This will be my first ever fanfiction posted. I'm nervous, and tired. Writing this at 1:15 A.M. probably isn't the best time but, oh well.
NANA and all the characters mentioned belong to Ai Yazawa and not me! Please support her manga and buy it and the dvds for the anime!
'It's true that I've always been boy crazy. I've been like that for as long as I can remember. Lately though, I haven't felt that way. I'm just not getting that feeling I used to get when I was around a boy I really liked, and it scares me. It makes me feel horrible, especially since I'm in a relationship with Nobu. He's a great guy, he really is. He's so sweet and sensitive, not to mention insanely funny! Any girl would be lucky to be with him and I am, but those feelings of love are gone.
I don't get that butterfly-in-my-stomach feeling, or that tingling sensation on my skin. It's all gone…around men. And I've noticed lately that those nervous feelings only happen around Nana. I don't know what to do. I'm frightened.
I've never thought of myself as a lesbian before. I mean sure, I've thought girls were cute. How could I not? We get to wear the most adorable clothes! But I don't just think of how cute Nana looks in a new skirt, or nice tank top. I've begun to think about other things. I just don't know what to do.'
Nana Komatsu stared blankly into her rice omelet. She only began cooking it because she thought Nana would smell it and ask for one too. Only she remembered Nana had spent the night with Ren.
"It's not fair! I never get to see Nana anymore!" Nana began to sob in a child-like manner. "I live with Nana and I don't get to see her as much as Ren does!"
"Oh? I'm sorry Hachi, I'll start making more room for you in my schedule then." Nana Osaki said as she closed the door behind her.
"Nana! You're back!" Hachi ran over to Nana and gave her a big hug. "I've missed you so much! It feels like I haven't seen you in weeks!" She squeezed her Nana a little tighter, not wanting to let her go.
"Calm down, I've only been gone a day! And would please let go! For a puppy you sure give quite the bear hug!"
"Oh, sorry." Hachi immediately let go, but followed Nana to her room. She watched as Nana took off her coat and threw it on the bed. She then began to go into her dresser draw and take out fresh clothes. "If your going to take a bath I'll start the water for you." Before Nana could even answer Hachi was already headed towards the bathroom.
"Thanks Hachiko! And don't worry, today I'm only working until four so we'll have plenty of time to hang out before band practice!" She walked into the bathroom to see a towel out for her and Nana testing the water. "The way you treat me, you make me feel like a husband getting back from a business trip."
Hachi looked up and smiled, "I can't help it, I just like to do these things for you." She let Nana bathe in peace and went back out into the main room. Her rice omelet, now cold, looked more appealing than before. It was weird how Nana could affect her life so much to the point were she couldn't eat.
'I guess this is what happens when your in love.'
I know it's short, but I hope you guys like what I wrote so far. I might continue it, I still am unsure . Tell me what you think!