by Birgit Staebler
-- Incoming shuttle --
-- Identification --
-- Running --
-- Identification positive --
-- Scans positive --
-- Opening shields --
* * *
The shuttle landed about three hours after coming out
of the warp gate and Nicholas was glad to be able to stretch his legs.
It wasn't his first time on Cybertron, but as always he was very impressed
by the former factor planet.
"Beautiful," someone beside him said and he discovered
the older woman who had been one of the few other passengers aboard.
"It sure is," he agreed. "Your first time on Cybertron?"
She nodded. Nicholas guessed she was in her fifties,
the chestnut-colored hair showing first silver strings. She was expensively
dressed, but not too loudly. There was something sophisticated about her,
very calm and very aware of herself.
"Astoria?"
A red and silver colored Autobot stepped toward them
and Nicholas recognized Powerglide.
"Hello, my friend," the woman, Astoria, greeted him.
"It's nice to see you again after all this time."
Powerglide smiled and the two disappeared toward the
entrance of the South Port's main building.
Walking over to the human quarters of the South Port
complex Nicholas checked on everything around him, making sure he was still
remembering correctly where everything was located. There were maps all
over the complex to help visitors.
"Hey, Nicky!"
He groaned and smiled at Mel. "Hey, Mel," he greeted
Spike's daughter.
"I didn't know you were coming here," she said.
He shrugged. "Just want to have a look at our visitor."
"Spook? Well, he's been released from med bay and currently
talking with Raven." Mel accompanied him to the quarters.
"How are you and Nightmare?" Nicholas asked curiously.
"Still trouble with Optimus?"
"Nah," she waved away. "He's too busy with everything
else happening around here. Since the Seekers and also the Decepticons
came here the two of us are no longer his main concern."
Nicholas nodded. He had heard about all of this and he
didn't really know what to think of it. Seekers, okay, those he could accept.
But the Decepticons? Well, he had to see.
"You want to take a look at the readings from Spook?"
Mel guessed.
The engineer nodded. "Yep. Plain curiosity."
Mel chuckled. "I'll be over in med bay in about two hours
as well. See you then."
Nicholas entered his quarters, dumped his stuff and immediately
left again. He had some things to do.
As he walked down the Autobot-sized corridors he met
several Autobots he knew and some he had never seen before. As he rounded
a corner to the elevators down into med bay he became aware of a strange,
tingling feeling in the back of his mind. He rubbed his neck and stopped
in front of the elevator, waiting for the next one to come. Someone walked
up to him and stopped as well. Nicholas looked up and was greeted by the
sight of a dark blue robot with some silver highlights. A Seeker, he guessed
by the symbol on his shoulder.
Silver optics met his eyes, then the elevator arrived
and Nicholas walked in. The Seeker seemed to hesitate a moment, then followed.
They rode silently down two levels and Nicholas exited on the level med
bay was located. The Seeker remained.
The tingling feeling turned into a constant whisper and
Nicholas felt a bit nauseous. Maybe he should have taken a rest after the
long flight. He hadn't had much sleep lately because of his and Raoul's
project. The two of them and several Autobot engineers had started to redesign
certain areas of Metroplex, which was a difficult and long process of loads
of work and very little sleep. Well, he'd get some of the files about Spook,
return to his quarters and then do some work there. He could have called
First Aid and ask him to send the files, but he wanted to see the medic
again anyway.
The blue robot had not followed him and Nicholas was
more or less alone on his way to med bay. The whispers had turned into
a slight pressure inside his head, like an approaching headache and he
sighed silently. Just what he needed. He'd get some aspirin later.
As Nicholas walked into med bay he noted how empty everything
was. Rodimus had told him that Kyle and Kayla were no longer on Cybertron
because their Sentinel partners had shield duties to fulfill, and no sick
Autobots had apparently reported in.
"Hello, Nicholas," First Aid greeted the human.
"Hi. How are you? Looks mighty quiet here."
"The calm before the storm," First Aid replied. "I can
use the breathing space to get some work done. After the latest events,
an empty med bay is a gift!"
Nicholas smiled. "I won't bother you long, just as long
as it takes to pick up the reports on this Spook character. I want to study
them in my quarters if you don't mind."
First Aid shrugged. "No problem. But you can stay here
as well as long as you like."
Nicholas shook his head. "I need to take a bit of a rest
first. I had not much sleep lately and I think I'm getting a headache.
I'll call you if I need more data. Thanks." The engineer took the data
disk and waved at First Aid, walking back to the elevators. His head was
getting worse and he felt even more nauseous. Maybe he had eaten something
wrong.....
With these thoughts Nicholas returned to his quarters,
took the aspirin and began to study the data files on the disk.
* * *
Optimus Prime frowned at the report and wished he had
an insight of what exactly was happening out there. Every since Ralyk had
been downloaded into Vector Sigma, a lot of things had changed. Subtly
at first, but he changes were now getting obvious, at least for him. Something
was going on here and he wanted to know what it was.
"Change of energy patterns. Suddenly refilled energy
stores, which are inaccessible for us. Rerouted energy tunnels." He shook
his head. "What does it mean?"
"Ask Sphere," a soft voice said.
"But I won't get a straight answer out of her, Silhouette,"
he answered humorlessly. "She doesn't know it either, I believe. Ralyk
is changing the planet, but all she can tell me is that it is for our best,
though she can't tell me what 'it' is."
"Have you tried talking to Ralyk personally?"
"No."
She cocked her head. "Why?"
Optimus chuckled. "Because I know I wouldn't get an answer."
The female Dinobot shook her head. "Queer logic. You
never tried, but you think you know the answer you'll get." She leaned
forward. "You and Rodimus are so much alike in this," she told him. "He
always thought he knew the answer he would get from me if he asked."
Optimus smiled. "I don't think you can really compare
this....."
Sil shrugged. "It works. Now, go and ask it. One straight
question and you might just get a straight answer."
Optimus nodded slowly. "All right, I'll try," he said.
Sil smiled in satisfaction.
* * *
Sphere walked aimlessly through the complex and finally
left the large building, feeling claustrophobic all of a sudden, as if
every wall was smothering her. She transformed into her equine mode and
spread her wings. She took off and flew as aimlessly over the low buildings
and through the canyons of larger constructions. Her mind was awhirl with
different emotions and, even though she had been reborn over one hundred
years ago and had been in this body for all this time. She had accepted
herself like this, but she had never met any other robot except for her
team mate and brother. Starscream had teased and taunted her, insulted
and fought with her, sometimes on a very personal level, but she had known
him. She was his sister, she knew his innermost thoughts and he had never
reacted to her like Megatron had a few hours ago......
She had seen the shock, his disbelief.... his disgust.
She shouldn't have told him -- but he had asked and since they would have
to work together for a long time, she had thought the truth would be the
best. And she always thought that an honest question deserved and honest
answer. Starscream had told her just who exactly the silver robot was and
advised her to be careful with him. Maybe she should have listened to him
in that regard.....
Sphere landed on a tower-like construction, folding her
wings and looking over the scape around her. Everyone accepted her, she
had always thought. The Autobots had not shown any different behavior to
her. Maybe they were just curious because she was a different design and
held a specific and important position, but never because of her heritage.
"Here you are."
Sphere turned and discovered her brother landing behind
her. Starscream had been exploring Cybertron on his own for some days now.
She transformed.
"Here I am," she replied. "Where have you been?"
"Here and there." He frowned. "Raven said you wanted
to go out.... and you haven't been answering calls."
"Whoops," she muttered. "Must have turned off the com."
His frown deepened
Sphere sighed and sat down, pulling her knees to her
chest and wrapping her arms around them. "Can I ask you something?"
He sat down beside her. "Shoot."
"When you saw me for the first time ... what did you
think of me?"
Starscream's eyes narrowed, then he shrugged. "I thought
you were a pain in the afterburners." A teasing grin played over his lips.
"And ignoring the discomfort of being confined inside a humanoid body,
which I hated, ...."
She chuckled slightly. "No, not as a human. I mean as
a robot."
He grinned even more, his lips twisting in a mock-malicious
way. "The same."
"Starscream, please! Seriously! Did you think ... I mean,
this body .... is it repulsive? Were you disgusted?"
The former Decepticon opened his mouth in surprise, then
closed it again. "No!" he then exclaimed. "The design is beautiful, really!"
He grinned lopsidedly. "If you weren't my sister I'd sure have made an
advance."
She smiled weakly in return. "And what about me, a humanoid,
possessing this robot body?"
"You are not possessing it!"
Sphere sighed. "You know what I mean."
"No, sis, I think that this body fits you and it belongs
to you. It is you. Why?" A cold expression crossed his features. "Did those
Autobots treat you badly?"
"No. It's not that. They have experience with ....this
state ..... Silhouette was humanoid as well before she became a robot....
They are also open-minded enough for new life forms to get accepted."
Starscream nodded. He had heard rumors about Silhouette
and had been fascinated by it, especially since she seemed to be Rodimus
Prime's life partner. "So what is your problem?"
"All the time I accepted who I was because I never encountered
problems. You didn't treat me different, neither did Raven or Nightmare,
or the Autobot leaders... or the Sentinels. Now.... I was confronted with
the reaction I evoke when someone gets to know my true heritage." She looked
at the floor, her emerald optics dimming. "Shock, disbelief ..... disgust."
"Who?" Starscream demanded, his voice an icy knife.
