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I don't exist. That's what they all told me. The first time I opened my eyes, I couldn't remember anything.
I couldn't truly feel. That's what I found out after the initiation that enslaved my whole 'life', as it were. I could never leave, I was trapped in a hell I didn't ever want.
I can't sleep. Memories of friends I never had and never will haunt my every unconscious thought. Do I even have the will to feel friendship?
I can't ever be. That's what he told me. The damnable man who stole my 'memories', my 'truth', my 'life'.
I won't ever be what I want to be.
I can't ever have what I want to have.
I will always do everything everyone else wants me to do.
He will bring me to life.
He will give me a heart.
I will know what it truly means to feel.
I know I'll lose my being, my voice, in the process. But if that's the price to pay to be real, I'll pay it while hating him for it.