Disclaimer: I dont own Hsm or Gabriella, or Troy, or Sharpay or cute lil Ryan.. or the pretty song from my club babylon soundtrack or um.. whatever else is copywrighted in this story.
Notes: hehe I usually do make odd parings in a fandom, so I dont care about flames. im not super proud of this fic, I just wanted to use the song and do a Sharpay point of view and so i did.
Its driving me crazy. For the last four to five months I've heard the same sounds. Its my brother and his boyfriend doing the same thing night after night, day after day every day. I cant believe he wont even let me in! His own sister! His flesh and blood. I can't just barge in like usual. I can't just barge into his life like that, he deserves his privacy plus, the doors locked and has crap piled to keep it from anyone getting in.
I want to be where the boys are
but I'm not allowed
I wait outside of the boy's bar
I wait for them to all come out
How come my brother stole the guy I loved? Why does the guy I like have to be gay?
It's not my fault
that I'm not a boy
it's not my fault
I don't have those toys
But then again, it doesn't really bother me as much as it used to. Sure, I have a gay brother, who has a boyfriend on the guy I loved, and leaves me out of his life. On the bright side, At least I have someone who loves me also. Not my parents, they are more concerned about Ryan more than me, but my own girlfriend. I know what your thinking. How could Sharpay Evans be like her brother? Be a lesbian? Well I'm not exactly a lesbian,but bisexual. It started mainly because in one play I had to do a scene where I kissed a girl on the cheek. You know how some ladies kiss their friend in that rich, snobby way, thats what I had to do. To say the truth I liked it more than I thought.
The girl I had to kiss was none other than my understudy: Gabriella Montez. She liked it, I liked it, and to say when you practice the scene day after day for about a month straight, how could you not fall for your best friend? We both always thought it was cute when teenagers fell in love with the same sex, knowing that our closets guy buddies were gay, so in a way they changed our sexuality.
Looking back on how I felt a month ago, how jealous I was of Ryan and Troy, I realize they need each other, Like I need my Gabbi.
And now it's alright
without those boys
I stay at home at night
and I play with my toys
Plus, I know there is something Ryan and Troy could never do, that me and Gabbi could. It's pretty easy to guess, and well of course I enjoy it.
A month ago, I would do anything to see what Ry and Troy did together, and was debating my sexuality but what makes total sense is that Lesbians cant be boys and well..
I'm not a
boy
hehe crazy paring I know, and for flames if it bothers you about my paring then ohwell.. It was the only other girl i could think of at the time..so YAY for that and reviews are so much friendly :D