AN: So, yes I'm here with another story. This story is a VERY hard topic to discuss or talk about, especially with young men. I felt the need to write this since I usually don't shy away from taboo topics.

I am not trying to offend anyone. If you are going through this, PLEASE speak up and speak out. There are people willing to listen. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I feel like this NEEDS to be talked about more often than it is. Nothing heals if its always swept under the rug.

Anyways this story will deal with HEAVY subject matter such as sexual assault, attempted suicide, cutting and PTSD. Other issues as well. PLEASE read with caution. I will try to keep this as Rated T as much as I can. If this bothers you, click out now. You have been warned. Although this deals with such heavy topics, Remember there is ALWAYS light at the end. :)

I hope you all read with a open mind and heart.

Please review. Please be kind.

Have a nice day!-ILOVESMESOMEGLEEx3

Chapter 1

"Chug! Chug! Chug!"

"Dude, it only counts if you saw nipple."

"I can't believe Eric is here with that slut! I gave him the best years of my life!"

Dave Karofsky was already over it. Over the drama of high school life, his life, and most of all this party.

A couple guys from the football team were invited to some "HUGE" party outside of Lima, in Lima Heights Adjacent. The supposed "Ghetto" part of Lima Ohio.

It didn't seem all that ghetto to him. The house was GIGANTIC compared to his house. If THIS was considered ghetto, well Dave Karofsky was the Duchess of York. There were probably hundreds of drunk messed up teens there. And no adult supervision. And that still couldn't save this boring party. Dave wished he had better things to do so he could leave. But instead of being down in the dumps and sulk, he decided to explore everywhere. With a warm beer in his cup that's exactly what he did.

He wasn't even drunk enough for this. He didn't wanna drink too much and be fucked up the next day.

He didn't want to go. He wasn't in the mood for partying these days. But after multiple times of being called "pussy" by his friends Dave was forced to go to a party where he hardly knew anyone.

Azimio abandoned him a few hours earlier and had been talking to pretty girls all night. Dave was basically a ghost at this point.

He walked around listening to the other drunk party goers. He figured since he didn't know who's house the party was run by, it was probably some guy who's parents let him get away with anything. Dave wished he had that luxury.

[Intro: DJ Khaled & T-Pain]

DJ Khaled

Hey, yeah

We the best

[Hook: T-Pain]

All I do is win, win, win no matter what

Got money on my mind, I can never get enough

And every time I step up in the building

Everybody hands go up

And they stay there, and they say yeah

And they stay there, up, down, up, down, up, down

"Oh heeeell no! Not this lame ass song!" Dave groaned. He detested this music. And he was SO SICK of this song!

"Oh wow! I didn't know you were here!" Dave turned around and immediately smiled.

There standing in all her glory was Quinn Fabray. Quinn was Dave's best friend outside of his clique of jocks. He could go to her for anything and she would understand.

They were close. She knew his secret and he knew hers. They bonded ever since that faithful day.

"Quinn! Thank God! Someone I know!" Dave set his drink down on the stairs banister and hugged Quinn, she hugged back just as hard as he did.

"This music is SO lame, right?" She said as she took a drink of her beer.

Dave smiled and kindly follwed her example and took a sip of his drink too.

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A few hours later:

Ow! My head... Where the hell am I? Dave thought as the room began to spin. Everything felt weird and blurry. He couldn't see or feel anything.

His body felt like it is buried in quicksand. He struggled to move his arms, he was hot. Extremely hot.

Dave began to panic!

What's happening! Please someone help me!

After a few seconds the fog in his eyes began to clear and he realized he was in someone's bedroom. The lights were off except the dim light in the bathroom next door.

Dave wanted to get up but he felt a sharp pain in his lower back.

"Fu! Helll mmmm" Dave realized he was also slurring his words which was VERY odd. He didn't drink that much and yet he felt like he had the biggest hangover ever.

He couldn't remember anything. The last thing he remembered was talking to Quinn. The rest was blank.

Several more agonizing minutes and Dave FINALLY was able to pull the blankets that were making him extremely hot and uncomfortable off of him. What he saw horrified him to no end.

Dave wanted to cry, get angry and throw up. He didn't know which would come first.

His pants were half down around his ankles and blood was gushing, covering the entire bed.

Dave looked like he was stabbed. But it wasn't stab wounds.

Dave put two and two together... when he finally did, all he could do was sob.

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AN: I'm not sure how often this will be updated BUT I WILL TRY. What do you guys think? Thank you for reading.-ILOVESMESOMEGLEEX3

Character list in no particular order:

Dave Karofsky

Santana Lopez

Quinn Fabray

Sam Evans

Mike Chang

Tina Cohen Chang

Sebastian Smyth

Kurt Hummel