Uhm .
Yeah , all my old fics got deleted .
Don't ask .
Soo , uhm , Snape x Harry drabble , I guess .
Isn't gonna turn into anything much , unless I feel like it .
: )
Severus Tobias Snape was awakened from a light , dreamless , but luxurious sleep .
Being previously exhausted from another night of raucous man - on - man sex with his lover , aided him in falling asleep instantly , instead of suffering through more of his insomnia .
Since he became attached to Harry Potter , his life seemed to take a turn for the hectic , so to speak .
Every day , even though it had been a few years since the fall of The Dark Lord , their quiet little home in Ottery St. Catchpole was bombarded by owls , letters , telephone calls , and fans knocking at the door , all asking for Harry .
Severus rolled onto his left side , to face his new husband's side of the bed , only to find it empty , except for his wedding ring , and a folded piece of parchment paper .
With a shaky hand , Severus picked it up , unfolded it , and read .
Severus , my darling .
By the time you've read this , I will most likely be gone .
I just can't stand the fucking pressure anymore .
The constant harrassment , the expectations of visits , the agony of putting you through all this is just too much for me to under-go .
Severus . Don't you dare think I don't love you .
I always have , and I always will .
I just think it for the best if we separate until this all dies down .
If it doesn't , then , I guess it's permanent , love .
I love you , more than anything in the world . You mean everything to me , and your happiness depends on me leaving .
I know you think you're beter off with me , but really , you're not .
Goodbye , my darling Severus .
All my love .
Harry .
He sat there for a good half hour , reading and re-reading the note .
With tears stinging his eyes , Severus clenched his hand into a fist ; crumpling the piece of paper .
Slowly , he dressed himself , and walked towards the large , tinted picture window in the master bedroom .
Effortlessly , he flung it open , and gazed down at the earth three stories below .
Gradually , the tears streamed down his face ; blurring his vision .
Without warning , he slid his foot , and tumbled over the window-sill .
For a few agonizing moments , he fell through the air ; thinking of how devastated Harry would be , what death was like , and if the world would even notice his absense .
And , finally , with a sickening crunch , his body smacked into the tightly packed earth .
Severus Snape's skull thudded hard onto the ground , cracking it open , and sending skull fragments , blood , and brain flying everywhere .
Severus Tobias Snape was no more .
I actually don't know what that was . : /
I'm gonna rate it 'M' just to be safe , because of the kinda-goryness , and the sexual references .
Anywaay , rate , review , read ?
Peace & love .