Note: I decided just one Fan Fiction about Captain Swan wasn't enough. It just doesn't feel right just having one thing about something I feel so passionately about. Bold is texts. Italics is in the mind. Here you go readers! (Written in Emma's view) Another whole story line based on a what if….

Chapter 1

I stare off into the icy world that fades around me. The place I once loved that I have now come to fear. I never even got the chance to get engaged before I killed myself. I may have died a hero, but I died feeling a fool.

"Well, well, well. Look at what we have here. The 'savior'! The one who was supposed to stop all of us!"

I turn around and see Pan smirking at me. Behind him many other people who I defeated and others killed. Cora, Felix, Zalina, and so many more. I stare at them with sad eyes.

"You look upset? What happened? Did you die a villain?"

"The opposite actually, Pan. You see, I died to save everyone. Even your son. I also died for Killian. To save him. So no. If anything I died a hero." I say quietly.

I walk away from them. I had to find a place to stay since this whole "town" was filled with villains. I ran to the woods where I made a small fort out of tree branches and leaves.

"I'm sorry Killian… I know you thought you should have died…. But I had to save everyone… Even you…." I say to the sky.

I suddenly realize the one way I can contact him. I take my phone out of my pocket and look at it. I smile brightly and turn it on.

"Killian? Can you see this? It's me. Emma."

"Emma?!"

"Killian! You can actually see these?"

"Yes! I can! Emma are you alive?!"

"…"

"I'll take that as a…. no…."

"I'm in the Underworld… I miss you… SO much…"

"You saved me…"

"I saved everyone…. Killian I love you! I love you so much! I just wish I could have saved you and I both! Then we wouldn't have to go through this torture!"

"Don't worry, love. You'll be alright. I promise. We have a plan. We're coming to the Underworld to get you."

"NO! YOU CAN'T! THEY'LL KILL YOU!"

"Can't do that in a place full of death."

"True…."

"Anyway. Your mom, dad, Henry, Regina, Robin, and I are coming."

"All those people for me?"

"You're very loved here."

"Can you deliver a message or 2 for me?"

"Of course."

"Tell my mom and dad that I love them. That I'm sorry that I wasn't really the daughter that they wanted even though I tried. I can never be a princess."

"…"

"And please tell Henry that I love him. I just want him to know that no matter what happens to me here or out there, I'll always be with him. No matter what."

"Ok… I'll go deliver your messages…. I love you, Emma Swan."

"I love you too, Killian Jones."

As I lock my phone, I smile happily. I finally got to talk to him. My true love. The one person that I love the most right now. Besides Henry and my parents.

"Emma…?"

I hear a familiar voice. It can't be though. I turn around in shock. I smile and run over and throw my arms around him.

"Graham! I thought I'd never see you again!"

"Emma… What are you here? In the Underworld?"

His accent is thick and hard to understand for someone who didn't know him. Luckily for me, I knew him and I loved him. Key word loved. I did have a few feelings for him, yes, but he was my boss at the time so I couldn't really show it.

"I uh…. I died to save everyone… I became the dark one… Then my uh… my boyfriend, Killian… He was about to die so I went to extreme lengths to save him which caused both of us more pain. I made him another dark one. I tried hiding the truth from him because I thought that I could fix it but when he found out he became furious and he sought out revenge. He told me that he would hurt me like I hurt him. He threatened everyone I loved. He cursed my friends and my family so that the pass dark ones would trade places with them. Although we were able to stop him, to destroy all darkness… One of us had to die… He wanted it to be him…. He gave me the sword… Told me to kill him… I held the sword… the power… Then…. I stabbed myself in order to save everyone including the man I love…. Now I'm here… The only way I can talk to him is through text on my phone. I fear it won't last forever though because I have no charger and I doubt they have one here…"

"Awe, Em! I'm so sorry!" he said and he hugged me. "You've been through a lot." He let go and backed up but kept his hand on my shoulder. "Come. You can stay in my guest room. I was about to head home and make some tea anyway."

I smiled sweetly at him and his kindness. "Thank you so much, Graham. You don't know how much this means to me."

"Well it's the least I can do. I don't want you to feel like you owe me anything."

"Owe you anything? What?"

"You didn't hear? Well. It was about 32 odd years ago in the Enchanted Forest. I was summoned by the Evil Queen. I was taken to her castle where she told me that she had a job for me. To kill Snow White. Your mother. I had to because I knew she would kill me. Although, instead, when I saw the sweet girl that Snow was, I couldn't do it. I cut a piece of grass and made a whistle. I told her to blow on it if in trouble. Then she ran off. I quickly found a deer. I cut the deer's heart out. I buried the deer and made it a grave. I brought its heart back to the Evil Queen and handed it to her. Of course, it wasn't long until she took my heart for not getting Snow's. She has forced me to… you know… since then…. Until she killed me…. Freeing me and my soul from her. I now live out my days here, happily. Sort of. I'm lonely, yes, but I can't do much about it. I do have a friend. Bealfire. He went by Neal back in your world."

