Hey, how you all doing? This is my first time posting something for Tsubasa, so I hope it meets people's expectations! It's just a short poem from Fai's POV on Kurogane kind of :) Hope you enjoy it!
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I Don't Want to Wake Up
*Fai's POV(TRC)
And I don't want to go to bed
Because I don't want to wake up tomorrow
Knowing that I have to live
For yet another hour.
And another after that
And again and again,
Why can't this Earth stop spinning?
And put my misery to an end?
And I'll keep walking through the days
In my confusion and in my slumber,
And I'll look around, and not recognize
This world in which I wander.
And I'll gaze into his eyes,
And only find myself wishing
That I could be good enough for him. Oh, how it hurts
To know that it is not him that I will be kissing.
And so, I don't want to wake up,
I want to merely dream all day.
To be locked up, in my sleep
Safe in my mind, I want to stay.
I don't want to live in this world,
If living only means regret.
I'll be regretting these actions that I take,
And I'll wish that different circumstances were met.
And I hate it that I want to cry,
And still, I hold back these tears.
In truth, I want my eyes to dry
And I want you to chase away my fears.
But, for you, I run away
So no one can cause you damage.
Yet, in this process, I hurt myself,
And only you are left to manage.
In short, I don't want to sleep
In order to prevent these orbs from opening,
So I don't have to survive in this heap
Alone, where you aren't living.
Reviews, comments, and critiques are welcomed! Don't yell at me or anything like that though, ok? :)
Oh, and I don't mean that he's literally not living, it's kind of hard to say what I mean by that, but if you can't figure it out than ask me and I'll try to explain better :)