Title: Kiss First, Explain Later
Summary:
"Ino said that if you found out that I also like you, you'll kiss me first before you let me explain. So please kiss me before I lose my confidence here."
My eyes widen in disbelief. Is he for real? He doesn't smell like alcohol so he's not drunk or anything and he does look like his confidence is slipping away. Confidence for what? I don't know. But he asked me to kiss him so I'll just do that.
I don't let a wonderful opportunity just slip from my grasp.
"Fine. Then you explain later."
Disclaimer: Not mine. though when the time comes *cackles evilly* i won't hesitate to film them.
Warning: Gay sex. swearing. unrequited love which was really not unrequited. and Gay-to-the-bones!Sasuke. poor writing skills and awkward written lemon. I swear.
AN: I'M Back from the dead. I missed writing so I chanced making a one-shot that turned two-shot. (Typical of me) and here it is. I hope it doesn't suck that much. just maybe a little. and I'm planning in posting a Christmas fic, so If any of you are interested, come by and check my profile. if you don't mind. *smiles sheepishly*
anyway, this fic turned out very differently than what I had planned out. and it sucks cause I'm aiming for a Popular!Naruto and the also popular-but-gay-Sasuke-who-has-a-huge-crush-on-Naruto!Sasuke. which is kinda close but not really...ugh. just.
ON WITH THE STORY!
Scribble. Just keep on scribbling so they won't notice you. It's not like you're the only guy who has a hair like this. Lower your head then sit like you're super bored come on, Sasuke you can do better than that. Oh, there they are. Yeah, be casual they're already near the exit, that's right and in a minute you can now sigh in relief.
Almost there
3… 2…
"Oi Sasuke-Kun? Yohoo!" oh shit.
I look up and see two girls standing near – oh hell, they're already that near? – The exit, the pink haired girl waving her arms at me. It's already embarrassing when Sakura called my name but what's more embarrassing is that all of the people inside the gym are now staring at me, even the guys playing basketball. How on earth are they able to run and play with a ball on their hands while looking at me? And why do they have to look at me?
"Sasuke-kun!" Sakura calls me again. I nod at her and Ino, thinking that they will just leave after greeting me. Oh how wrong was I.
The two girls start walking towards me, parading their selves at the middle of the court. A guy whistles at them and Sakura winks at him while Ino blew him a kiss. I just roll my eyes at my two so-called friends. And yes, they are my friends ever since childhood. Whether it was fortunate or unfortunate for me, well it varies on a situation.
And right now it's definitely unfortunate.
"Hey Uchiha, being a stalker now aren't we?" Ino smiles at me with a knowing glint on her eyes.
"Stalkers hide when they stalk someone. Do I look like I'm hiding from someone?" I snap at her though obviously it doesn't have the same effect that I want to when I talk to someone not Ino and Sakura.
"Well of course not. Why would you hide? You're too attractive to do that. And he's not yet here, so…" Ino continues on smiling and Sakura giggles. I just glare at them.
I'm powerless when it comes to these two. They became immune of my Uchiha glare, damn it.
I'm already fixing my things when suddenly I hear the door open and a shout of 'Hey, the brainless idiot is finally here' stop me on whatever the hell I'm doing. Then Sakura calls the new arrival's name at the same time Ino shouts "Baby Brother!"
I really want to strangle someone right now, preferably a blonde and a pink head. And I know I look stupid just standing there with my back facing them, but I don't care, I'm not facing that said brainless idiot. Well, I would love to face him since he's the reason I'm out of the safety of my room in the first place. But the situation changed and I don't want to face him, especially if my two very kind childhood friends are around me and the guy.
Breathe Sasuke.
"Aw, Sakura-chan, Onee-chan! What are you two doing here?" I shiver at the gruff and deep voice of the idiot talking to Ino and Sakura. They both giggle at the same time.
"We're hanging out with our very best friend Sasuke here." Ino pulls me near them and Sakura grabs my hand.
Ah, too late for an escape. I can see my whole life flashing before my eyes. I'm going to die now. If that miscalculation wouldn't have happen, I'm 200% sure my life will be so much easier right now, but No, He just had to be there when I had my once in a blue moon mistake.
A very un-Uchiha thing to do. I disgrace my family.
"Hey…" well, as if I can escape now so I opt to just greet the idiot.
A very attractive, hot and sexy Idiot.
"Oh..uh. Sa- Sasuke, hey. I didn't know that you hang around here. Heh." I blink at him then look at Sakura and Ino, both of them looking at me innocently. Too innocently. Saying that I'm shock would be an understatement of the century. Why is he the one acting so awkward? That's supposed to be my job. You know, being awkward and all in front of their crush. Who also happens to be a guy.
