could be together. Stiles had indeed been saving himself for Scott. He knew that Scott hadn't known how he felt, and that's why he'd thought that he had had feelings for Allison and Kira. Well, amend that, he had. But he hadn't known that he'd had feelings for Stiles. He couldn't fault him for not waiting. Stiles kept his grip on Scott's ass, and kept his gaze on Scott's.

"I want it to be you, Scott. You are the one I'm going to be with the rest of my life. I know that, and I've known it since I was four years old." He knew that Scott might need a minute to catch up to him. He was okay with that. It was enough that Scott was in love with him and actually knew it. "And if you aren't ready to do it right now, I'm okay with that too. Prom night is coming up, and there is that old cliche."

Scott was more touched than he ever had been, that Stiles not only had waited for him, but he believed that they would be together forever. And that he was willing to keep waiting till Scott was ready. Scott couldn't keep the emotion out of his voice. He had known Stiles his entire life, and he couldn't imagine his life without him. Scott didn't know if that meant that he was ready to call Stiles his forever love. But he had meant that Stiles was the love of his life, and Scott knew that it was true deep in his heart.

He licked his lips and kept his eyes on Stiles'. "You are so smart…. And so perceptive. I know that you'll make a great cop someday." Scott knew that Stiles would pass the academy with flying colors if he went. Scott knew that Stiles was going to go to college though. Scott also knew that he was worried about all of them staying friends after high school. Scott wasn't as worried. He knew that Stiles would be in his life forever. A part of him was scared that they wouldn't work out, but the bigger part of him knew that they would be an amazing couple. Scott and Stiles didn't even really fight that often. He could count on one hand the number of fights they'd had. Scott knew then and there that he wanted to do this. He wanted to do it right now.

"I want to do this, and I want to do it right now." Scott said, and kissed Stiles, hard, pressing him back into the mattress. Scott didn't really know what sex with a guy was like, but he figured going on instinct was the best way to go. He knew some of the basics, but he supposed that he'd learn as they went.

Stiles was pleasantly surprised, but he kissed him back. He pushed Scott's shorts down and off, and in a flash, Scott had Stiles' off too. Stiles wrapped his legs around Scott's waist, and they kissed feverishly, Scott pressing up against Stiles, wanting to feel flesh on flesh. Stiles broke the kiss to whisper in Scott's ear. "I love you, Scott." Stiles couldn't believe he could say that now and Scott would know that it was more than they were best friends. His reward was Scott kissing him, and Stiles knew that was Scott saying that he loved him too.

They continued to kiss, Stiles felt like Scott was kissing him like he'd never stop. Stiles wondered who was going to top and who was going to bottom. Stiles knew that he wanted to bottom, even though he'd never had anything up there but a dildo, he knew that this was his first time, and it would really feel like it if he was a bottom. Stiles decided that the best way to ask was to tell Scott that he wanted Scott to be inside him. Stiles' mouth moved over Scott's collarbone, and then whispered in his ear. "I want you to be inside me, Scott." He hoped that Scott would be okay with that.

Scott pulled back to look at him. "You want me to be inside you? That means you're going to be the bottom, right?" When Stiles nodded, Scott licked his lips and reached into the bedside table drawer, knowing that there was condoms there. Stiles guided his hand to the lube as well. Scott hadn't ever used it before, but he knew that it was something that a lot of people used when it came to sex. Maybe it was something that was important in gay sex.

"Should I use some fingers first?" Scott asked, he figured that was something that could be true of guys too, he knew that it had helped with Allison and Kira. When Stiles gave him a nod, Scott opened the lube and covered a couple of his fingers with it. "Tell me if I do it wrong." Scott said, and slipped two of his fingers inside Stiles, teasing the pucker of his anus before sliding them inside. Stiles gasped and gripped Scott's shoulders. Scott worked them inside him, it felt a lot different than being inside a girl, but he liked that Stiles liked it, he liked that he was making him feel good.

Stiles shivered as Scott's fingers moved inside him, and he brought Scott's face to his and kissed him again, bucking on Scott's fingers. He wrapped his arms around Scott's neck, and whispered against his lips, "I'm ready for you, Scotty." He knew that Scott liked that, there was a light in his eyes every time he called him Scotty. Stiles let go reluctantly, so that Scott could unwrap the condom and slide it onto his long hard cock. Stiles licked his lips in anticipation. Scott parted Stiles' legs, and it took him a couple of tries, but he finally sank into Stiles like a knife through butter.

Stiles let out a gasp, and moved with him, biting softly into Scott's shoulder. He reached between them, and laid his hand on his own length, and started to stroke. Scott gasped and he thought that was really hot. Stiles tugged Scott's mouth back to his, and kissed him deeply, sucking on Scott's tongue. He loved kissing him, this was exactly how it was supposed to be. Scott started moving his hips faster, and Stiles gasped as Scott moved deeper inside him. Stiles could feel Scott brushing up against his prostate, and he could barely breathe, it felt so good. He gripped Scott's shoulders, and gasped as Scott kept his hips moving. Stiles didn't know what he was going to do when he came, but this was amazing so far.

It felt so much different being inside Stiles than it did a girl. Scott thought he could get used to this though. He liked that Stiles was so into it too. He was scratching at Scott's back, and sucking on Scott's tongue. Scott gasped as he hit a stride, and so did Stiles. Scott leaned down and started sucking on Stiles' neck. He wanted to leave a mark on him, so that everyone knew Stiles was his. Scott really hoped that Stiles was going to be his for the rest of his life. It was then that he realized that what Stiles had said was true. Scott really wanted to be with Stiles for the rest of his life.

