I had lost. I had lost something that wasn't even mine in the first place. In what fairy tale have the perfect prince fallen for the ugly stepsister? What Disney movie has the hero fall for the villain? One aspect that all these cliché movies or TV shows have in common is that the cruel villainess never wins and the stupid princesses clothed in their Pepto-Bismol pink gowns always gets the guy. I mean what did Snow White do, beside eat a fucking apple and die? What else did sleeping beauty do besides sleep and wait for her Prince Charming to come? But I wasn't born that lucky, I was born ready to defend myself. I would be the one to feed Snow White the poison apple. I would be the one wishing Aurora to die on her sixteenth birthday.
Often I wonder what I had done to deserve so much pain and disappointment in my life. But who am I kidding? The things I have done in my life, I had always thought was justified. The one thing I have learned when I saw Kaylie and Nick, excuse me, Nicky, prancing around at the park, is that Karma is a bitch. Deep inside, I know no matter how many "poison apples" I feed to Kaylie she will never die, because she will always have her prince there to kiss and wake her up. But I never gave up trying, because deep inside I had always wished that Nick would come to his senses and come back to me, back to where he belonged.

But he was never mine, I only played a trick on my mind when I pretended that he was. Even when we were little, he only pretended to admire my black satin dress. In the corner of his eyes he always glanced to the girl in a fluffy pink dress and pure ivory flats. I would smack him and make him give me all the attention. Why was I so clueless? So lost inside my twisted up mind that I can't even process the idea that Nick loved Kaylie? I would be lying to myself if I said it didn't hurt. Because it did.

I will let life's course take its twists and its turns. Because if there is something that I still believe in the world is that, if something or someone truly belongs to me, it will comeback. With my hook, line and sinkers.

This was completely inspired by creative dummy, they made me a Paystin fan and a Nickelly fan. I know this probably does no justice to their masterpiece, but I really wanted to get inside Kelly's mind. All comments or critiques are welcome!