WHEN YOUR DREAMS ALL FAIL
AND THE ONES WE HAIL
ARE THE WORST OF ALL
AND THE BLOOD'S RUN STALE
[Tuesday, 3:32 AM]
im sorry
im really sorry
i didnt mean for you to die
.
[Tuesday, 3:34 AM]
i suppose its pointless now though
you cant answer
god you probably wouldnt even care
.
[Tuesday, 3:35 AM]
youd hate to know this
but im drinking again
i know i said i wouldnt
.
[Tuesday, 3:35 AM]
but
.
[Tuesday, 3:40 AM]
…
.
[Tuesday, 3:44 AM]
maybe when i wake up things will be better.
.
[Tuesday, 3:56 AM]
goodnight james.
[Tuesday, 7:28 AM]
ive been reading through all of our chat logs
you make so many dick jokes
and god remember when i took a picture of moony
when he was sleeping and drew a dick on his face?
.
[Tuesday, 7:30 AM]
..no i suppose you wouldnt
.
[Tuesday, 7:31 AM]
you are so hung up on evans its ridiculous
i mean i dont suppose it even matters now
you two are married and are having a kid
.
[Tuesday, 7:49 AM]
had a kid
.
[Tuesday, 8:00 AM]
oh god james you were going to have a kid
it was a boy wasnt it
you always said you wanted a boy and lily liked the name
harry
.
[Tuesday, 8:01 AM]
his name was going to be harry
harry james potter because youre such a narcissist
and i was going to be his godfather
.
[Tuesday, 8:03 AM]
you were practically ready to burst whenever you talked
.
[Tuesday, 8:06 AM]
talk
.
[Tuesday, 8:10 AM]
about harry
but i guess it was lily who was ready to burst
quite literally
.
[Tuesday, 8:12 AM]
give me a second
[Tuesday, 13:12 PM]
look at this conversation we had jamie
.
"[Sunday, 21:32 PM]
SIRIUS GUESS HWHAT
.
[Sunday, 21:35 PM]
WHAT
.
[Sunday, 21:36 PM]
LILIS JUST SAID WE'RE HAVING A BABY
A BABY OH MY GOD IM A DAD
.
[Sunday, 21:37 PM]
HOLY SHIT ARE YOU SIRIUS
.
[Sunday, 21:37 PM]
NOW OF ALL TIMES YOU'RE CRACKING SERIOUS JOKES
REALLY SIRIUS
.
[Sunday, 21:38 PM]
NOW'S NOT THE TIME TO START ACTING LIKE A CRYBABY, PRONGS
.
[Sunday, 21:39 PM]
THAT WASN'T EVEN GOOD BUT WHO CARES
IMAFATHERIMAFATHERPADFOOT
.
[Sunday, 21:40 PM]
CHILD OF PRONGS, REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE, FOR HE IS YOUR FATHER
AND WHO KNOWS WHAT THAT MEANS
I MEAN PRONGS AS A FATHER
OH DEAR LORD
.
[Sunday, 21:42 PM]
YOU'RE SUCH AN ASSHOLE SIRIUS
.
[Sunday, 21:42 PM]
LOVE YOU TOO
AFTER ALL I AM THE GODFATHER
.
[Tuesday, 21:45 PM]
I DUNNO MOONY IS LOOKING PRETTY TEMPTING
WORMY CAN BE THE GODMOTHER
.
[Tuesday, 21:46 PM]
PRONGS YOU WOULDNT
.
[Tuesday, 21:47 PM]
OH YOU KNOW I WOULD"
.
[Tuesday, 13:13 PM]
you were so happy when i saw you later
you were all sobbing
manly, of course
and practically skipping
.
[Tuesday, 13:14 PM]
id never thought id see you skip
.
[Tuesday, 13:14 PM]
and oh lord you were talking about baby names
what to buy
you were fretting over not knowing how to put on a diaper
and wondered what would happen if your son ended up spending too much time with his uncles paddy and moons and wormy
.
[Tuesday, 13:15 PM]
i never thought id say this but i miss those conversations james
i really do
all the jokes and the pranks and you over the moon about lily
me and you and remus and peter and lily and everyone and we would just be so happy
[Wednesday, 1:59 AM]
you know they never found out who killed you
.
[Wednesday, 2:00 AM]
a hit and run
.
[Wednesday, 2:10 AM]
oh my fucking god james you were on your way to the hospital too
[Wednesday, 15:23 PM]
your and lilys funerals are tomorrow
.
[Wednesday, 15:27 PM]
moony couldnt plan it his hands were shaking and he got so drunk
and wormy burst into tears and just couldnt talk
i dont think any of us could really
so i planned it and oh god i thought i wouldnt have to plan a funeral so soon after regulus
why why did it have to be you
.
[Wednesday, 18:43 PM]
i couldnt remember any flowers so i got you lilys
just like you had for your wedding
.
[Wednesday, 15:45 PM]
wormy got another stone made
its going right next to you and lily
.
[Wednesday, 15:46 PM]
it says harry potter
and how funny the death date is before the birth one
.
[Wednesday, 15:48 PM]
i just want you back prongs
i really want you back
[Sunday, 22:54 PM]
remember when i took you to that strip club and you fainted when you thought you saw lily there?
.
NUMBER OUT OF SERVICE.
.
[Sunday, 22:54 PM]
we were all laughing our asses off
god you were so hung up on her
.
NUMBER OUT OF SERVICE.
.
[Sunday, 23:02 PM]
...i dont think i can do this anymore james
.
NUMBER OUT OF SERVICE.
.
[Sunday, 23:05 PM]
i miss you so fucking much
.
NUMBER OUT OF SERVICE
.
[Sunday, 23:09 PM]
so. fucking. much.
.
NUMBER IS OUT OF SERVICE.
.
[Sunday, 23:14 PM]
i just
cant do it
i cant do this anymore james
.
CONVERSATION DELETED.
IS THIS DEPRESSING OR WHAT?
if the answer's yes then good. ive done my job.
The 'hwhat' is entirely on purpose come on this is texting people typo so often.
written for ql, 'demons, by imagine dragons, burst, and skip'., not using the word 'sad or sadness'.
i dont own hp.