Don't worry you guys I'm not giving up on my other story but I wanted to rewrite an old story of mine. So I can get more motivated to write.
UnTouched
Think what you want but I'm a really good person. I can sit here all day and tell you exactly how I feel about this whole situation but I don't know what good it would do. So, I love a girl! Who gives a shit? Well apparently my parents and friends have a problem with who I love.
They use to me my friends but now I hardly have a soul that will even look at me twice whenever I'm around. My parents basically exiled me from home.
How do you go from the good child or friend to an outcast?
A Leopard.
A disease.
I do everything right when it comes to my family. I do what I'm told. I follow pretty much follow every rule I had been taught since I was little.
I'm basically what you would call a goodie goodie.
Yeah I know it's sad but it's true. The thought of others hating me for anything makes me miserable and completely drains me emotionally. So instead of being true to myself I follow everything that everyone asks of me. I was living someone else's life other than my own.
What's the "RIGHT" thing?
Is it being straight and having a boyfriend?
Is it getting a high priced job and getting the big bucks?
Sometimes I don't even know how to answer those questions anymore. I literally just want to scream right now but I know that wouldn't help anything either. All it will do is make me more upset because I know I'm letting everyone get to me when I know I shouldn't.
I thought about just keeping things to myself but then it came out one day and I didn't let it stop there. I told my best friend that I was falling for this wonderful blonde that I had met in the bookstore. We were in the same section looking for books. Well I know I was doing a project but as for her I wasn't quite sure. I didn't know exactly what I was feeling at the time but when I saw her it just hit me like a pile of bricks.
I was freaking falling for a chick. Yeah the female gender. The same sex. I know it was all overwhelming at the time but I pushed it all away. I pushed away the feelings, and the thoughts. Let me tell you that there were a lot of thoughts.
Hahaha.
Sorry I won't share them because that wouldn't be proper of me.
That's me, the proper one. So instead I ignored it and went on with my everyday routine. I went to school and then I would go to work right after. It kept me busy so I wouldn't have time to think about her.
I work in a cafe. Coffee Haven. It gets slow at times but it was a job for the time being. Until I get out of Seattle. I want to go down to California and be where the sun is always shinning. Well that's what I hear from everyone who visit's. I wouldn't know because I haven't been out of Washington.
Enough of that crap.
Let's get back to my problem.
Since I saw this blonde in the bookstore I figured that I would never see her again. I had to be a onetime thing you know, but no she had to be there every time I went back.
If I was bold enough I would have told her that she needed to stop following me but that never happened. I suppressed everything from the mystery girl and kept to myself like I've done all my life. Here I was falling for someone I had never really met only seen.
Who falls for someone like that so quickly?
I probably would have been fine with just seeing her every time I went into the bookstore but then for the first time she said something to me. The beautiful blonde finally came out and talked to me.
"Do you mind helping me with something?" At first I looked around me not thinking she was talking to me but when I noticed no one was around I did exactly that. I helped her search for a book and right after that she left the store. Just hearing her voice made me go crazy inside and I knew I was crushing completely on this mystery woman of mine.
Yep. I was in trouble.
See I was straight. Well at least I thought I was. I don't know. All I know is that I came out and told my best friend about my feelings and she pretty much freaked out. She couldn't handle knowing about it so she went ahead and told my parent's. Not only did she stop there but she had to spread it to the school. Of course from there my parents kicked me out of the house.
Talk about treating your kid like crap. You're not supposed to do that to your own kid. Especially since I had always did everything they asked of me. Now I was doing something of my own and they couldn't accept me.
What's wrong with me?
Due to Madison's actions I am without my family and friends while I go through this time on my own. There is only one person on my side right now.
Aiden Dennison.
He works with me at Coffee Haven and when he heard about everything going down he was right there to help a friend in need. I'm renting the other room in his apartment. Aiden graduated last year and is now going to the Community College here in Seattle. His parents pay for his living expenses while he is going to school and all I have to do is pay for food and anything else that Aiden might need me to help with.
He's my lifesaver. Without him I would be out on the streets right now.
How did I go from citizen high to citizen low?
All of this because of the blue eyed, blonde haired girl that I fell for in the bookstore.
It didn't matter though because I was still very much invested in getting to know who this girl was and everything about her. It will be my goal.
Sounds easy doesn't.
Wrong. She never says a word unless she is really lost with something and I was so glad that I was there for that moment she was. Otherwise I would still be clueless about her beautiful voice.
Here I am the outcast of the family and totally head over heels for someone I didn't even know.
This was going to be harder than I thought.
Wish me luck because I'm going to need it.
By the way my names Ashley.
(A/N: Today has been a weird day for me and I was going through some old stories and I wanted to repost this one for you guys. It was also one of my favorites. I'm going to go and write another chpt for TRAPPED right now so stay tuned for that one. Hope everyone is having a wonderful Holiday weekend. Enjoy and be safe! R&R)
