Desire Me
Every night he comes to me. I know this isn't what he wants and yet I can't help but take what he is offering. Sterek. Warning, rated M for a reason.
Chapter 1
I know this is wrong. I know he doesn't want me. Yet every night he comes and I can't stop him.
I don't want too.
Blood red eyes pierce me, pulling at my every defence until there is nothing left for me to give.
The first night it happened, I was positive it was just a dream. If it hadn't been for the marks left on my body, I may have been able to convince myself that it was.
Dark, bruising from where his wolf gripped me too tight. Purple, splotchy love bites littering my neck all the way down to my thighs.
These were symbols of what was happening between us.
Yet when the lights are on and the sun is shining in the sky, I am nothing to him.
I may have been able to forget. I could have forced myself to forget all the sounds we made, all the kisses and pleasure.
But then night hits and it happens again and again.
Drowning me in his scent, in his want.
I tell myself that this is because he is an alpha, that I simply can't control myself.
But I could if I wanted too.
I don't want to.
I don't love him. That is what I tell myself when I wake up alone, covered in sweat and cum from our previous night's activities.
This means nothing.
Yet I still don't tell a soul.
I fear that this will end soon. That he will one day be able to control his wolf who seems to only have a taste for me.
I've known for months now that his wolf and he are separate and yet I wish that they could be the same.
I wouldn't need to feel so dirty for wanting this. Wanting him, the man, to want me too.
I want the man and yet I can only have the wolf.
I have accepted this.
If I can have the night, then I can be happy.
Every night he comes to me. I know this isn't what he wants and yet I can't help but take what he is offering.
Just a quick little tease on what I am working on. Updating in 2 days!
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