She shook her head and turned away.
He grabbed her shoulders and forced her to look at him.
"Sphere, who treated you like this?"
"That's not important."
"It is for me! No one can treat you like this!" he exploded.
"Who dared to call you disgusting?!"
She smiled gently at him. "Like I said, it's not important.
I knew I might have to face this one day or another."
He looked furiously at her, his red optics aflame with
rage. "You might be different, but that is no reason to call you...disgusting!"
"I wasn't called 'disgusting'; I saw it in his eyes."
Starscream wanted to say something, then stepped back
and transformed, shooting back to the South Port complex. Sphere watched
him go, her mind telling he that Starscream was about to do something stupid,
but she didn't want to stop him. Her emotional state of mind made her indecisive
and so she just stayed, burying her head in her arms, her hair falling
over her. She wanted to be alone.
* * *
Spook's head loomed over him like a giant snake, the golden-yellow
eyes glowing softly and with curiosity. Nicholas' mind was working on automatic
as he took in the basic construction and noted the differences to similar
Autobots. He knew all the facts First Aid had jotted down and right now
his mind was making up a perfect model of Spook on its own.
"Find anything amiss?" the half-serpent asked with a
fine note of amusement in his voice.
Nicholas grinned. "No, simply adding facts to facts.
Thanks for your patience."
Spook smiled. "You are an unusual human; just like Melissa
Witwicky."
He shrugged. "She has the advantage of being empathic
over me." He closed his mind like closing a file.
Nicholas had been on Cybertron for over a week now, catching
up on the latest data and getting to know the additions of new robots to
the allied forces. Spook was, beside Sphere, one of the more fascinating
designs and he had spent hours asking the ancient robots tons of questions,
which Spook had patiently answered.
The dark-haired man rubbed his temples. He needed some
more aspirin he decided, as his headache came back, followed by the strange
feeling in his whole body. Maybe he was coming down with a flu; it felt
just like it.
"Are you all right?" Spook's face hovered in front of
him.
"Huh? Oh, yeah, perfectly." Nicholas painted a smile
on his lips.
Spook didn't look convinced and his tail moved back and
forth, but he didn't say a thing. Nightmare walked up to them and nodded
at the older robot.
"Optimus Prime wants to talk to you," he addressed Spook.
"Oh, the meeting I've been waiting for," Spook sighed
and smiled wryly. "Let's get it over with."
Nicholas watched them go and rubbed his head. Maybe he
should let First Aid check him through. If he came down with a flu he would
want to get some medication to fight it. He left the room. He remembered
that he had an appointment with Sphere as well. The Key had agreed to one
of his question-and-answer sessions and he wanted to work on her design
profile. First Aid had told him he appreciated the work Nick did because
he was getting results and drawing conclusions faster than the Autobot
medic. It was just the way Nicholas' mind worked. And then there was his
promise to Mel to get together for some brainstorming. As an empath, limited
to robot life, she had a different insight into the Cybertronians and the
two rather ancient robots. It would be interesting to see what they could
get down.
As he walked down the corridor Nicholas heard steps and
automatically moved closer to the wall. It was something he had learned
to do in Autobot City, even though all Autobots were very much aware of
the smaller humans and took great care not to step on them accidentally.
But Nicholas lived by the saying better safe than sorry.
It was the dark blue robot again and maybe it was his
imagination, but the silver eyes held an urgent glow. Nicholas groaned
and screwed his eyes shut at a sharp pain running through him. He steadied
himself against the wall, feeling like the whole world was tilting sideways.
The robot stopped and stared at him.
"No."
The single word seemed to lance through him, cutting
his mind apart. He gasped, his knees giving way and he fell to the ground.
The very floor seemed to grow all wavy and twist around him. His mind buzzed
with something akin to whispers and a voice cut through. He didn't understand
the voice, but it was louder than everything else.
The world around him went black.
*
Spook's eyes flashed deep golden for a brief moment, then
returned to their normal color. He had felt something pass softly through
him, like a confirmation, and he smiled slightly. So he had been right.
Concentrating on his meeting with Optimus Prime the half-serpent
shoved the thought into the back of his mind. He had time to follow this
sensation later.
* * *
Starscream streaked back to South Port like a mad bullet.
He transformed and strode into the building, ignoring the startled Autobots
he nearly ran over in the process. His optics glowed coldly as he searched
for the person he knew was responsible for Sphere's pain. It could only
be him, he thought darkly. Sphere had met with him sometimes and even though
Starscream had warned her, she had continued to 'get to know him', as she
had put it. And now this!
Unable to find his target he stopped one of the Autobots
exiting the command center. It was the one known as Smokescreen.
"Where is Megatron?" he asked.
Smokescreen looked a bit confused for a second, then
shrugged. "I think he went down to the lower levels and ...."
Starscream didn't hear him out, he simply walked away,
oblivious to the surprised look on the Autobot's face. He caught an elevator
down to the lower levels.
* * *
Optimus Prime entered Vector Sigma's chamber, noticing
that everything seemed to be still the same here. Nothing had changed,
at least nothing he could see right away. The globe housing the mega computer
sat on its pedestal, pulsing faintly. Strangely enough Optimus felt no
longer the awe and the respect he had felt once a long time ago. Since
he had heard from Alpha Trion just what role the computer had played in
their past, a lot of his behavior and believes had changed.
"Ralyk?" he called.
The globe pulsed, but it looked different than before.
The honey-combed exterior seemed to ripple with energy and turned a golden
blue. Something seemed to come to life.
-- Optimus Prime --
The soft voice touched him and he shivered slightly.
"Yes. I have questions, Ralyk. Will you answer?"
-- Ask --
Had that been a yes or a no, Optimus wondered. He didn't
know and so he simply asked.
"I want to know what is going on here," Optimus began.
"We noticed the changes, the rerouted energy tunnels, the storage units,
the new circuitry."
There was a long silence and Optimus first thought he
wouldn't get an answer, but finally he heard the voice again.
-- Preparing --
"Preparing? For what? The Tji?"
-- Yes --
"But what are you doing to Cybertron? What are you changing?
What does it mean?" he insisted.
Another silence, then something seemed to touch him deep
inside, accessing him in a way. He resisted the probing feelers.
-- Do not be afraid --
-- I won't hurt you --
"What are you doing?" Optimus asked.
-- Showing you the truth --
And then he was confronted with an array of strange images,
which finally cleared up a bit. He saw a model of Cybertron, a net of energy
channels crossing its surface and coursing through the underground maze.
There were thick knots of energy pulsing in irregular intervals, placed
in the most unlikely places, not even strategically important or likely.
Several bubble-like shields appeared around Cybertron and then a model
of a ship approached. Optimus thought he recognized it as one of the transport
shuttles. A simulated scan brushed over the shuttle and a row of data scrolled
down on the left side. A sign of approval was at the end and the shields
gave way under the ship's approach. They didn't disappear, Optimus noticed
with surprise. The ship's nose touched the shields one after another and
it passed through, as if they were nothing but jelly, closing automatically
the moment the ship was completely through.
"You are erecting shields?" he asked, surprised.
-- Yes --
-- Upgrading --
"And you scan everything approaching us," Optimus added
in a mutter.
-- Affirmative --
That had been the reason for the strange reroutings,
the subtle changes.
"Could those shields hold the Tji off?"
-- Unknown --
-- Third stage upgrade still underway --
"Third stage?"
This time Ralyk didn't answer and Optimus hadn't really
expected one. He simply shrugged.
"Whatever happened to Vector Sigma and Alpha Trion?"
he then wanted to know.
-- They live --
-- Inside --
-- Go now --
-- You are needed --
The golden-blue hue disappeared and the globe quieted
down.
Optimus Prime stumbled as if someone had just released
him. He blinked, shaking his head. His eyes rested on the globe for one
more second, then he left the chamber.
* * *
Something exploded and showered the ruin around him with
more debris and fiery rain. A shadow dragged itself over the molten and
destroyed landscape. Charred tentacles and burned metal were visible. The
creature had once been a Quintesson, but now it could barely be distinguished
as such. Three of the five faces had been badly cut and torn, the two remaining
not looking much better. Only one face still had working optics. The Quintesson
tried to crawl away from the ruin of the former base, ignoring the flaming
wreck of one of the motherships that had been shot down throughout the
attack.
Someone stepped into his way and he stopped, swiveling
his head to see who the other was. He froze as he discovered that it was
a robot, a Cybertronian .... a Decepticon.
"What have we here?" the Decepticon asked and bent down.
The Quintesson stared at him, aware that even though
he had survived the attack -- the only survivor as he had found out --
he was doomed nevertheless.
"Megatron will want to see you, Quintesson scum," the
robot said and grabbed the Quintesson's tentacles.
The Quintesson hissed in pain, but he knew he couldn't
do anything against this much stronger robot. He surrendered himself to
his fate, which was most likely death.
* * *
Tornado watched the doctors work on the dark-haired human.
Nicholas Cavanaugh, First Aid had called him, an engineer from Metroplex.
Apparently a very high ranking one as well who had some unusual abilities.
He had not asked further. The Seeker leader kept out of the way of everyone
and simply watched. His mind was a whirlpool of contradicting feelings
and thoughts.
It couldn't be ...... could it?
No! he decided firmly.
"He simply collapsed?"
Tornado tore himself out of his thoughts and nodded.
"I didn't touch him."
First Aid smiled gently, his visor glinting. "No one
says you had anything to do with it, Tornado."
