Mended Heart
A broken heart benefits no one
So many pieces to mend
So many parts to repair and rearrange
So many people affected by this stupid action
Friendships broken.
Lost and never to be found again
Anger filtering in during the hurt
Arguments with loved ones, friends, strangers
Desperately seeking release from this unbearable pain
Nights alone.
Staring blankly at a wall you wish had the answers to the questions that keep plaguing your mind
Not wanting to do anything but wallow in
Self pity,
Doubt,
Insecurities you never knew existed
Realizing he was right the day he left
You weren't good enough to hold his attention for long
Hold his love for eternity
You were just a pet he kept around to help him feel better about himself
Realization hits.
You have no clue what you're going to do when you see him again
Knowing avoiding him is inevitable
School starts.
Kids filling the halls.
Whispering
Staring
They all know what happened
Feelings of worthlessness return
Sinking deeper with every snide comment made
You feel his presence before you see him
You see him with his group
Arm around one of his frequent groupies, who has been passed around more than senior yearbooks
She makes eye contact first
Only to sneer your name and call you an ugly freak
Skank
You continue walking determined not to let them see you cry
Wondering if he ever really cared
Wondering if he just wanted you because you weren't apart of his fan club
You run into the bathroom
Close the stall only to sink to the floor and let your emotions run wild
Deciding finally it's not worth being here
You run head down to your car
Not wanting to see him and her together again
Noticing upon reaching your car he's there
For what?
To rub salt in your wounds?
To gloat?
You wish he would go away and leave you alone in peace
Well, as peacefully as your mind will allow you to be
You step around him to reach the door
He's faster
Jerk
Secretly wishing you had your pepper spray the chief gave you
So he could feel an ounce of your pain
He grabs your hand
He tells you he didn't mean to hurt you
He just wanted you to be happy with someone who deserves you
Because he didn't believe he fit the bill
He looks so earnest and sincere
His green eyes show so much emotion
Hurt
Love
Utter heartbreak
You can't look into them for long
You want to hate him so much!
Slap him.
Kick him.
Kiss him.
Your emotions are spirally out of control
Your only release is the tears staining your face
He holds you tightly against his chest
Soothing you
Relaxing you
Holding you like you're his whole world
You love him so much it hurts
Your chest aches
You say the words you never thought you'd ever say again
"Edward, I love you. Forever and always."
Silence.
Anticipation.
Fear.
Regret.
He removes you from his chest to stare in to your eyes
"Bella, I love you. Forever and always."
He seals his love with a kiss that single handily reattaches and repairs the heart that beats only for him.
A/n: Hoped you liked! R&R . Btw the girl is Tanya that Edward has his arm around.=)