SO... a lot of people thought the chapters should be longer... So i redid the whole thing... yup. Here it is! This version is a lot better I hope ;)
LUVnina;)saurus
Pewdie's POV:
During the live stream they asked me to draw him… Cry. Of course I didn't know what he looked like at all but... I didn't want to disappoint my bros. Anything for my bros.
I dunno, I just drew whatever… I always think about it though. He's been my friend since I first started YouTube I guess, but I still don't know what he looks like.
I'm not gay or anything but sometimes I dream about it… about what he might look like. It bothers me, I just want to know! But I'm not going to bother him about it… I get that. It just gets me that's all. I get that he isn't showing his face to the world but why can't he just show me?! We Skype all the time, nearly every day but I still haven't seen his face. I guess I shouldn't be surprised though… Russ and Scott have known him longer than me and they haven't seen his face, why should I be any different?!
I guess that I'm just scared that I will never see his real face, without that stupid mask his fans always draw on him. Not that it's any of my business. I just want to know what my best friends face looks like. Just once I want to not have to wonder about everything and be sure of myself… just once I want to see the real him.
Maybe if I hint it to him, make it seem easy, unimportant he wont notice...?
I'm kidding myself aren't I... of course I am! I'm nowhere NEAR important enough for him to show me, open up to me... I guess it doesn't really matter anyway huh? I'm just... Felix... Average. He's never going to show me the real him no matter how much I beg. I shouldn't even try... but, whats the worse that can happen?
OK so maybe he'll be ticked off at me and yell at me a little but its not like he will just flat up hate me for the rest of his life! Its worth a try... Or at least a laugh... I looked at the clock...
I was late! It was past 5! I hoped i hadn't missed my chance again... I was late Yesterday too... "Cry?! You still there bro!?" I screamed at the moniter.
"Yeah pewds you're lucky I was bored as hell anyway and waited for you this time." His voice was smooth and low... almost like... "Cry are you taunting me?!" I heard an erruption of laughter on the other end and smiled patiently listening to his crazy laugh. "I'm sorry for being late again..." I said surprised at the sadness in my voice.
The laughter quieted and i heared him pause...
"Pewds... Its not that big of a deal... cheer up." I couldnt help but smile a little at him...
"So when do I get to see that beautiful face of yours?" I had been saying this a lot lately, just joking around. Usually we would just both laugh and then carry on with the conversation but today... something was different. I hadnt meant to say the familiar words like I did... It just came out that way, SWEAR! I'd said it way to seriously too hushed to be a joke...
"Cry...? You... you there bro...?" I said nearly whispering into my microphone.
It was a long while before he finally responded. "That depends on whether or not you were planning to pull up the skype window anytime soon..."