But what if I have....
The thought was frightening, even more than it was disgusting.
"I'll be out of here then," he said and walked away before
the medic could ask more.
As he left the South Port complex Phoenix joined him.
She approached him in her bird mode and transformed gracefully.
"What is wrong?" she asked.
"Nothing. Human emergency. One of them collapsed. I happened
to be there."
She tilted her head. "Okay. So why the worried expression?
Is it Mel?"
"No."
"Anyone we know?"
"No."
Phoenix laid a hand on his arm. "Tornado, please....
what is wrong?"
"Like I said, nothing." His optics met hers and she nodded
slowly.
"If you say so. Listen, I want to return to Skritakaar
tomorrow. How about you come with us? It would be a break from daily stress."
Tornado shook his head. "No, but thanks for the invitation."
Phoenix sighed silently. "See you."
The moment she was gone, Tornado sank against a wall
and wished the pressure in his head would ease up. Adding to that came
the tearing feeling inside his chest.....
No! It can't be!
But what if it was true?
He felt disgust rise inside of him at the thought. Transforming
he shot up into the sky, intent to get as far away from here as possible.
* * *
Smokescreen walked into Optimus Prime's office, one last
time wondering if he should really report this, then settled to doing it.
Whatever was going on, it involved two Decepticons who had never been on
very friendly terms and if a major fight broke out between the two of them,
more would follow fighting.
"Yes, Smokescreen?" Optimus asked.
Smokescreen closed the door behind himself. "I think
we have a problem," he began.
Optimus Prime's optics narrowed.
* * *
Megatron gave a gasp of surprise and pain as he was slammed
against the wall. Red optics blazed in anger in front of him.
"Who do you think you are, Megatron?" Starscream hissed
and he had never heard such fury in his former second's voice.
"What exactly are we talking about?" Megatron snarled
and pushed the other robot away.
Starscream let go of him, but only to punch him hard
in the face. "We are talking about your attitude, mighty Megatron," Starscream
snarled back. "Your incredible subtlety and diplomatic behavior! Something
you never had! Your xenophobia and the barely present tolerance of everything
organic!"
Megatron rubbed his chin. Starscream had had his fights
with him in their past, but he had never been that furious. And as for
organic life ... he clearly remembered Starscream's attitude toward humans
in their past; he had never been fond of them and he had never seen them
as his equal. He had killed humans in cold blood if it had served the Decepticon
purpose and had never thought twice about it. Sure, Starscream had changed
a lot and humanoids played a bigger role in the future of Cybertron now,
especially the Interfaces, but still.... This accusation out of Starscream's
mouth confused him.
"I don't think I can follow you," he stated neutrally,
wondering if he could get away with blasting his former lieutenant.
Starscream hissed. "Can you follow me as far as Sphere?"
"You sister? Of course. A very fascinating female --
extraordinary." Megatron allowed himself a smile.
Sphere had been the object of his study for some time
now. She was an intriguing character and held a very important position
as a Key to the doorways. And she was beautiful, which was also a main
factor.
Starscream pushed him hard against the wall again, fingers
digging into the metal armor. "Then keep away from her!" he growled, his
face only inches away from Megatron's. "You and your damn prejudice!"
Megatron was confused. "You lost me again. I never threatened
her ...." His optics cooled visibly. "And I think the big brother attitude
doesn't fit you, Starscream. Sphere is a grown 'bot. If I chose to talk
to her, then it is her decision to make -- whatever we do. Or is this just
an act? Maybe you hold an interest in her you want to protect?"
Starscream's red optics flared. "Watch your vocal unit!"
he ground out, his fingers digging an inch deeper and penetrating the first
layer of armor easily.
Megatron didn't flinch, though it was painful. He was
very surprised at the strength of his former lieutenant.
"She is my sister," Starscream repeated.
"Of course."
Starscream's optics went deep red, but instead of adding
a blow to the first one, he only hissed something and moved a few feet
away, clenching and unclenching his hands.
"I warn you, Megatron, if I see you with her again, I'll
personally rip your air intakes out! Keep your opinion about what you think
of her heritage to yourself!"
"I was just surprised," the Decepticon leader started.
"Oh," Starscream mocked. "Just surprised that the female
you've been stalking is actually humanoid in origin? And don't tell me
you didn't try to make her a score on your 'wall of conquests'! Remember,
I know you!
Megatron was now on the verge of fighting back. How could
he dare ....! "Our relationship is none of your concern."
"It is! If you hurt her any more you'll find out what
real pain is like!" With that Starscream transformed and took off.
Megatron watched him go, thinking back to the second
Sphere had told him about her background. Yes, he had been shocked, to
put it mildly, because this gentle, but strong female had held his interest
for some time now. He wasn't interested in 'conquering' her. He wanted
her acceptance and her friendship, but now he had blundered into a swamp
he might not get out of. Sphere took her heritage seriously and he must
have shown what he had felt for this one second too clearly.
Megatron would be the first to object to a humanoid/Cybertronian
joining, but he had learned to accept the Interfaces because they were
a far call from the Headmasters. The Sentinels and Seekers had been designed
to merge with another life form, still keeping their individual minds alive
and separated. That a humanoid mind could be transferred into a robot body
was nothing new, but Sphere's case was very different. She had been redesigned
by Ralyk, who had not been able to revive her organic body and had decided
to try it with the robot form. Then there was Silhouette, of whom he had
heard some interesting rumors as well.
The Decepticon leader rubbed his chin where Starscream
had hit him. In former times he would have blasted his lieutenant to bits
for this, but Starscream was no longer the old Starscream and he also wasn't
his lieutenant any more.
"Any problems?"
The level voice let him whirl around and he was faced
with Optimus Prime. He suppressed a groan. Exactly the Autobot he hadn't
wanted to meet now.
"No," he answered briskly.
"What happened here?" Prime pressed on, looking pointedly
at the visible indention in Megatron's chest.
"Nothing you should concern yourself with," the Decepticon
told his former enemy.
Prime's optics narrowed. "It concerns me when it has
something to do with you and Starscream beating each other up," he said
coldly. "We have to work together, not start fighting among ourselves because
of our past! I thought this is what you told your troops!"
Megatron winced imperceptibly. He had been busy beating
his troops into order in the last weeks, stopping individuals from shooting
down Autobots or start personal vendettas.
"This is personal, Prime, and doesn't concern our past."
He tried to walk past him. "It's a mere misunderstanding."
Optimus grabbed his arm, holding him back. His blue optics
glowered at Megatron. The Decepticon glowered back and tore himself out
of the hard grasp without a word. Optimus watched him leave, sighing silently.
* * *
Nicholas gulped down some aspirin and sighed, closing
his eyes. Damn this headache and damn his aching body as well! The pain
had subsided a bit through the pain medication, but it was still there
and Nicholas had yet to learn how to shut it out completely. He had managed
to ignore most of it and when he concentrated on his work he felt marginally
better. The doctors in med bay had checked him, told him to take it easy
and report back in two days, or when he felt worse. He still had no idea
what was wrong with him and First Aid's check for a virus had come up negative.
He was, at least that was a relief, not coming down with a cold or flu.
"Okay," he muttered, looking at his schedule. "What is
next and what did I miss?"
He had been unconscious for a few minutes and had come
around in med bay soon after he had been brought here by the large, blue
robot. Tornado, someone had explained to him. As he had suspected Tornado
was a Seeker; the Seeker leader to be correct.
Just dandy, he thought sourly. Break down in front of
the allied forces.... Hah!
He sighed and checked his schedule. Mel would come over
this evening to hand over some of her papers and discuss their work. Sphere
had left a message that she had heard about his blackout and if he didn't
feel up to their talk she would understand it. He keyed in a message that
he'd hold on to the meeting and that he'd be there. There was also a call
from Raoul and a bunch of files Raoul requested he look through.
Nicholas leaned back and rubbed his temples, considering
taking more pain killers, but then decided against it. He inhaled deeply,
then got up and left his room. Sphere was waiting and he didn't want to
keep her.
* * *
The flying fortress known as Scorponok moved on through
space, its targets set and its flight vector rather random, not at all
in one straight line.
It entered another star system.
"We'll be at Trbeca in five standard months," one of
the robotic life forms aboard the fortress reported.
"Proceed," was the soft answer.
And Scorponok moved on.
* * *
First Aid read the file again and again, unable to come
up with an explanation for Nicholas' blackout. The human was perfectly
healthy, he was in shape and he hadn't complained about similar blackouts
before. Like every human working for the Autobots, Nicholas Cavanaugh was
checked every quarter year, mainly to make sure he didn't suffer from anything
connected to Autobots. There were many things that could affect organic
life. Energon radiation, exhaust fumes, a different oxygen level -- and
Cybertron had a different level --, gravity changes, space travel and more.
The tolerance level of every human was different, but so far Nicholas had
never displayed any signs of suffering from any of the above. First Aid
had even called Metroplex and inquired about Nicholas' health, but the
doctor there had told him everything was really okay.
"Then what is it?" he muttered, puzzled to no end.
Nicholas complained about headaches and bodily pain,
as if he was coming down with a bad cold. But he wasn't. There were no
signs of organic malfunction and every test he had made told the Autobot
medic that Nicholas was okay. He had talked to the human medic here on
Cybertron and they had decided that it must have to do with Nicholas' tight
work schedule. The human doctor had advised their patient to take it easy,
to lie back and relax. Since his mind was very receptive and he was almost
brilliant when it came to picking up new technologies, the doctor suspected
that he might have overestimated his capacities and his body had simply
shut down. First Aid didn't really agree with him, but he had only nodded.
