These drabbles were written for rmhale's birthday! I hope you enjoy them as much as I enjoyed writing them. Boysex ahead...turn back if that's not your thing!

Dearest Robyn,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE! I wanted to write something clever about whoopies and cream filling, but my angst-filled head came up with this instead. I hope you enjoy it, and I hope you have the most wonderful birthday ever!

Love,

Erin

Thanks to naelany for being a supportive pre-reader :) Your kind words and encouragement are invaluable!

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All I Need

Tremor

I can feel the heat spreading through my abdomen as arousal builds and clear thought disappears. A tremor creeps up my spine as his warm breath washes over me and I barely suppress the moan that is fighting to escape my throat.

His teeth graze my nipple and I gasp, bucking against him just as he presses his hard length into my hip. This time, sound escapes and I am powerless to stop it.

"Fuck...Jasper," I breathe as his hand finds and releases the button of my jeans. "Please, baby, don't stop...need you. Want to feel you inside..."

Weight

Crawling back up my body, he rests between my legs, his warm weight comforting and exhilarating at the same time. I want this so badly, but I know that whatever happens tonight will change us, the friendship we've always shared.

The soft brush of his lips along my jaw and his whispered, "Are you sure?" are nearly enough to put my worries aside. Still, I need to know what this really means.

"I want you," I murmur, kissing his lush lips. "I want you so much, but I'm afraid that if we do this tonight, that I'll lose you forever."

Complex

Watching him carefully, I can see the conflict warring in his eyes. He's not sure what to say, not sure why he wants me. After all, he's always been the straight guy in this relationship, and I've always been his bisexual best friend.

I understand the complexity behind the emotions; I've battled my feelings for him for ages. But just when I think I understand what he's going through, he surprises me again.

"You'll never lose me, Edward. I.." he stutters, stumbling over the words. "There's something you need to know; something I've been too afraid to say to you."

Rare

He bites his lip, his brow furrowed in concentration, and I can't help but reach up and brush my thumb across his skin to smooth the wrinkle that has formed there. A smile creeps across his face as he rests his forehead against mine.

"This thing between us, whatever it is, it feels like the real thing and that's rare, you know?"

I nod because I do know; feelings like this don't come along everyday.

"I've always loved you, Edward, but it's more than that now. I'm in love with you, and I'm not going anywhere."

Truly happy, I laugh.

Grip

Our kiss starts slowly, tenderly, and builds in intensity as his grip tightens on my hips. Sitting up, I reach for the hem of my shirt and Jasper helps pull it over my head. Then it's his turn to lose his shirt and I am in heaven when his bare chest is finally pressed against mine.

I scramble for something to hold on to when he starts tugging my jeans over my ass; his shoulders, hair, the sheets, anything to keep me grounded in the reality of what is about to take place, on what has already happened here tonight.

Pulse

Finally we are both bare and he is careful to make sure I am ready. His fingers are slick and cool, and then the condom is on and then he's pushing in to me and I swear, it's like I can feel his heartbeat inside my body. There's never been anything like this, our bodies pressed together, slick with sweat as we rock slowly and our hearts pound out the rhythm of the love we are making.

Because that's what this is, I now realize. He loves me as I love him, and that is all I will ever need.