Thoughtless
Disclaimer: I don't own Tenchi Muyo, I only own this fic.
Note: First Tenchi fic!LUnfortunately a sad ficcie…
Thoughtless.
I always thought of Tenchi as a thoughtful person, but this proves it.
Thoughtless.
Does he know?
Know how many days the most wanted criminal has cried herself to sleep?
How many times she had wished he would just look at her?
How many times the person she was most afraid of…him.
'No, of course not,' she thought bitterly.
"Tenchi!" she screamed out loud to the stars above…as the memories…
~*~*~*~*~
Ryoko decided to visit Tenchi, she really wanted to see him, and of course save him from Aeka. But when she arrived at his apartment,his door was crushed and open, revealing no one inside.
"Hmmm…wonder where he could of gone…" she wondered.
Just then, she noticed the poster…
~*~*~*~
She scanned the school grounds quizzically.
"Weird…why are they all standing like this, those lovey-dovey couples…" she grimaced, but inwardly sighed. She wished Tenchi and her were like this…
She decided to try the roof, where she could get a better view.
"Hmm…where could he be? Tenchi…Tenchi…Tenchi…" she half-whipered, looking for him, but heard something, and turned around…
…to find a happy couple making out, under the stars.
She suddenly felt the urge to scream, and destroy this puny planet, to destroy Tenchi, to destroy herself…and her feelings…
"Tenchi…how could you…" whimpered Ryoko, the confident smirk wiped from her face, along with her pirate's pride.
'Fool!' she scolded herself.
'Baka! Whore! How could I ever think-believe-hope! That for one second, Tenchi ever loved me! How? How?! I'm supposed to be the most powerful space pirate, with no emotions other than anger! Tenchi…he fooled me! He lead me to believe such lies! Along with that hooker Sakuya!'
She believed none of it, except for her being a baka.
'Damnit all Tenchi! Damnit all! We could have had everything! We could of…'
With tears no one could wipe away, sorrow that couldn't be eased, and a meager will to survive, she forced herself to teleport…without Tenchi or Sakuya noticing…she faded away…and only the stars knew her sorrow.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Ryoko jolted back to reality, and a single tear holding much more pain and grief than all the tears she had cried before her had, slipped down her cheek.
Thoughtless.
She drifted off to sleep, hopefully dreamless…
Thoughtless.
She never wanted to think, feel, or laugh again.
Thoughtless…