Now he tried to find a logical explanation, but there
was nothing coming up. The Protectobot reviewed everything again and then
stopped, reading over Nicholas' initial answer to the question as to when
it had happened.
When he had met Tornado. He had felt fine before, then
he met the Seeker and collapsed because of the pain in his head.
First Aid stared at the words, then opened a line to
Midnight. He needed some professional help on this theory....
* * *
Sphere was delighted to meet Nicholas, mainly because
it took her mind off her own problems. Since meeting with Megatron and
revealing her true origin to him she had not seen the Decepticon leader
again and she really didn't want to. Starscream had helped her as best
as he could and she knew he was fretting over her, even though he didn't
really display it out in the open. She had finally told him in no uncertain
words that he should stop worrying about her and get back to his own share
of work. A short fight had followed that exclamation and since then everything
seemed to be back to normal. When she had heard about Nicholas' breakdown,
Sphere had been immediately concerned, but he seemed fine and even though
he looked a bit tired, that was only to be expected.
They were down in the doorway chamber, where it was her
shift at the alien structure. Since Raven and Cyclonus had been reunited,
she had volunteered to give Raven the chance to work on their relationship,
which was slightly strained. Raven had to explain too much to her partner
and Sphere knew that it would take time for Cyclonus to accept everything
as it was now. And Sphere didn't mind her time down here. Ralyk was here,
close to her, and it gave her a curious sense of security to feel the entity
near-by. Her guard duty also allowed her to be as far away from Megatron
as she could be.
"So, what's the diagnosis?" she teased as Nicholas shut
down his laptop.
He grinned boyishly. "You'll at least live another million
years if you take care of yourself."
She chuckled.
"No, seriously," he continued. "This space inside of
you, your host area, is intriguing. I wonder if you could use it for Interfacing
with an organic like the Sentinels can."
She shook her head, instinctively knowing that this was
impossible. "Ralyk claims that space and it always will. Someone else would
only get in the way."
"I see." He made a few notes on a piece of paper. "This
is great. I never had so much stuff to work on than since coming here."
He smiled again.
"But you should take it easy, Nick," she advised.
He sighed. "I know, I know. There is just so much I want
to do!"
Sphere smiled. "You can still do it after some sleep
and relaxation."
He gave her a dark look. "Are you in league with First
Aid and Dr. Maulkin? I promise I'll get some shut-eye right after I get
back. Sheesh! I bet even Mel doesn't have that much trouble!"
"Mel knows how to take care of herself," a dark voice
rumbled and Nightmare stepped noiselessly into the room. "Hello, Sphere."
She nodded at him.
Nicholas gave a theatrical sigh. "Okay, okay, I'm on
my way to my quarters! Satisfied?" He waved at Sphere and then left the
chamber.
Nightmare watched him go, smiling faintly, then turned
to Sphere, his expression turning serious.
"How are you?" he wanted to know.
"Fine." She walked back to the control station and did
some superfluous checks just to keep herself from looking at her friend.
"Then it must be my imagination that Starscream is treating
everyone who even mentions you like a criminal. He's been glaring at each
and everyone for just saying nice things about you, Sphere. What happened?"
Sphere stopped her work, considering her options. "It's
personal," she finally said.
Nightmare stared at her back, sighing deeply. "I see.
I've been getting the same answer from you brother and he nearly backed
that up with a blow."
She flinched. She had to talk to Starscream again! Nightmare
transformed and walked over to his usual post, taking over guard duties.
He knew he wouldn't get a straight answer out of her anyway and he just
hoped this wouldn't turn out to be worse than everyone thought.
* * *
Midnight mentally went over what First Aid had told him
and had to agree. It sounded incredible, but it wasn't.
"What now?" Steve asked.
"I have to talk to him," Midnight decided.
"He won't listen."
"He will." With that Midnight left the building and transformed,
shooting off into the sky.
* * *
Nicholas was on his way to his quarters to catch some
shut-eye when he nearly collided with one very large robot. Spook reared
back, growing a bit taller because of it, stretching his wings.
"Uh, sorry," Nicholas mumbled.
"Nothing happened." Spook lowered his head. "You look
tired."
The human sighed. "That's what everyone's telling me."
"Maybe you should listen."
He grinned. "Believe it or not, I was just on my way
to my quarters."
Spook moved out of the way, his serpent body making no
sound on the metal floor. "Then I don't want to keep you."
Nicholas nodded and walked on. Spook watched him disappear,
sighing very softly. He had read the sensation correctly. It had happened.
* * *
Tornado trembled badly and he knew something was deadly
wrong and would get even worse before he could hope for it to get better.
He clenched his hands into fists and slammed them against the wall.
Nonononooooo!
He had to stop it -- somehow -- some way.... Maybe it
wasn't too late, maybe he could change it.
He heard thrusters reversing outside, then someone touched
down. Tornado moved away from the entrance and wished he could make himself
invisible.
A figure stepped into the room, silhouetted against the
brighter light outside.
"Tornado?"
The Seeker groaned as he recognized the voice. Midnight!
Damnit, why did he have to search for him? There was no scheduled appointment,
no conference, no nothing!
"What do you want?" he ground out.
"Talk." Midnight stepped closer.
"About what?"
"About you and what happened maybe?" A fine smile played
over the Sentinel's lips.
"Nothing happened," Tornado managed, but the painful
contraction in his chest contradicted him.
No! he whispered. This can't be happening. Not to me.
This can't be happening. It became a chant in his mind and he tried to
ignore the pain and the dizziness, the voices in his head, the whispers
and calls.
"I don't agree with you."
Midnight came even closer and Tornado suppressed the
instinct to flee. He didn't want the other to see him like this.
"Tell it someone else then. I don't want to talk to you!"
he hissed.
Midnight stopped. "Why deny it?"
Tornado growled. "Deny what? I have no idea what you
are talking about."
Midnight sighed deeply. "Okay, you want to play it like
this, fine with me! Tornado, you are on the brink of Interfacing and you
are not helping either of you two!"
"NO!" Tornado cried. "I'm NOT Interfacing!"
His fingers bore into his palms and he pierced his own
skin, feeling a short, intense pain, which momentarily drowned the other
pain.
"Yes, you are. Nicholas Cavanaugh has linked to you and
the two of you are linking even more right now, in this very second. You
are not helping him by avoiding it, denying what has happened. He suffers
just like you because you won't acknowledge him."
"I'm not Interfaced," Tornado said coldly. "You have
the wrong Seeker."
Midnight walked closer. "You are."
"NO!" Tornado pushed him away, stumbling a bit. "No....
not me. It can't be....."
Midnight looked gently at him. "Why not? Seekers can
Interface as well. Wild Card proved it. You always searched for Interface
partners, didn't you?"
"The others did.... not me. It's disgusting ... unnatural
.... to bond with a flesh form; to depend on it." He shuddered at the thought
of another being able to merge with him, to be close to his mind.
The Sentinel leader looked a bit confused. "You do not
depend on him to live, Tornado. You merely become more.... much more. He
doesn't take over, if that is what you are afraid of."
Tornado pushed himself away from the wall. "I'm not concerned
about anything related to humans, least of all Interfaces, because I'm
not Interfaced."
Pain seared through him and he felt like hit with a electro-whip.
He clutched his chest, the white-hot pain concentrating there, pulsing,
demanding. Gasping, the reached out for the door frame, steadying himself.
"Tornado...." Midnight said softly, touching him.
Tornado pushed the helping hand away. "Keep away from
me!" he shrieked and transformed, flying unsteadily off.
Midnight sighed deeply.
"Wild Card was an easier patient than he is," Steve said
with disapproval. "Why won't he acknowledge what has happened? He will
destroy himself and Nicholas with this refusal to meet his fate."
Midnight nodded slowly. "But he is also very much afraid.
Not the way Wild Card was afraid. Wild Card wanted to protect Jeff, but
Tornado never wanted to Interface. He was always very scared of the effects
on him as an individual, his dependence on an Interface's presence to keep
him from hurting, from feeling alone. He's terrified."
"And horrified," Steve added with a sigh. "He thinks
merging is disgusting. You heard him."
Midnight took off as well. "I know. But this will kill
them both eventually if he doesn't face it."
"What now?" Steve asked.
"Secret weapon."
"Huh?"
"Let's send out Phoenix and Nicholas to meet him."
Steve was baffled for a moment. "Mid, do you think it's
wise? He could hurt him...."
"He won't. He couldn't. And Phoenix is close enough to
him that he won't hurt her either." Midnight landed in the yard of South
Port. "Let's get them there and then see if we can't make him see the truth."
* * *
Sphere had kept herself busy throughout the week and she
knew that sooner or later something would happen. Starscream was close-mouthed
and his optics held a steady, angry fire. She knew he had 'talked' to Megatron
and she knew their animosity was held up by Starscream alone. She sighed.
Sooner or later he would give it up and return to being the normal pain-in-the-diodes.
But until then -- it was hard working with him and he had taken off back
to his exploration plans earlier this week. Nightmare had sighed in relief.
Someone stepped into the doorway chamber. She whirled
around and her optics narrowed.
"What do you want now?!" she asked coldly.
