Goodbye to the Girl on Fire
I knew after the Quarter Quell's interviews that my days were undoubtedly numbered. After all, President Snow would never allow such an act of pure rebellion as the mocking jay dress go unpunished.
I knew.
Yet all the pain I felt watching the drawing that sealed my two friends from district twelve's fate, all the hatred I harboured toward President Snow for carelessly throwing away their lives flowed through me into the dress Katniss would wear, washing all fear and doubt away. I
"I always channel my emotions into my work. That way I don't hurt anyone but myself."
Yes, I knew exactly what I was getting myself into when I made Katniss into the symbol of rebellion that night. And I must say, Katniss was amazing as she twirled around on stage and brought my hidden creation into the light for all of Panem to see. She was like a true warrior, decked in the plumage of everything Panem stood against.
As I thought this, I felt a deep sense of satisfaction. At least in this small way, I could help Katniss on her journey to deliver the districts into some sense of freedom. I wish I could be there for the day when Snow fell, but I'm content to know that my contribution was enough.
My only regret is that Katniss was forced to watch me, trapped within that wall off glass as I was beaten senseless. I couldn't help looking into her hysterical eyes. I wanted nothing more than to tell her not to worry, that I was okay. And I was. Through the physical pain I was receiving, I was at peace. My part in these games are finally over, though hers was beginning once more. No, her part was never over at all.
I wanted to tell her that she had to win. I wanted to tell her not to worry, because she had about ninety percent of Panem on her side, not to mention her friends and family. I wanted to say some words of comfort, but I only managed to spit up blood. I would have to content myself with a motion. I placed the middle three fingers of my right hand to my lips, and then blew Katniss a kiss.
I will always bet on the girl on fire.
Good luck, Katniss…