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Sam's POV

I walked towards my algebra class, Damn it how I hate it!

I sit down, theres already people there talking or working on the work Mr. Faluka has left for us to solve. Were in senior year and still half of these idiots don't know whats 2+2.

I roll my eyes and take out a piece of paper and start working on the problems. I don't quite understand nor can I solve them but at least I try. As I'm figuring out my problem I felt my pencil being snatched from my hand.

" Hello Samantha.", said the voice and I look up. It the damn annoying yet entertaining little shit named Michael.

I roll my eyes and sigh in frustration, " Give me my pencil back.", I said, not even hiding the annoyance I had in my voice. He smirked " Hello Samantha.", He purrs again.

I close my eyes and take deep breaths, this kid want to get beat the living shit out of him doesn't he?

" Give me my goddamn pencil you prick.", I say, more than annoyed.

He smiled evilly and stretched his arm to give me my pencil but at the last second, that prick decides to play and snatches it back before I could even take my pencil back.

I groan in frustration and glance at the clock, 9:07 it read. I groaned again because I have 43 more minutes of class to go.

As my eyes wander, I see him. Danny. I look at him for another second and then look away. We don't talk anymore, mainly because he's with Valerie and I was just plain selfish and wanted more and not only lost my first love but a really good friend too.

Flash back

I'm a freshmen sitting in my fifth class. I sigh in nervousness and run my hand through my hair. Today Im going to tell Danny my secret, that I love him.

I bite my lip and close my eyes, trying really hard not to think of the consequences.

I get a tap on my shoulder and open my eyes. I'm in Mr. Lancers 5 period.

I turn to see who tried to get my attention and I turn to see Danny smiling at me.

I turn around fast enough so he can't see my blush and see a note sitting there.

I look up and look around to see who sent it when Danny catches my attention and winks at me and nods to the note.

I realize that he passed it and open it.

Hey Sammy, meet me out side around back by the nearest picnic table kay?

I looked at him and nod my response.

Well its now or never to tell him that I love him.

Once the bell rang I collected my stuff and headed to the picnic tables, planning on how I'm going to tell him.

Once I get there I quickly spot him. I smile and head over.

" So you wanted to talk?", I ask, sitting down on the table next to him.

" Yeah I have news.", he said flashing a really happy smile. I only seen those when a new Doomed game has come out so this has to be good.

" I do to actually." I say kind of embarrassed.

" Ok you could go first.", he said

I take a deep breath and try to find any excuse to not say anything. When nothing comes ups, I sigh and think; its now or never.

" I…. I … Love… You.", I finally said biting my lip.

His big smile fades into regretful face and I start to panic. Does he not love me back.

" I…I .. Think I should have went first.", he saids quietly and I start to panic and question everything.

He sighed and whispered softly and stared at his shoe," I… Asked Valerie out today and she said yes…", My heart stop beating.

"Oh.", Was all I managed to say. Tears were going to fall soon if I didn't leave. "How stupid of me, I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything. I wish you to the best.", I said while getting up and started walking away.

He didn't even stop me and that hurt even more.

That night I cried myself to sleep and did that next weeks. I was weak. I was numb.

I was alone.

Flashback over

I stopped talking to Him and Tucker for days. Then those days turned into weeks. Those weeks turned into months, those months turning into years.

3 years to be exact. 3 fucking years without them and I would be lying if I told you I was fine. Im truly not. Tucker didn't even choose between me and Danny , he went straight to Danny's side, leaving me all alone.

Ive lost a lot of weight too. I don't eat much or at all even. In the beginning of freshmen year, I was probably 120 or around. Now I'm 100 or even lower. Even though Im practically skin and bones I managed to have some curves and pretty 'big' (might I say) 36C breast, not that I'm bragging or anything. Sure I get asked out here and there but I just think it works out better if I'm alone. Honestly I kind of like being alone sometimes, gives me a lot of time to think or draw or paint or sculpture. I got out of my train of thought when the bell rang.

I got up and collected my stuff but I got this feeling like I was being watched and felt something extremely cold run across down my spine and stopped at my waist, squeezing it. I gasped and a extremely cold shiver ran down my spine.

I looked over to were Danny was and I find that he has left. I start walking out and I feel something caress my neck and felt something cool and wet going in circles on the crook of my neck. I gasped and looked back but nothing was there. I hurried to my locker and grabbed my Spector Deflector only to get nothing. Confused, I looked in there and panic coarse through me when I found that it was in tiny pieces. Some one broke into my locker and broke my damn Spector Deflector! I bit my lip (it was becoming a habit) and closed my locker and started heading to lunch hoping not to run into Him and Her.

I walked towards the outside doors and sat down on a panic table that was in exile from the others under a tree providing shade from my pale pale skin.

I opened my bagged lunch, An apple two Kiwi's (no pun intended) and a few strawberries.

I heard laughter and looked up. Thats weird because no one ever eats outside except me.

I saw him and her laughing like mad and holding hands. Once they picked out a table they started kissing. I guess they didn't see me because a few minutes later they started making out and I heard a moan.

I felt disgusted and got up and threw away my 'lunch'. I started heading for the parking lot. I looked back and sighed, but no tears came out. Just emptiness.

I heard Tuckers voice and I cracked a tiny little smile. But even though, I still felt…

'Like a loner?', My mind said.

I started walking to me car, a black Camero.

Once inside I let the tears drop.

I hit my head on the steering wheel.

Once I was done I whipped my eyes and began to drive.

Realization hit and I remember all those time people would call me Loser, Freak, Demon, etc…

And I couldn't give two flying fucks but know all I'm known as Outcast, Depression, A loner.

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