Megatron approached her, holding up his hands..
"Leave," she snarled. "Before you find yourself scattered
between here and the doorway!"
"Try it," he replied.
With an angry fire in her green optics she faced him.
"This is no idle threat, Megatron," she said, her body going through the
first stage of activating her defenses.
"I just want to talk."
"But not me. Leave. Your last warning."
Megatron took another step forward -- and found himself
flat on his back the next second. Sphere stood above him, her face framed
by an energy crackling mass of white hair. She was holding some kind of
bo-staff, which had one nasty spear-like end and a very nasty blunt end.
"Leave," she repeated.
Megatron got to his feet, very impressed by her fast
movements and her ability to take him by surprise. "Very impressive," he
said.
"I'll impress more on you if you don't get out of this
room in two seconds!"
He twisted his lips into a smile. Temper, temper, he
thought, but he moved away from her.
Her icy cold optics followed him. Sphere only relaxed
when he had disappeared, sinking back against the ring structure. She set
the staff beside her, sighing deeply, hoping Starscream didn't hear about
this. The last thing she needed was an overreacting brother.....
* * *
Nicholas was dizzy and felt like packed in wool. His head
seemed to be three sizes too large and his body didn't really belong to
him. Only with an immense effort was it possible for him to coordinate
his movements and he was afraid that he would lose all control the next
step. Sleep had not helped, neither had the pain medication. This was only
getting worse, not better. And then Midnight had come to him, explaining
what was apparently going on. Nicholas was, to put it mildly, utterly shocked,
but he also knew that if neither of them acted, both of them would eventually
die. And so he had agreed to this.
He was aware that Phoenix was close and the female Seeker
had been very gentle with him. She was extremely worried about both him
and Tornado.
"Are you sure?" she asked once more.
"Yes," he managed. "Mid said if we can confront this
alone we might get somewhere. Your presence might only tick him off more.
You are my back-up in case something unforeseen happens." He smiled humorlessly.
"He won't hurt you," she said with conviction.
Nick nodded slowly as if he was afraid his head would
fall off otherwise. "Let's hope so."
He walked into the large hangar.
* * *
Megatron sat in what had been declared his quarters, fingers
steepled and his optics fixed on nothing specific. That was the way Cyclonus
found him in when he entered.
"She is a very impressive female," Megatron said into
the silence of the room.
"Mighty leader?" Cyclonus was very much confused because
he had no idea what Megatron was talking about. Raven, sitting on his shoulder,
shot him an inquiring look.
"Sphere."
Cyclonus frowned. "She is," he finally said.
Megatron looked up and smiled. The smile let the lieutenant
shiver slightly. "She managed to surprise me and I think I underestimated
her."
Cyclonus was even more confused. Raven sent a silent
message of equal confusion.
"We received a transmission from Charr," Cyclonus finally
said. "The team sent out to go through the ruins of Quintesson bases has
reported back. They found a survivor."
Megatron's interest was aroused. "A survivor?"
"A Quintesson. Dirge said he is almost gone, but they
are keeping him alive until you are back." Cyclonus looked neutraly at
him.
Megatron smiled. "Then we will return to Charr immediately,"
he decided. "Prepare our departure."
"Yes, mighty Megatron." Cyclonus left the room. "Any
idea what he was talking about before that?" he asked his partner as they
walked down the corridor.
"None."
The second-in-command shrugged, deciding he would find
out sooner or later. Now they had to get back to Charr.
* * *
Tornado was hurting and he had never felt so much pain
before, not even when Braintrust had once nearly killed him. This pain
was everywhere, in every cell, and it felt more like he was missing something
than a physical injury.
Nononooooo. It couldn't be. He denied the very fact,
the possibility. Every other Seeker could Interface as far as he was concerned,
but not him. Something coursed through him, touching him gently and reassuringly,
and for the first time in days he felt better. He lifted his head as he
thought he felt someone coming closer. As he discovered who it was, he
felt a flicker of panic turn into a full fire.
Nicholas Cavanaugh.
The human looked terribly. He was pale, with huge circles
under his eyes, his skin almost translucent. His face was drawn and appeared
haggard, his eyes feverish bright. A strange sense of emotional pain
at the human's sight crossed through him and he squelched it.
Not him. He hadn't Interfaced. No.
"Hi," Nicholas said, his voice weak and shaky. "You look
like I feel."
Tornado didn't answer, concentrating on shutting out
those feelings of care and longing.
"You know, this is just as hard on me as it is on you,
and I'm not talking about fever, headaches and general nausea all day long,"
Nicholas went on. "I'm talking about he fact that my mind is suddenly a
part of something called Interfacing."
"No!" Tornado hissed. "It is not!"
Nicholas raised an eyebrow. "No? How do you know?" He
walked closer. "You feel it as well and even though I understand your denial
because I feel the same, there is nothing we can do to undo it! Damnit,
I could have imagined better things happening to me! I was content the
way I lived! Do you know what this means for me? My life? Damnit, I had
plans to maybe get a family and settle down, to raise kids! Now? Impossible!
I'd see my wife and kids grow old, die and get buried. Same with my grand-children
and every other relative! Do you think that's fun?" Angrily he turned away.
"I'm a human with the usual fear of growing old, to die, but that is normal!
I'm not cut out to be immortal."
"You are not immortal," Tornado pointed out.
"Oh, sure, yes! You plan to get killed the next few centuries?
Millennia? Anytime soon?" Nicholas' voice was dripping with sarcasm.
"No," Tornado answered weakly, feeling Nicholas anger
inside of him.
The link.
NO! No link. It wasn't there.
"I know Interfacing because I studied it. I know how
long all the Interfaces and their partners are together! I didn't get to
choose," the human went on. "It happened because I was in the wrong place
at the wrong time, goddamnit!" He was breathing heavily, rubbing his temples.
"And you make it even harder by denying it! What do you think to accomplish
with it? Undo the link? Fine, try it! I studied this stuff. It's impossible!"
Tornado shook his head, sinking to the ground. He knew
it as well, but a good part of him still denied the link furiously. Nicholas
approached him, his grey eyes wide with pain and despair.
"I know you hate this as much as I do and I won't even
force you into anything you don't want. Midnight said we need to acknowledge
the link, then we could go on from there. Merging is not required. I know
you hate to think of a creature like me being linked to you, but I promise
I won't invade, I won't hang around and I sure as hell won't phase, okay?"
Tornado was shaking and his silver optics were flickering
badly. He felt repulsed by the very thought of having this human touching
his mind, but a new feeling conquered the disgust. Nicholas appeared so
fragile, so much in pain, that he was reaching out to protect him. Wild
Card had told him about his Interface with Jeff and Tornado had seen the
care he felt toward Winters in his eyes. Wild Card had also confessed that
these protective feelings were part of it, their fate, their intention,
to keep them both safe.
Nicholas closed his eyes as he was hit by another wave
of nausea and he clenched his hands into fists as he fought the bile rising
in his throat down. Everything seemed to swim around him and he lost touch
with reality for a second, losing himself in the sensation being far, far
away. He came back to the feeling of someone holding him .... gently, carefully.
He reached out blindly for support and found it in form of cold steel.
Tornado had instinctively kept the human from falling,
cupping his hands around him. Now he became aware of the huge pressure
in his mind, of the need to open up and link.... He fought against it,
but his defenses were crumbling. He sobbed silently as the last wall was
destroyed.
Everything turned white.
*
Phoenix was worried and walked into the hangar. She found Tornado lying on the floor, his optics dead. Nicholas lay beside him, his position telling her he had to have been in Tornado's hands when he had collapsed. Phoenix didn't hesitate. She called med bay.
* * *
Spook felt the sensation again and this time it was very clear. It was over -- at least concerning the link. All the other problems had just begun.
* * *
Nicholas lay unconscious in one the treatment rooms and
Steve was pacing outside, waiting for the doctors to give them the news.
Tornado, who had regained consciousness only a few minutes ago, was examined
by First Aid; and Midnight was talking to Optimus Prime, who had come into
med bay the moment he had heard about the whole disaster. The Sentinel
leader looked tired and worried.
"I'm not sure it's really over, Optimus," he answered
Prime's latest inquiry. "I've seen two Interfacings in my life. One was
Wild Card, equally a Seeker in his past. Nick and Tornado didn't merge,
which is normally the first thing happening when the link is established,
even if it is only for a moment. Either Tornado denied Nicholas this chance
or both didn't want to."
"What will happen now?" Prime wanted to know.
"Depends on Nicholas and Tornado. I know he hates to
be Interfaced and I suspect he only gave in to linking because eventually
not acknowledging the fact would have killed them, but they are far from
being really Interfaced." Midnight looked deeply worried now. "But they
can't go on like this."
Optimus let his optics wander through med bay. Phoenix
stood outside Tornado's treatment room and she looked as worried as Midnight
did.
"What can we do?"
"Not much. I talked to Tornado before and he denied everything.
I guess he'll keep on denying it to the end." Midnight sighed. "I'm not
completely sure what he is afraid of other than having someone else share
part of him. He doesn't have to let Nicholas inside his private thoughts;
that's what shields are for."
"He's afraid of the others," Phoenix said and stepped
to them. Her green optics shone brightly with barely suppressed anguish.
"He believes that this makes him less than he was before. You know how
he viewed his leadership position. It took a long time for him to acknowledge
it, even though everyone else had accepted him. This is, for him, a
major drawback."