"Sometimes." I shrug nonchalantly but my insides are doing a live circus show. Fuck.
"Oh." He gulps. My eyes instantly went straight to his Adam's apple. "Uh, I hope you have a good time watching."
"I would if I could but I really have to go now since I have an appointment. I was just waiting for the time, so uh…I have to go." I say. I grab my bag and sling it on my shoulder. "Bye." I wave at Ino and Sakura then nod at Naruto.
"Oh." I hear him mutter. Though is it just me or does he sound disappointed? Tch.
Well, a guy can dream, can't they?
"Uchiha Sasuke, call me later, okay? Have fun with your date!" Sakura shouts when I'm almost out the door. I raise my right hand and mock-salutes at her, not minding the date comment.
I just really need to get out of here, and fast.
3 days ago…
"Will you stop pacing? It's making me dizzy."
"Then stop watching me."
Sakura just roll her eyes at me but continue on watching me pace back and forth. I'm fucking doomed to death, I'm sure of that. I should've been more careful especially around that devil incarnate brother of mine. I've been restless ever since he found all those pictures. Here I am, popular for being a genius. But not genius enough to hide the box of pictures some place other than under my bed. I roll my eyes at my stupidity then groan in annoyance.
"Fuck me."
"Sasuke-kun, I would've loved to, but you're gay so that would be difficult." I throw the pen that I was holding at her.
Why is this girl even in my room?
"Why are you even here?" I ask her but she looks at me questioningly.
"Your gay ass texted me to come over, genius." She flicks her hair on her shoulder then lie down on my bed. "And why the hell do you keep on pacing around? You asked me to come over so I figured you have a problem, well obviously you do have, but It's already been 30 minutes and you haven't said anything to me except 'Don't touch my stuff', 'Stop watching me' and 'Fuck me' which I really wanted to do cause I haven't gotten laid for 4 months already but you're gay so it's not like it will stand in attention."
"Seriously? You want to have sex with me?" Sakura nods which I already anticipated. I look at her seriously and start explaining my predicament. "Itachi found it under my bed and who knows what he might do with that information? He's as evil as Cruella Devil, only more intelligent and more sinister."
"So what if he knows who you're crushing on?" Sakura tries to comfort me – keyword being tries.
"You actually believe what you just said?"
"No." She answers in a heartbeat, knowing how evil Itachi is. I sigh and sit down on the floor, distress showing in my face. Well I hope it was showing but silly-ole me thinking that my friend can read the atmosphere.
The atmosphere of anxiety and doom.
"So, who is this guy we're talking about?" I know it will be asking too much for her to just listen to my problems. Why are we still even friends?
"Can't you see I'm having a dilemma here?" I almost whine. Almost.
"I know, but I can't help you if I don't know who that person is." She grins at me. I narrow my eyes at her.
"You're one nosy and gossiping bitch, you know that?" I snap at her, her grin fading from her face and is replaced by a scowl.
"Hey, no need to call me names. I just wanted to help, but it looks like you don't need me." Sakura stands up and I panic. I do need her but I don't know how to tell her who my crush is. The guy is one of Sakura's close friends and I would rather die first before he and his friends find out.
But then again I would rather die in front of my best friend because of embarrassment than die of loneliness. As much as I hate to admit it but I love Sakura and Ino to death, they are family to me.
"Sakura, wait." I stop her from pushing the button from the elevator. I guess I zoned out long enough for her to get out of my room.
"What?" She looks at me angrily.
"I'll tell you now, but please don't tell anyone. Even Ino." I ask her pleadingly.
"Sasuke, I know when to shut my mouth, you know." She turns and faces me and folds her hand in front of her chest.
"Are you for real? You and Ino are the ones who spread that I'm gay last year, now all of the school population knows about it."
"Well, nothing bad happened, right? And you earned yourself a hot boyfriend."
"A hot cheating boyfriend." I mumble and Sakura nods at me, a pained expression written on both of our faces. That relationship was a tragedy within a tragedy; I don't even want to remember it.
"But Sasukeee~ I promise you, I'm not going to tell anyone. My mouth is zipped." She raises her right hand and mimicked zipping her mouth. I look at the elevator and see the number on the top indicating that the elevator is moving upwardly which means that someone's inside. Thinking that it will go to the top floor since there are only three of us who occupies this floor, I open my mouth and start talking.
