" Honest Hermione! I never did anything with her! I love you! You! Not her! "
" Yeah, yeah, how many times have I heard that Ron Weasley? I saw you! I saw you with my own eyes! "
" You must have been seeing things! "
" Calling me a liar? "
" No! "
" I saw you, outside the Three Broomsticks snogging Lavender! "
" I - I - I "
" Exactly. "
I was properly crying hard now. Everything inside me ached with anger and hurt. I was stupid. Stupid. He did this before and I let him back. I let him back but he still went running off to 'Saint' Lavender.
" Hermione, please, please forgive me. " He whispered so quietly I had to strain my ears to hear. He moved towards me but I moved back just in time. I could hit him right now. He would deserve that.
" We're over, officially. Goodbye Ron. "
I ran away, leaving him standing alone. Tears were now sprinting down my cheeks. I didn't care if he felt hurt now. How did he think I feel? This is the second time he has done this to me. My heart has officially been broken. Taken by him and ripped in two.
I got back to the common room and it was empty. I threw myself to the floor infront of the fire. Everything inside of me hurt. I clutched my sides and began to rock back and fourth.
" I love him, I love him, I love him. " I whispered to myself. Why am I crying? Yeah sure I've been hurt again, but, is he worth sitting here crying about? No. He's an ass who made a big mistake and although I love him, I also hate him.
Sing Hermione. Let it all out. Sing.
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
I took a deep breath and continued on.
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
If only he could hear this. If only he could listen to lyrics, listen to what they mean. But, he'd be off somewhere snogging the face off of Lavender or any other girl he could get his hands on.
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
I shuddered. Every word, letter and syllable was so true.
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
I'm not crying anymore. He's not worth it. He's not worth my tears.
Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
I'm singing louder now. Louder and louder so anyone can hear it.
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
I stood up now and propelled my voice.
How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...
" That was a beautiful song Hermione. "