Midnight gave a frustrated exclamation of disbelief.
"Rubbish!" He paced the room. "Near-sighted idiots!"
Optimus turned to the female Seeker. "Just how would
the others react to this, Phoenix?"
"They all respect him, more than they ever respected
Braintrust. Braintrust was feared, but Tornado triggers loyalty in them.
They stand behind him and even when he decided to ally himself with you....
they followed." Phoenix smiled a bit. "I talked to Phantom already and
he said this was a good thing because it showed everyone else that they
still had the chance, the ability...."
"Now we only need to convince Tornado...." Midnight muttered,
sighing softly. "And that will be the hard part. He still is what he was
before, even if he now has a partner."
"But isn't he a Sentinel now?" Prime asked.
"No, not really. You are what you were before and if
he wants to remain a Seeker, he can be. Technically speaking he might be
called a Sentinel, but many of us Sentinels are not Interfaced as well."
He shrugged. "I'd be the last to force him into something like a change
of party. Wild Card was a whole different chapter." He looked over to where
Steve was talking to the doctor who had just exited the treatment room.
"Nicholas has drifted into sleep," he said almost absent-mindedly.
Optimus was once again reminded of this unique link between
Interface partners. It was as fascinating as it was scary sometimes, especially
when his own second-in-command did it.
"Okay, what now?" Phoenix wanted to know.
"I want to wait until Nicholas is up and about, then
see how the two of them act," Midnight decided.
Optimus nodded. "I'll be in my office if you need me."
With that he left med bay.
Midnight exchanged a look with Phoenix, reading the same
doubt in her eyes. This wouldn't be easy....
* * *
Nicholas was up and about two days later, feeling better
than he had in the last two weeks. The headache was gone, replaced by nothing
but a slight pressure behind his eyes. He could keep his food down and
he also finally had an appetite. Steve had come to visit him while he was
in med bay and he had explained to him what this meant for him. Nicholas
knew all about Interfacing, at least theoretically, but now he was experiencing
it live.... and he didn't really care. He knew Tornado didn't want it and
this somehow reflected on him as well. Interfacing meant a big change for
the Seeker and the fear it had ignited in him told Nicholas what he had
to do. He didn't want to intrude, to be a burden, and he wanted to live
his own life. So he had patiently listened to Steve and his explanations,
nodded and agreed on many things, but his mind was made up. Tornado and
he had linked to ease the pain, but he would not inflict more pain on the
Seeker by forcing himself onto him.
The shuttle left three hours after he had signed out
of med bay and he somehow felt relieved to get back to Earth. This would
give both partners enough distance.
Partners....
He smiled wryly. Was he already starting to think like
this? Well, when he was finally out of Tornado's way he might just get
his life back to what it had been before.
Then again, it might be wishful thinking....
* * *
"He what?"
"He left Cybertron," Smokescreen reported, pointing at
the approval on the screen, which showed Nicholas had boarded a shuttle
and left.
Midnight shook his head in frustration, cursing softly.
"Stubborn, stubborn, stubborn! This won't gain them anything!" He stalked
out of the command center, infuriated.
Steve sighed softly. "They are making it so hard on themselves!
Why don't they just accept it?"
"I think Nicholas has, but he doesn't want to make it
too hard on Tornado. He knows how Tornado feels about Interfacing, so he
made a decision -- but the wrong one!"
"What now?"
"I'll call Rodimus and let him know about the whole mess.
We haven't informed him of the new Interface yet." Midnight angrily hit
the door opener and then walked into what he called his office.
Minutes later he was on the line with Rodimus.
* * *
Tornado suffered through one of First Aid's checks and
was finally released as okay. He left the med bay silently, just as silently
as he had sat on the examination table. He had answered the medic's questions,
but otherwise his mind was far away. He wondered when Midnight would find
him again to talk some sense into him, as he had put it. He wasn't really
looking forward to it.
The last few days had passed like a blur. He couldn't
really remember what had happened, beside the fact that he had been thoroughly
examined over and over again. He knew Nicholas was getting better and his
own pain was nearly all gone. Still, he felt detached from the world, as
if he was no real part of it. Phoenix had once caught him just before he
would bump into a closed door.
Someone approached him and with an inner sigh he saw
it was the one he had dreaded to meet: Midnight. The Sentinel leader seemed
to radiate blackness as if it was a living thing. His green visor glowed
brightly and Tornado recognized it as barely suppressed anger. Midnight
grabbed him, shoved him into the next room and slammed the door shut behind
them.
"What do you think you're doing?!" he exploded.
Tornado was shocked by the outbreak of emotions from
the normally so calm leader.
"You are running around like a headless chicken and Nicholas
is flying back to Earth as if nothing ever happened!"
"And?" Tornado asked.
"And? You ask me 'and'? Are you as thick-headed as that
or are you just acting? Tornado, you two are Interfaced!"
"We acknowledged the link. What more do you want? None
of us is in any danger of dying."
Midnight gave a frustrated groan. "This isn't like some
kind of repair for both of you! You linked, yes, but that is only the first
step! You even denied him the chance to merge, Tornado!"
Tornado stared at him in disgust, but didn't say anything.
"Do you think distance will solve the problem now? It
didn't solve it before the link, it made it worse; and now it isn't the
solution either! The both of you won't ever function at peak performance
again if you keep shutting each other out!"
"I think that is our decision to make," the Seeker ground
out.
"No, it isn't! You are a leader! Your troops need you
in good shape, not mentally split in two!" Midnight clenched his hands
into fists. "What are you so afraid of, Tornado? That you won't be yourself
anymore? Do you see any change in me or Wild Card? We are still the same!
Nicholas won't change you! He'll help you!"
Tornado turned away, but Midnight forced him to turn
back, pushing him hard against the wall.
"Face it!" he hissed. "Damnit, face your future! You
will destroy yourself and Nicholas with this stupid behavior! You will
destroy your troops!"
"They are no longer my troops!" Tornado snarled. "I'm
no longer a Seeker!"
Midnight stared at him, perplexed. "What a load of rubbish
is that? You are still yourself! Wild Card became a Sentinel because he
had to, if that's what you are hinting at! Phoenix said your people respect
you and they see hope for their own abilities because you Interfaced!"
The blue Seeker shook his head in denial. "Why can't
you keep out of it?" he demanded.
"Because you are affecting everyone, that's why! Most
of all Nicholas! Don't you care about him?"
Tornado shivered slightly. That was the whole problem.
He cared a great deal about a human he didn't really know and it scared
him. In his long life as Seeker, working for Braintrust, later becoming
his second-in-command, he had killed too many organics to count. Not that
he had shot them, but he had delivered them to Braintrust and each and
every one of them had died cruelly, brutally..... How could he care about
a single human now? Who could guarantee him that he wouldn't kill Nicholas
sooner or later?
"Leave me alone," he whispered and tore himself out of
Midnight's hard grip.
"Oh, no, I won't!"
Any further words were stopped by Tornado's vicious punch
and Midnight flew back against the other wall. The Seeker stormed out of
the room. Midnight sat on the ground, rubbing his chin and sighing sadly.
>> That didn't work either
Steve chuckled. >> Sure didn't Then he grew
serious. >> Did you see the expression in his eyes when you asked if he
cared?
>> Yes. He does care, but he's afraid to admit it
>> Can you blame him after what his past was like?
>> No Midnight rose to his feet. >>But he has
to face it -- if he wants to or not
Steve could only agree.
* * *
Rodimus Prime had watched Nicholas since the engineer
had returned to Earth, trying to be as subtle as possible. Nicholas appeared
to be healthy and attentive, but Raoul disagreed. Rodimus had let Raoul
in on what had happened, which had surprised him to no end when Optimus
had called him, and the older man had agreed to keep an eye on his friend.
And it was Raoul who told him that Nicholas was suffering from tiredness
and spells of complete disorientation. It worried them both and Rodimus
knew that the longer this went on, the worse it would get.
"You can't force them to get together," Shanygn told
him, watching him pace the room. "And stop running a ditch into the floor!"
He stopped, looking slightly guilty. "But what can we
do? They are destroying themselves!"
"That's something I have no easy answer for." She leaned
back against the window. "Tornado denies everything and Nicholas tries
to help him by running off. I understand them both to a degree, but they
both, especially Nicholas, should know that this is no solution!"
Rodimus started pacing again, then caught himself and
stopped by force. There was no way any of them could really help. They
were outsiders; everyone was. This was something between Tornado and Nicholas
and no one could make their decisions for them.
"I hate it," he whispered.
She smiled. "Me too, but we can't help. Not anymore."
* * *
Another week passed and Nicholas was confident he was
getting used to this strange feeling that always accompanied him. There
was the pressure behind his eyes and the empty aching sensation in his
chest. Shanygn had talked to him once and he had confessed to her, in private,
that he was feeling not well sometimes. She had told him in no uncertain
terms that this was because he was trying to deny his link. He had waved
this away. He wasn't denying it; he had linked.
Working helped a lot and since Raoul had finished the
modifications they had planned, Nicholas was checking everything. It looked
good and Metroplex had no trouble operating with all of this. He left the
room and walked over to the next work area, his mind as always a bit too
far away and he had to concentrate hard to remember when to stop so he
wouldn't run into a wall. He still hoped that this would get better soon.
He was too lost in his thoughts to notice the warning
sign put up in front of a yard-like extension of the corridor. Nicholas
simply walked past it, rubbing his head. One of the technicians saw him
and started to yell. Nicholas didn't hear him.