"Okay, so if you say so, then I believe you. I have a fucking huge crush on one of your friends and it was even before you spread the news that I'm gay." Sakura's eyes were wide in excitement. I hold back my urge to roll my eyes at her.
"So, who's this crush of yours?" I hear a 'ding' from the elevator but since I think that it wouldn't be stopping on our floor, I answer Sakura's question just in time for the elevator door to open.
Which I did not notice. At all.
"I have a huge crush on Uzumaki fucking Naruto." I regret saying it the moment I saw who's on the elevator.
I want to be invisible right the fuck now.
"Oh my god, Sasuke! You definitely have a good taste on man." Sakura squeals, then suddenly a voice behind her stops her flailing and squealing.
That voice stopped me from breathing.
"Uh…thank you?" Naruto scratches his head shyly without looking at me.
Oh please lord god, take me away. I've been a good person my whole life except for being gay and having gay sex with my ex-boyfriend. And for cursing my brother every chance I get. And for cursing someone every chance I get and…. Just take me away!
"Naruto-kun!?" Sakura greets the blond, her voice an octave higher than her natural voice.
"Hey, Sakura-chan." He greets the nervous pink head, his gaze avoiding me.
I want to cry. I feel like I'm a wall here.
"Wha – what are you doing here, uh, Naruto-kun?" Sakura asks her voice still not yet back to its usual tone. I love her for trying to act normal so hard.
So fucking hard.
"I'm going to Shika's room." The blond pats Sakura's shoulder then walks past her. He pauses for awhile beside me then looks at me from the corner of his eye.
"Uh, thanks again, Uchiha Sasuke." Then he walks away.
He walks away with the knowledge that I have a 'Huge crush on Uzumaki fucking Naruto'. I sit down on the floor and look at Sakura pleadingly.
At least now Itachi can't blackmail me about it. So much for being worried.
"Kill me now."
Present time…
I'm about to take a bath when I hear a knock on my door. I walk over to the door and open it coming face to face with a giddy-looking Ino and a blushing Sakura. My Uchiha glare activate automatically.
"What now? It's already 10:30 pm. Aren't you tired of all those Naruto teasing that you've been doing the whole day?" I say but I still let them in since they're Ino and Sakura. No questions asked. "And you're not allowed on the guy's dormitory this time. Didn't you know that?" Sakura just roll her eyes at me.
"Your dorm head has a huge crush on Ino. Just one peak on Ino's legs, he agreed easily." Tch. Sluts.
"I know what you're thinking, Uchiha. We're not sluts. We just know how to use our attractiveness."
"Yeah, yeah." I mutter sarcastically and sit beside the two.
"Hey, Sasuke. Are you naked under that robe?" Ino asks suddenly out-of-the-blue.
"No. I'm wearing my Giorgio Armani suit. Of course I'm naked, I was about to take a bath. What do you expect? And what the hell are you two doing here at this hour? " I scowl at her stupid question.
"I'm blonde, you don't need to be mean." Ino pouts and crosses her arms.
"Ino, you're stereotyping yourself." Sakura points out.
"Well, in her case, it's true." I reply and all of us nod. "But really, what do you two want? I'm itching for a bath."
"I have a question for you." Sakura starts and leans closer to me, her cleavage showing.
"I'm gay, it doesn't affect me." I say, still staring at her cleavage. Sakura slaps me.
"I'm not going to ask that. I know that already." I push her off my lap and look at her seriously.
"Then what is it?" I wait for their question that is so important – insert sarcasm here – that they have to come over here at this hour.
"What will you do if Naruto also has a crush on you?" Sakura asks. I stare at her for awhile then flick her forehead.
"Nothing cause that's impossible." I answer, though it stings a bit knowing that it's true.
Unrequited love is so fucking hard.
"I said what IF?" she asks again. I just roll my eyes at her and just utter the first thing that comes into my mind.
"I'm going to ride his cock so hard, he wouldn't know what to do." I answer. The two of them becomes red on the face before I hear them squeal and starts fangirling. I stand up then went to the bathroom to start the water for the tub.
"HOLY SHIT SASUKEEE YOU'RE SO FUCKING BOLD!" Ino squeals louder.
"Tch. That's what you wanted me to say." The two stops then pouts at the same time, it's so weird.
"Then seriously, what would you do?" they ask me again, serious this time. I sigh knowing that they'll just keep on bugging me about it so why not just humor them?
"Fine. I'll kiss him first before asking for an explanation. Then after he explained I'll kiss him again then we will live happily ever after. Satisfied?"
"Aww, I knew you're a romantic at heart." Sakura squeals again and Ino sighs lovingly.
