There he was, sitting there waiting for the return of the one that he loved. The one that he would embrace forever, even if it meant suffocation. Though he knew that they could never become one. For they had reached a place that was much deeper than gentleness and so if they were to touch each other it would only bring pain. If only there was a way that the two of them could be bound together.
Once that day came, he knew that it would impossible for them to dream. As they would walk along an unknown path, holding onto each other hands in such uncertainty. As they continued on, they would be walking towards the cruel dawn, the one that would expose them in the light.
Their true words, the ones that they hide from other people, were certainly lurking within the true world. The true world was the place where they could be together forever without having to hide. As he held his lover, he knew that those words were there, lurking, even that wordless night. Surely as they lay down together.
They had met each other in time where they both felt true loneliness, yet they felt even lonelier when they were together as if they knew that they were meant to forever be together. But it wasn't until they exchanged that kiss, their very first one, did the two lovers know how bound to each other that they were. Even so, the little black haired boy was glad that he could meet the older blonde one. His heart was trembling with joy that night. He could only wish that his heart could be supported by that man.
The two could not dream anymore, it wasn't their place. They had no warm place that they could turn to after they were put out of their respective homes. They just knew that they would overcome such a cruel dawn. It was impossible to just take the pain and not try to get away from it.
As they lay together in that dark hotel room, they began to talk abandoning the quietness they once had. That quietness had found their true words as they were speaking them now to each other. Though those words were harmful. It was a loving way, but they would always hurt the two lovers.
"Soubi, even if you were to embrace me until it would hurt me, you have to know that we won't become one," the black haired boy said sadly.
He fell asleep holding onto Soubi's arm. Soubi kissed the boy's forehead gently, tears running down his cheeks. He couldn't imagine life without this little boy in his life. He was in love and they both knew it. So many people knew and hated them for their love.
"Cold stars that come out before dawn, won't please just light a path that is just for the two of us. And please allow Ritsuka to live happily."