There was a hiss.
There was a low rumble.
The floor moved.
Nicholas became aware that he was in an area where a
small trial transformation of a part of Metroplex was taking place.
Something cracked under strain.
There was a short, violent pain, then Nicholas didn't
feel anything anymore.
*
On Cybertron, Tornado grabbed his midsection and fell
to his knees. His silver optics flared with pain and he gasped, doubling
over. Phoenix gave an exclamation of surprise and knelt down beside him,
taking his arm.
"What is wrong?" she asked.
Tornado trembled, his midsection burning as if he had
been speared. His mind reeled and he thought he saw fragmented pictures.
One picture was very clear and the comparison to a spear was not so far
away.
"Nick," he whispered, trying to get to his feet.
He managed it with Phoenix's help. He began to stumble
forward, intent to get away from here. The image of the human, injured
and in terrible pain, was burned into his mind. Instinct took over. It
was an instinct that had been awakened the moment they had linked and he
knew he could never deny it. Primus, he had been so foolish! He fell against
the wall, unable to walk. He was just too weak.
"Need to get to Earth!" he whimpered.
Phoenix thought she understood and called for the only
help she could think of.
*
Midnight didn't need an explanation when he saw Tornado's
state. Something had happened to Nick and he new that this had reflected
on the Seeker. He nodded at Phoenix that he'd take over now. He took Tornado's
arm and simply Gated.
One second after they had disappeared, Optimus Prime
arrived. "Are they on their way?" he asked.
The female Seeker nodded. "Do you know what happened?"
Prime nodded slowly. "I called Metroplex. Nicholas was
involved in an accident and it looks pretty bad.
"Oh, no....." Phoenix sighed. "They really had to make
it so hard on themselves."
Optimus smiled sadly. "Let's hope it's not too late for
them to make it up."
* * *
The planet's name was Trbeca and it was one of many in
a system consisting of two suns, fourteen planets and thirty moons. A large
asteroid belt was the main feature beside the two suns. Trbeca was the
ninth planet from the twin suns and it was rich in life.
Archer sat on a hill overlooking a wide plain, watching
the first of the two suns rise. Light spilled over the ground and lit up
everything.
"'ow many dimes I see it, I'm still impressed," Mike
de la Croix said and watched the second sun rise.
Archer nodded. "It is impressive."
Suddenly the ground beside them seemed to come alive.
It looked like a part of it was morphing into a new form, finally turning
into a four-legged creature with a long neck and wings. Both Interface
partners were not the least startled by it. They had seen it too many times
before.
"We need to get back," the dragon said softly, its body
still flowing like liquid metal. Finally it settled into a silverish light
grey.
"Somet'ing de matter, ma chere?" Archer asked.
IceAngel tilted her head and her neck crest rose slightly.
"I'm not sure." She lifted off.
Archer shrugged and transformed, opening his door to
let Mike get in. Then he shot over the plains toward the doorway, using
his newly installed hover mode. Tires were not really helpful on a wild
planet without roads....
* * *
Med bay was a bustle of people, mostly Autobots. Midnight
had arrived seconds after Nicholas had been brought into the OP and Dr.
Maulkin was now fighting for his life. A spear-like support had pierced
his body close to the kidneys, nicking an artery and just missing the stomach.
He had lost a lot of blood and his life was hanging by a thread.
Tornado stood outside the operating theater, his optics
fixed on the closed doors. His skin had taken on a sick, grey hue and he
was trembling.
"Hold him," Midnight said intently. "Look for him and
hold him. Don't let him go!"
Tornado was only peripherally aware of the other's presence,
but the words registered somehow and he grasped for the fading spark he
somehow 'saw'. He knew that if that spark died, part of him would die as
well.....
* * *
Nicholas came around to the feeling of being deep under
the ocean, his world consisting of nothing but gentle movement and warmth.
His mind was clearer than any day in the last weeks and even though he
knew he should be in pain, there was none. His memory of the events was
sharp and complete. He had walked into a transformation circle and had
been injured in the process. One of the supports had broken in the trial
run and he had been speared with it. Then why didn't he feel pain.
He opened his eyes.
The medical ward was kept in twilight and so it had to
be night. The corridor running outside his room was brightly lit, though.
He turned his head and discovered that he had a visitor. It was Tornado.
The Seeker sat on the floor, knees drawn to his chest, his head buried
in his arms. Nicholas somehow knew that Tornado had been affected by this
as well and that he was suffering just like Nicholas was. And now he was
here.
Nicholas smiled slightly.
Tornado, as if he had felt his eyes on him, lifted his
head. The silver optics glowed softly in the mostly dark room. Their eyes
met and Nicholas relaxed a bit, feeling a distant twinge where the support
had speared him.
"How long was I out?" he asked when the silence became
uncomfortable.
"Three days," was the soft answer.
"Oh."
There was another silence and Nicholas felt a strange
sensation running up and down his spine, as well as a kind of probing in
his mind. He wasn't sure what it was, but he surrendered himself to the
feeling, drifting into sleep.
Tornado smiled slightly at the sleeping human. He remained
where he was, guarding his Interface partner -- something he had finally
come to accept. He drifted off into sleep himself, most of his functions
shutting down, but ready to run up the moment someone entered.
* * *
She knew it was time to return and the confirmation of that thought came a second later. Firefall concentrated on her task and out of nowhere a brilliant column of light appeared. It had a suspicious likeness to a doorway. The Guardian stepped inside and the brilliant light collapsed as if it had never existed. Only the aftereffects were visible with small sparks dancing over the stone around where it had opened. Then even those disappeared.
* * *
Rodimus noticed with satisfaction that both Nicholas and
Tornado were healing. Nicholas' wound had been serious and the blood loss
enormous, but he had made it and Rodimus, as well Shanygn, suspected that
Tornado had a lot to do with it. The Seeker leader had not moved away from
his Interface's side from the moment he and Midnight had appeared in Autobot
City. Both would be fine, given time and a lot of rest, mainly for Nicholas.
Shanygn had volunteered to help them adjust to each other and with Wild
Card coming home from another round of visiting Gatekeepers, she would
have some help there. Midnight couldn't be everywhere.
"Okay, looks like normality has us back again," he told
his own Interface.
Shanygn let her feet dangle from the window sill. "Oh,
we can change that." She smiled mischievously.
"Don't even think about whatever you are thinking about,"
he told her, watching a small, avian Transformer play with some of his
discarded disks. "I had enough problems lately and from what I heard from
Prime, he has no easy task on Cybertron either."
"You mean the Decepticons? I guess we were lucky, eh?
Blitzwing and Octane have shown no ill feelings and everyone seems to accept
them."
"Yes, because they defied Galvatron long ago and have
changed a great deal. Octane has been among Autobots for some time and
Blitzwing's time alone did him some good." Rodimus shrugged. "But it looks
as if Megatron and Starscream are starting to get on each other's nerves.
I'm not envying Prime this problem."
The avian Transformer, looking like a falcon, managed
to tear apart several of the old disks, chirping gleefully at its work
of destruction.
Shanygn had to agree. "It will take more time and a lot
more patience to make this alliance work. Even the Seekers and Sentinels
have problems. Midnight said that Dagger will take every Seeker apart who
dares to come too close to him. That's why Mid sent him to Alean again."
She shook her head.
Rodimus sighed. He knew that even though there had been
nothing extraordinary happening in the last weeks, the Tji were moving
ever closer. Fewer robots than before had disappeared, mainly because Optimus
Prime and Megatron had recalled their forces from the borders. He took
a report from his desk. It was a short data file, mostly about the Quintessons.
Their forces had been more or less obliterated in the last few months!
"More problems?" Shanygn asked softly.
"For the Quints. Looks like the Tji are out to destroy
them, utterly, completely... mercilessly. All their bases are gone, their
ships wrecked and the survivors have begun to flee everywhere, begging
for shelter on many worlds. No one grants them any help whatsoever." Rodimus
sat down on his chair. "What we heard from befriended worlds and those
who had Quintesson contact, the Tji use a flying fortress." He held up
a vague picture of the ship.
The falcon looked up, cocked its head and looked at the
picture, deciding whether this was a new target or not.
Shanygn frowned. "What is it?"
"Scorponok," he said slowly. "The fortress The Hive built
and which they took with them when they were thrown off Charr by Galvatron."
Their eyes met and he nodded as he read her thoughts
in those dark blue eyes.
[You think they killed them] she asked softly.
[Yes. I talked to the Headmasters. They agree with me
that none of them could serve as a body for a Tji. Like Interfaces, they
are immune]
[Which makes them targets -- to kill] Shanygn shuddered.
[Exactly] He put down the report. [We are tracking its
movements]
[And?]
[I think they'll soon hit us]
Shanygn was silent, looking down at the floor, eyes dark.
[Where?]
[Most likely on Trbeca]
[IceAngel and Archer]
[Yes] Rodimus sighed deeply, rubbing his head. [Optimus
told both doorway teams to stand by]
Shanygn only nodded, wishing the Gatekeeper and her shield
good luck....
The falcon flew over to Rodimus, landing on his desk,
looking questioningly at him. The Autobots' second smiled and held out
one hand. The falcon hopped on it and he lifted it to his shoulder.
"Worried," it said, the voice clearly female.
Rodimus smiled and stroked her head. "A bit, Talon."
