Auror Love

Summary- An Auror shall not know anger, nor hatred… nor love.

Disclaimer- I own Harry Potter! Wow, that's new to me… sadly J.K. Rowling really does. Also the summary is roughly based on a poster for Star Wars; Attack of the Clones, most likely owned by George Lucas.

A/N- Hi everyone! It's me again. Here is my first try at something that is other then romance/humor, its romance/angst! I have had this idea for some time now and well it is best to get all my ideas out before the 6th book comes out and all my ideas are proven WAY wrong! Don't worry it is not at all based on the Star Wars saga besides the 'forbidden love' angle. I just find it an interesting angle for characters with those types of personalities! I hope it is good- not just a cheesy pathetic weak attempt! Please review! It really adds so much to my day!

Prologue-

"James?" whispered a quiet voice.

"Yes Lily Flower?" smiled the tall handsome boy with jet-black hair quickly turning to face the girl who he had been madly in love with for so long.

"Tomorrow, at eleven-"

"You want me to visit you in the head girls dormitory? My pleasure!"

"James!" she smiled but in a slightly rushed manner. "No really, the meeting."

James Potter raised his eyebrow, "Tomorrow? Already?"

The pretty red-head sighed and gave him a small weak smile, her bright emerald-green eyes twinkling with an edge of sadness, "Hey Potter, you know what the world outside of Hogwarts is like. The Ministry wants a head start for training."

"Yes, of course." James said nodding emphatically. He knew well how important this was for Lily- she lost her parents to Deatheaters last summer… he didn't want to sound uninterested, which couldn't be further from the real truth.

"I'll be there Flower." He replied kissing her on the forehead.

"Pass it on." She said smiling in her soft way that he loved before walking away.

Sure, she might just think of him as a friend- a really close one at that, and it was a really big improvement from earlier this year when she couldn't bare to be in the same room with the 'insufferable prat.'

He smiled knowing how much she had softened up to him, and it had only increased his feelings toward her with an edge of longing- but he knew much better then to act on it.

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"Jamesie better get a move on!" called an eighteen-year-old casually leaning on a table in the Heads' common room, childishly blowing strands of pure black hair that had fell by his eyes.

"Before Sirius charms something else to make a racket? Please?" called out an irritated sandy-blonde haired boy who looked aged beyond his years and extremely worn out. He was worried too, he signed up for the Auror training in the beginning of the year, and with his grades was quickly okayed- but the initial testing, with his condition…the Ministry would never let him go further.

"Move it mate!" rushed a mature sounding head-boy. "The room is roughly 11 minutes away and we only have 9 to get there!"

"Ah," whispered Sirius , "I think that our Miss Evans has had a nice effect on our Prongsie!"

"Good." Smiled back Remus, adding a calming affect to his tired face.

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"Welcome to The Auror Training initiation meeting." Spoke a nervous but stern faced young Auror. "I am Fabian Prewett; this is my brother Gideon, and that's Frank Longbottom."

Saying the name Frank, James remembered the prefect who was in seventh year not more then three years ago.

"We are here to make sure that you know what you have gotten yourselves into by signing up for Auror Training, that is if you do well on your N.E.W.T.s that are coming up in four months.

The next part was mostly standard procedure… the tests they would have to pass, what the job really meant…mostly stuff that James had known his whole life growing up and most of the people in the room (about 12) could say from the top of their heads. The next was more unexpected.

"Because of the recent conditions in the wizarding world the ministry has increased their need for aurors and has in a way lowered the standards for getting in." started Gideon. "But with that they have also increased what is expected of you- so that the job can be done more effectively. That means your mental stamina will be frequently tested. You should never be battling for revenge- as an auror you are well above that- it is always for protection of others."

"So," continued Fabian. "The Ministry wants its newest aurors to come to us without attachments… ready to fight for the cause with out fear."

He breathed deeply.

"In other words we want you to not be afraid of those who are against us, to have no real reason to worry about your own well being… meaning for the new class of aurors and outside of work relationship is forbidden- the result would be expulsion from the program-"

But James no longer heard anymore, he felt Lily grow tense beside him… wait, what they were asking… no they couldn't ask that… that's crazy! They were asking them to be inhuman… were they asking them not to feel?

Not to love...?

A/N- Well yes that's it! I always start with prologues! And I hope you will please review and keep reading! I hope it isn't crap! I am in such a rush to fix up my stories before The HBP comes out and messes up my whole rhythm! LOL! We'll find out Lily had a friend name Courtney and then I'll be like "well there goes my fanfiction stories!" But if you keep reading I will DEFINITELY keep writing! I love them all and once again please review! I never question continuing a story before, but I am having doubts about it but have big plans never the less! So…

A review if you could,

And I'll keep writing like I should!

Thanks Everyone! Once again… I am VERY sorry about the delay on SBLYLE, but what can you do about writer's block? SS shall have a new chapter soon enough! Oh- and I you ever have time I'd love it if you read my new one shot! I REPLEY TO ALL REVIEWS! Thanks!

Like Always,

TajM