"Okay, now you got your answer. I'm going to take a bath now so leave this place now before I slap you two with a wet towel." The two girls stand up then walks out of the door, giggling madly. "And please lock the door when you leave."
"Bye Sasuke!"
I sigh when I hear the door locked. I sit at the edge of the tub and replay on my head what I just said not a minute ago. It would really make me happy if Naruto does like me back but that's too impossible to happen. Naruto is known for being a player. A lot of people want to be with him or maybe just experience having a one-night stand with the man. The only thing that gives me comfort is the fact that he's bisexual. But the chance of him actually liking me is so minimal because of the fact that he only goes out with a guy older than him and I'm far from that. We're the same age, just me being 3 months older than him, and also the fact that the guy doesn't even talk to me. The first time he talked to me was at the elevator when he thanked me and I've known him for three years already. I'm guessing he only knows about my existence is because I'm an Uchiha and because of the news that Ino and Sakura announced at the whole school a year ago. Unlike me, I've known him since the first day of class. I admired him from being so attractive but what really drew me into him was his kindness. The day that a lot of people were busy on the first day of class, I saw Naruto just outside the school grounds helping the old lady janitor in picking up the cleaning materials that fell off from her cart and he helped her carry it despite of the consequences of him being late on the first day of class. After that, I would notice him everywhere he went but I didn't get a chance to talk to him. But then I found out that he's friends with Sakura and Ino, which in turn made me avoid him like a plague, though I really don't know why until now. And now Naruto knows and it scared me to death that it will be the reason why he'll be avoiding me now.
"Ugh." I groan distressfully. I'm about to take off my robe when I hear a hurried knock from the door. Again.
"What now? Did you show off your other leg, Ino – " I stop talking the moment I saw who's standing on the other side of the door, the one who's been knocking like there was an emergency just awhile ago.
"Hey, Sasuke." Naruto mumbles nervously. Why he was nervous? I don't really know. I'm also nervous myself.
"What are you doing here?" I ask. Good, I still sound like an Uchiha.
"I have to tell you something." He breathes deeply while I wait for him to speak.
God, I really need a bath. What's taking him so long?
"What is it that you –"
"I'm in love with you." He blurts out. He's in love with me.
Wait, What?
"What?"
"I've always been and I always will."
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
"Just kiss me first."
"Kiss you first? What the hell are you –"
"Ino said that if you found out that I also like you, you'll kiss me first before you let me explain. So please kiss me before I lose my confidence here."
My eyes widen in disbelief. Is he for real? He doesn't smell like alcohol so he's not drunk or anything and he does look like his confidence is slipping away. Confidence for what? I don't know. But he asked me to kiss him so I'll just do that.
I don't let a wonderful opportunity just slip from my grasp.
"Fine. Then you explain later." I reply then grab his head and kiss him deeply. I close my eyes and hear him moan.
Hell, I like that sound.
But our kiss didn't last long and no tongue was involved. We both stare at each other breathing heavily before he grins widely at me.
"Fuck, I've always wanted to do that to you."
"Ditto. But can you please explain?" I ran my hand through my hair and close the door. I ask him to follow me inside and sit at the edge of my bed.
"Uhm. Ino also said that you said first that if you found out that I also like you, you will uhm…ride my. Uh.. Ride me until I don't know what to do?" my eyes widen with embarrassment.
Fucking bitch, I'm going to zip her mouth shut. Literally.
"I…Uhm." Smooth, Uchiha, Smooth. "What do you want me to…uh?"
"Can we just do the riding first before the explaining?" Naruto asks confidently though he is red from neck to his ears. Oh to hell with this explaining thing, I'm horny now, might as well just do it, right?
I grab his face again, but this time dragging him with me at the middle of the bed. Our lips exploring each other, savoring the taste and warmth and although I admit on being a bottom, I won't just submit on him easily. Our tongues – now involved – are fighting for dominance. Naruto then pulls away then latch onto my now very exposed neck since I'm only wearing a robe. He suck on it vigorously then bite the almost reddening skin before lapping at it. He continues to do so in every part of my body that has my skin exposed.
This dude is fucking good with his tongue.
"Naruto, take off your shirt." Naruto takes off his shirt then continue on kissing and biting my neck up to my chest. When Naruto reaches my right nipple, he continuously sucks on it until it becomes hard while playing my left nipple with his left hand. He then proceeds on taking my robe off, his eyes staring openly at my erect penis.
I suddenly feel shy. I wonder why.
"You're beautiful, Sasuke."