"Why?" Talon looked at the picture of Scorponok, cocking
her head. "Big flying city."
He chuckled. "Yes. And full of trouble. Why don't you
go out and play a bit?"
Talon considered this, then settled down on his shoulder
with a certain finality. "No. Stay."
Shanygn chuckled and Rodimus gave her a dirty look
* * *
Nicholas had been allowed up after several days of being
confined to his bed, which had been the most boring days in his life. Tornado
had been bodily thrown out of med bay and he was not allowed to work --
not even to sign a report. Raoul had visited, as well as Shanygn, Steve
and many other humans. Even Talon had appeared, asking an endless string
of questions, which had tired him out and had let him sleep for some time.
Now he could finally take a walk around, though it was more of a limp.
Dr. Maulkin had issued him a crutch so take some weight off his left side.
Nicholas sighed deeply. At least he could get out of med bay and maybe
sneak into his quarters to get some work done.
The time in bed had given him a chance to think about
the Interface. Tornado had not visited again, but Nicholas was clearly
aware of him here in Metroplex. He had not left, but he had also not allowed
him to connect. Steve had explained to him that their main problem was
that they had not merged, even for a few seconds. The merging was important
for an Interface; it stabilized them. Even the most lightly Interfaced
Sentinel merged for a split second, bodily and in mind, with his partner.
If it was possible later on had to be seen, but the first step was vitally
important.
"But Shanygn and Rodimus Prime aren't able to do it either!"
Nicholas had protested.
"They are not a typical Interface," Steve had explained
with a smile. "They approached this from a different direction and Shan's
exo-skeleton somehow denies her this ability, though we have no explanation
for it."
Nicholas sighed and walked down the corridor to his quarters.
Tornado had acknowledged him, but he knew the Seeker was still afraid.
He was very much lost in thought when he arrived at his room and even more
surprised to see Tornado waiting there, arms crossed in front of his chest.
"Hi," Nicholas said warily.
"Can we talk?" Tornado asked.
Nicholas thought about his small quarters and decided
the meeting room might be better. When Tornado had closed the door after
them, Nicholas gave him an inquiring look.
"How are you?" the Seeker asked.
Nicholas thought it was a superfluous question. Tornado
knew exactly how he felt. "Better," he answered nevertheless.
The Seeker looked indecisive, fidgeting. "I'm not sure
what to make of this...."
"Welcome to the club," Nicholas muttered.
"I never .... I mean... it's strange." Tornado gestured
helplessly. "I don't want to change.... but we can't undo it and separating
makes it only worse."
"I know. It changed a lot for me as well, which I can't
really accept. What I told you some time ago, about a family .... I have
lost the wish. I can't have a family because I would not age, I would see
them die."
"I'm sorry...."
Nicholas shook his head. "No, it's not you fault. It's
no one's fault. It happened...." He smiled a bit. "And it saved my life.
You saved my life. Thanks."
Tornado looked embarrassed.
Nicholas thought he felt a wave of warmth course through
him. Tornado was slipping in his control and from his startled expression
he felt something as well. The Seeker shook his head in frustration.
"What can we do?" he finally asked, slightly desperate.
"Nothing," Nicholas sighed and slumped against the wall.
"Midnight said we have to train this ability," Tornado
told him, "but I'm not sure ... that I want to. Please don't understand
me wrong... but this is too much! I can't simply accept it! It goes against
everything I always believed in." He nervously paced the room. "I also
need to return to Skritakaar and my troops, but I know what separation
will do...."
"Maybe we can train separation," Nicholas proposed.
Tornado smiled humorlessly.
The engineer grinned a bit. "Or you take me along. I'm
on sick leave anyway and Raoul told me not to show my sorry behind inside
the walls of Metroplex in the next weeks."
The Seeker leader stared at him, his silver eyes showing
a mass of contradicting emotions. He thought of his troops and what they
might think ... how they would react ... what they would do. Tornado was
the first of them to Interface. Wild Card somehow didn't count.
"But I also always wanted to spend a few days with my
old friends on Springwater, well, those who are still there," Nicholas
went on, still smiling, as he saw the expression crossing Tornado's face.
He pushed himself away from the wall. "And Shanygn wanted to show me a
thing or two about mental shields, so you go off and visit your friends
and I'll see what I can do about mind shields, okay?"
Without waiting for an answer he turned and left. The
moment the door had closed after him, Tornado felt like banging his head
against the wall, but he didn't follow.
* * *
-- Stage three proceeding --
-- Rerouting --
-- All channels open --
The globe pulsed strongly and several dead cable channels inside Cybertron pulsed with life as well. There were short bursts of power and the reactivation of forgotten parts inside the factory planet.
-- Complete --
-- Proceeding --
-- Checking shields --
-- Fully operational --
-- Upgrading proceeding --
* * *
Tornado had left. Aboard the shuttle, Phoenix watched
him silently. She felt like throttling him for his stupidity. Midnight
had explained to her that since the link was now stable enough, neither
of them should suffer as before, but the separation would still be stressful
on the freshly established connection. The older the Interface link was,
the better both partners coped with separation. None of the Interfaced
Sentinels or even Rodimus had any problems with their partners being somewhere
else completely. Physical closeness was not required. But Tornado and Nicholas
were making it hard on themselves and nothing they had done lately had
helped in any way. Nicholas was on Earth and Tornado had decided to go
back to Skritakaar.
Thick-headed idiot! she thought furiously.
Every Seeker was yearning for an Interface and the one
who had achieved one without any outside force necessary was unhappy about
it! Phoenix had talked with Phantom and he had only shook his head. They
would not change their attitude toward him; they would all be happy and
everyone had wanted to meet Nicholas.
Maybe, she thought sourly, if they beat his head in about
it he will listen!
Phoenix had no high hopes though and Midnight had explained
to her that no one could help Nicholas and Tornado now. They had to work
it out by themselves -- somehow.
The shuttle changed course toward the warp gate. Tornado
didn't say a word, merely watched the world outside streak past. Phoenix
sighed softly and turned her attention toward other things, trying not
to intrude.
* * *
"Yeow! Major light show!"
Jazz stared at the display which had lit up like a Christmas
tree, as humans would say. All screens were on, scrolling down lines after
lines of information, which was nothing but gibberish to him. Warning lights
flashed, as did the 'all clear' signs, intermixing, creating a wild array
of color.
"What is going on?" Optimus Prime demanded, striding
into the command center.
"I wish I knew, man!" Jazz exclaimed. "It all happened
without a sec of warning!"
Optimus Prime let his eyes survey the controls, which
were acting up badly. A few images caught his eye and he watched one screen
showing Moon Base One. He frowned.
And then the light show stopped, the controls quieting
down. Jazz looked questioningly at Prime, who had no real answer either.
He knew someone who might just have one, though. Optimus Prime nodded at
him.
"Watch for anomalies, Jazz. Report them to me at once."
"Will do."
Optimus left the room and walked back to his office.
He needed to check on a few things before he could ask the only entity
that definitely held answers. He had just closed the door behind him when
it happened.
-- You have questions -- the soft voice of Ralyk rang
in his head.
Prime flinched. "Where are you?" he asked.
-- Everywhere --
-- Inside you --
Optimus flinched. Inside him? "How .... how can you talk
to me? You are not using a link!"
-- Modification --
Optimus Prime felt a cold chill run up and down his neural
pathways. "Modification?" he echoed tonelessly. "You played with my circuits?"
-- Yes --
It was a straight answer that gave him even more chills.
"Why?"
-- Upgrading --
The Autobot leader clenched his hands into fists. "I
expect to be asked before someone tampers with my circuits!" he said with
barely suppressed anger.
-- It was necessary --
He forced the anger down. "Who else did you change?"
Silence greeted him.
"Who?" he demanded, anger rising once more. "Who did
you 'modify' and to do what? When did you do it? Answer me!!"
-- It was necessary, Optimus Prime --
-- Everything changes --
-- You all need to change to perform your tasks --
"Who. Else. Did. You. Change?" he ground out. "Rodimus?
The Sentinels? Maybe Decepticons as well? To do what? To perform what tasks?"
-- You will know when it is time for you to know --
And with it Ralyk left him. Optimus rocked slightly as
the entity withdrew. He shook his head, clearing it. He had not felt Ralyk
connect, but the disconnection had been so abrupt that it had been like
a snapping rubber band.
Optimus hit the wall in frustration and it dented deeply
under the force. What was Ralyk modifying? What was it changing beside
the planet -- and Moon Base One, as it apparently had? He knew most of
the changes had to do with shields, with defenses, but there was more.
But what? And who had been a modification victim beside him? His mind supplied
him with logical choices and he wished he had a way to confirm them. First
Aid had given him a complete check only a few days ago and had found nothing
amiss, so the modifications had been too subtle for the medic to notice.
He turned to his desk and activated the personal com
line to Metroplex. He needed to talk to Rodimus, maybe meet with him in
person. His second affirmed his departure from Earth a few minutes later.
He would be on his way to Cybertron in an hour.
* * *
Ralyk felt the new doorway hours before it opened up and
it felt pleased.
-- Welcome -- it whispered, pulsing softly. -- It was
about time you returned, child --
Then it settled back, like a spider in its web, watching
the web grow and extend, getting stronger and covering the planet and its
sattelite.
-- Upgrading stage three complete --
-- Prepare for stage four --
-- Preparing --
* * *
And the fortress moved on......