It was with this realization that he came, his teeth closing softly on Stiles' earlobe, and Stiles came too, his mouth pressing kisses on Scott's throat. Scott was trying to catch his breath. He was surprised when Stiles flipped them over, and he kissed Scott deeply. Scott could only kiss back he was so surprised. Stiles pulled off the condom and tossed it towards his trashcan. Scott could barely catch his breath. He looked up into Stiles' face, and he felt that all consuming fear that something was going to happen to him again, and he tugged him closer, wrapping his arms around Stiles' neck. "I love you, Stiles…. I love you so much." Scott said, resting his head on Stiles' shoulder.

It felt…. It felt like the best sex of his life. Scott had thought that he'd known what good sex was, but that was the most mind blowing sex he'd ever had in his life. Scott knew it was because Stiles was the love of his life. Scott held Stiles as tightly as he ever had, he was afraid to let go.

Stiles knew why Scott was hanging on so tightly. He was afraid that he was going to lose Stiles again. He leaned to whisper in his ear. "Scotty, you're never going to lose me again, I promise. You're always going to have me in your life. We're forever." Stiles had gone through a phase a few months ago that he was scared he was going to lose Scott, but he knew now that it had just been for at the time. It wasn't forever. Stiles felt Scott relax underneath him, and he laid his head on Scott's chest. He didn't know what he would do without Scott, but Stiles knew that he was never going to have to find out.

He listened to the beating of Scott's heart, and he wondered for what seemed like the millionth time what would have happened if someone hadn't remembered him. Stiles couldn't even contemplate that idea, because he couldn't imagine his life without his loved ones. Especially his dad and Scott. It crossed his mind again that Scott had said that he was his anchor. "I can't believe you never told me I'm your anchor." Stiles said, his hand stroking Scott's stomach. His fingers danced in the hair there, which lead all the way down his strong cock. Stiles had imagined many times how amazing Scott's cock was, and the reality of it blew him away.

"You have no idea how touched I am by that…. And how I know it means we're forever."

Scott let his hands rest on Stiles' back. His arms were wrapped around him. He was never letting go. Scott had thought he'd faced some scary things before, but this had been the most terrifying thing of all. In all of those other things, he'd had Stiles by his side. This time, he hadn't. Scott traced circles on Stiles' back. "I was afraid of what it meant, Stiles. But I'm glad I told you. I can't…. I can't do any of this without you. When I got bitten, you were the one who was trying to make sure that I knew what I was and that I had to control it. You weren't scared of me, even though I was going to turn into a werewolf at the next full moon."

He had never said it out loud, but the fact that Stiles had stuck by him and hadn't ever been afraid of him meant the world to him. Scott knew that not everyone would have reacted that way. Not only did he not leave Scott, but he'd done his best to make sure that Scott was safe on the full moon and wouldn't hurt anyone. Scott's voice was rough with emotion as he spoke again. "I will never be able to put into words how much you mean to me, Stiles. I'm sad that it took this to realize it. I…. I may have taken you for granted before. I'm never going to do that again."

He tapped Stiles' back, and his boyfriend lifted his head. Scott looked directly into his eyes. "Let's agree right now that we're never going to break up. No matter what life throws at us. Even if we've lost everything else we care about in our lives, that we'll never lose each other again."

Stiles let a smile play on his features. "I promise, Scott James McCall, that I will never leave you. No matter what life throws at us." Stiles wondered if this meant they were 'werewolf' married. Stiles touched Scott's heart. "This, this heart you have in here, it's mine. It's always going to be mine. You may have to have time to catch up to where I am, and that's okay. Because I know we're forever. You are the love of my life, Scott. I love you, and I will always love you." He brushed some tears off Scott's cheek with his thumb.

He touched his own heart. "This heart is yours, and it always has been, Scotty. There has never been anyone else that has even matched up to what I feel for you. You may have taken me for granted before, but it's okay. You did it because you knew I was always gonna be there. You felt safe with me. I'm your safe place, Scott. You told me that I'm your anchor. You need me so much that you made me your anchor." Stiles wiped more tears off his cheek. "I'm not going anywhere, never again." He kissed him then, putting as much of his feelings into it as he could. He wanted Scott to know how he felt about him. He would never make it in the world without him, he knew that.

Scott broke the kiss to breathe. "I love you, Marvin Stilinski." He didn't use Stiles' middle name, because he knew that was a dreaded name too. "Home is wherever I am with you." He said, his chin trembling, and they kissed again, and Scott knew that he could fall asleep now, he knew that Stiles was going to be there when he woke up. He knew that Stiles was going to be there every time he woke up for the rest of his life, and that filled him with such calm and serenity that he knew he wasn't ever going have trouble sleeping ever again in his life.

The day we met, frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart
….beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty and all he is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, every hour has come to this

One step closer

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Author's note: I hope ya'll liked. I need Sciles to be endgame so badly. It's the only endgame that makes sense. Especially since Kira's gone. I would have been okay with Scira being endgame as long as Stydia wasn't also. It annoys me when they try to make me ship it. Plus I think Lydia's so a Sciles shipper. But I'm also an Allydia shipper, so what do I know? Anyways, hope ya'll will feel compelled to leave a review!