"N- Neal's here?! Oh no! Are you serious?!"

"What's the matter?"

"That means… Killian's coming… All three of my boyfriends or potential boyfriends will be here at once!" I let out a sigh of regret then smile at Graham. "So about that room and tea?"

He stares at me as I smile sheepishly. I then allow my sheepish smile to fade away.

"Boyfriends? Heh. I never thought we got that far."

I stare at the ground hoping he doesn't see the regret in my eyes.

"Graham… I…"

"No. Don't say anything. I know you didn't mean anything by it. You're just worried that we will fight over you."

"How did you know? I mean I know that's stupid, but, it just feels like you 3 will. I mean, can you blame me? Everyone I've ever been with is dead. Besides Killian. The reason Killian is alive is because I didn't have the heart to kill him. I think about him and I think about you and I think about Neal every day. I can't help but to wonder what would happen if you and Neal came back. What would happen between us and what would happen between my new boyfriend and my old ones…."

"Emma. Knowing you, I know that you usually have your walls up. If you allowed this Killian into your life, I'm sure he's a great guy! Anyone who knows you would see that. Trust me, Em. Everything will be fine."

I smile at him. He apparently now knows me better than I know myself. I stare at him, sadly. Although I still love him, I also still love Neal and Killian. I'm not sure what to do. If they can't get to me, will I have to break up with Killian? That's a scary thought. I look at him. I still see that light in his eyes. That light that I saw when we kissed.

"Graham…. I have to go. I have to find Neal then I have to find my way out."

"Em! Trust me. There is no way out."

"There's always a way out. You should know. You took the easy way out of your situation with Regina…"

He glares at me then walks away. I feel horrible. I begin to cry a bit. I wish I can see my family again. I look up at the sky. I see the word "Charming" in the stars. I smile.

"I will find you. I will always find you." I say. Closing my eyes, happily.

I look forward and open my eyes. I smile and walk to the docks where I was dropped off at this wretched place. I sit down with my feet hanging off the edge. I sit there, feeling peaceful. I stare off into the distance with a smile on my face.

"I know you'll find me. I'm not scared. I'll be strong for you, mom. For you, dad. For you, Henry. For you, Killian. For everyone who needs me. I will never give up until I see you again."

I stand up, turn around, and begin walking. As I do I hear a voice. A familiar voice.

"Emma!"

I stop in my tracks. Shocked by what I heard. I'm not sure what to make of it. I begin walking again, thinking it's a cruel joke. Then the voice speaks again.

"Emma! Wait! It's us! Please!"

I stop again. I turn around and see my mom, dad, Killian, Henry, Regina, Robin, and Rumplestitskin on the boat coming. I smile then run over to them on the docks. I throw my arms around my mom and dad first. Then I let go and hug Henry. I look at him with light in my eyes.

"Hey, kid!" I say, trying to cry tears of joy.

"Hey, mom! Did you miss us?"

I let out a small laugh and hug him again. I then let go and walk over to Killian. We stand there for a minute unsure as to what we should make of the situation.

"I see you've uh… Gone back to being you, love."

I laugh then look into his deep blue eyes. I throw my arms around him. I begin crying a bit.

"I knew you'd come! I knew you'd all come!"

"You knew? How?" I hear my mom ask.

"Faith!" I say letting go of Killian and looking at her. "I had faith. Like I knew my parents always did."

I see a smile spread across her face as she hears my words. I continue smiling at all of them.

I knew they'd come. I knew they'd find me. They always find me. I just hope they have a way out.

"Mom. Do you have a way out pf this wretched place?"

"Yes. The only thing is…" she begins.

"We have to sacrifice someone else for you." my dad finishes.

"So… You're willing to kill someone else for… for me?" I ask suddenly feeling sick.

"Emma… Honey…. Gold said that he would sacrifice himself."

"You're willing to do that…. For me…?" I ask him.

He smiles a bit then walks over to me.

"Your boy needs you. My boy is dead… I don't want your boy to grow up parentless."

"Neal… Neal is here! He's somewhere. I don't know where but he's here! Graham told me!"

"Can we hurry? I don't think Graham will be too happy if he sees me!" Regina says looking panicked.

"That's ok. He's not too happy with me right now either. So… Are we going to get out of here…?" I say, looking at my mom.

"Well… We found you… We just need to get back on that boat." My mom says

"Oh, you're not going anywhere!" I hear a voice say.

I look over and see Cora. I see her staring at us. Suddenly, I'm teleported to Cora. She has her arm around my neck and she's holding tight.

"Emma!" my mom and dad scream.

"Let go of me!" I scream at Cora.

"Is that any way to greet your great, great grandmother?"

"Great, great grandmother? What?"

"Well, I'm Regina's mom, Regina is your mom's stepmother so I'm technically your step great, great grandmother."

As my mom walks closer, Cora teleports me to a jail cell. Not at the station but somewhere else. I'm not sure where. I look around then I see Cora. I stare into her icy eyes. She lifts her hand up and blows a dust towards me. Then I black out.

End of Chapter 1