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His father loved his mother. Ned Stark loved Jon's mother, but as a brother should love his younger sister.
Familial. Devoted. Wanting to protect her.
Lyanna Stark knew Jon in fleeting and precious moments after his birth, and he never knew her. Others did.
She rode horses like Lyanna could have been half-horse herself, escaping into the moors and fields, needing to clear her mind. Lyanna never brooded, but she suffered no fool. Much like Arya.
Living her existence as a wild, glorious thing.
All of the winter roses have shriveled and iced over. Their deep blue petals lifeless. Jon tries to imagine her by the memory of their frosty, fragrant odor. Her long, braided waves pinned up and arranged, as dark brown as like his. Her eyes as bright as newly-forged iron. Her laughter, ringing out for all to hear, higher than Arya's own.
Was his mother proud of Jon? Did she believe in the White Walkers and in dragons? Would her choices have been his?
Ned Stark lied to him. For so long. But he did raise Jon in his own household, educated him like a highborn, treated him fair.
Truth mattered.
He wishes Ned Stark remembered that.
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GoT isn't mine. Requested by bellezza (AO3): "Ned and Lyanna, from Jon's POV post 8x01." IT GAVE ME FEELINGS. THANKS FOR THE PROMPT. Thanks for reading too you guys! Comments always appreciated!
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