"I know THAT!" I yelp when Naruto smirk and grab a hold of my cock, pumping it almost violently. I shudder in both pleasure and pain.
I suddenly feel like I just went to heaven when Naruto's tongue – oh his tongue – give a long lick from the base of my cock straight to the head. He then lick the head like a lollipop and the sight of him doing that to me almost made me cum there and then.
Of course I didn't, that would've been embarrassing.
Naruto's head is bobbing up and down and it took all my strength not to pull on his hair because damn he knows what he's doing and he knows that he's good at it. My eyes widen in disbelief and pleasure the moment he deep-throated me. Maybe that's the reason why his voice always sounds so gruff and hoarse.
Now I just made myself jealous. Stupid.
Before I can calm down from that pleasurable deep-throat, I immediately feel a slick finger probing my asshole. I feel so lightheaded, being penetrated at the ass at the same time being blown.
My ex hadn't done this to me before. Asshole.
"Naruto…fuck. More!" I gasp as he did add one more finger, loving the feeling of slowly being full. His finger starts scissoring inside me while his sinfully talented tongue left my cock and instead kisses my thigh. After a minute of finger fucking from Naruto, I pull out his fingers and roll us together. I straddle his hips and glare at him when he smirks at me.
"What?" he asks innocently. I just roll my eyes at him and continue on achieving my goal. And that is to take off his pants. I'm fucking excited to see how big he really is since a lot of people who have – irritatingly – experienced sex with the blond had always boasted about how good and well endowed the blond is.
"I fucking know you're being slow on purpose."
"I'm not. I just really wanted to make love to you, yah know." He answers and smirks at me seductively. He stretches his arms then folds it at the back of his head. "Come on, show me what you got."
I raise my eyebrow at him. Awhile ago he's a nervous mess and now he's being a jerk? Wow, so this is the playboy Uzumaki, huh? Tch.
Finally succeeding in taking his pants off and I'm not even surprise that he goes commando, I grab his cock and oh hell, it is really well endowed. Like really. I lick my lips and stare at him seductively. He smirks back at me, waiting for me to do anything.
As if I'll do anything about it.
I put three of my fingers inside my mouth, coating it with saliva. I stare at Naruto with half-lidded eyes as I slowly slide my fingers from my mouth, my chest then to my quivering hole. Naruto keeps on biting his lips but he still remains calm.
I insert my fingers one by one, my moans getting louder and louder with every finger. I can feel Naruto's cock twitching just in front of my own cock.
"Sasuke…you're killing me." Naruto groan out, his hands now caressing my thighs and his hips thrusting slowly upwards, intent to get any friction between us.
"Shut up." I mutter but grab his erection nonetheless. Naruto's hands left my thighs and instead grab my hips, guiding me to his cock. When the tip's already placed in my hole, I breathe deeply and Naruto asks.
"Are you sure you can handle this?"
"Are you sure you want me to stop?"
I didn't get an answer but instead, Naruto snaps his hips upward and I met his thrust, downward. We groan in pleasure. We repeat the process, Naruto thrusting upwards while I ride him. to say that I feel so satisfied even before I get to come would be an understatement of the century. Hell, Naruto's cock is just so perfect, I would just want to ride him every day like this.
"Fuck, Sasuke…you're so hot." Naruto mutters. I shriek – a manly shriek, that is – when Naruto sits up and turn our position over, our heads at the other end of the bed with Naruto atop of me. Naruto places my legs on his shoulder that gave him more freedom to thrust with more power. And in return, I moan louder than an elephant seeing a mouse.
"Shi…iit." And that was the end of it all. Naruto continues to thrust into me while I cum hard. So fucking hard that I think I won't be able to breathe properly. After a few more thrusts, Naruto kisses me on the lips then he bites me on my shoulder to suppress his moan.
It didn't do him any good.
He falls on top of me then he chuckles lowly.
"Woah. That was…" he sighs, satisfaction evident on his voice.
"Yeah. Yeah. I really need a bath." I sit up and grab my robe, on a mission to get a bath even though my ass hurts and that It would probably take me awhile to get there.
Even if it's only 10 step away from my bed. Hn.
"Then take a bath. I'll just lay down here for awhile. I'm still high up from that climax." He chuckles. God, I love his voice. "And after your bath, I'll explain everything." Naruto's voice sounds so warm and lovingly so I turn around and kiss him tenderly before going in the bathroom.
Although I'm still doubtful about how this all came to be, I'm still happy that he sounded so sincere when he said that he love me. And the sex is good, so I can't complain either.
"Nice ass, by the way."
"Shut up."