Authors Notes: I'm using a friend's character in this story. I don't own Bleach. I own Yue and Kaien Nakamaru belongs to my friend (since he cant write, he collaborates with my stories) . On a side note, Kaien is the third seat of the 7th division. Mostly before Komamura left to war and he is conversing with Yue.
Yue watched Komamura put on his captains coat, signifying that he was the captain of the seventh division, and put Tenken on his belt. She sighed, knowing that it's finally time and they were only delaying the inevitable.
The Gotei 13 was going to war.
Komamura already left orders to his third seat, Kaien Nakamura, to watch over the division while Iba and himself were away. Kaien took these orders with a grave face, for he was worried about Komamura as much as she was. Yue knew that he has to fight against Aizen. Fight against the arrancar and espada's.
She knew that he has to fight against Tousen.
"Sajin, are you sure that I can't come?"
Since she was not a seated officer, she was not allowed as certain privileges as they are. She was only an aid. More accurately, she wasn't even a shingami. She was more a substitute shingami like Ichigo Kurosaki; except she stayed in the Soul Society for a few times.
Komamura said she shouldn't go because she wasn't a seated officer; but the real reason was that he wanted her to be with her children and not to go to war with them. He said no to Kaien's proposal to come as well; which the 3rd seat grudgingly obeyed.
"No, Yue", Komamura responded, "You shouldn't come with us. Stay with your children. You have too much to lose."
Yue sighed. She hated to admit it, but she was actually a little relieved. The last thing she wanted was to endanger her children; to be mixed up in the world of the shingami. But at the same time, she worries for her lover and shingami nakama.
Yue bit her lip and asked "Sajin, are you ready for this?"
Komamura stopped what he was doing and looked at Yue with a somber expression. He knows that she's talking about Tousen and the possibility that he has to kill him. They talked about this numerous of times; Yue telling Komamura to consider that he and Hisagi can't bring Tousen back.
"I considered all the possibilities, Yue." Komamura responded, "I know if Tousen will not give up, I will have to kill him. It's for the sake of the soul society."
Yue sighed again, nodding her head. Suddenly, in a swift motion, Komamura went to Yue and embraced her. Yue at first was too shocked to do anything, but she then embraced him as well. She is surprise to notice that his hands were actually shaking a little bit. It hit her that he was actually scared, scared to kill Tousen…his best friend.
"Sajin…"
"Will you wait for me?"
Yue pulled back and looked at Sajin's face. This man in front of her has suffered so much. Abuse because of the way he looked and now he was hurt by the only person who was his friend. When she met this man, she knew he's been hurt and she wanted nothing more than to heal him. Nothing more than to heal his wounds. Nothing more than to love this man.
"Yes", Yue answered softly, stroking his cheek as he leaned into her touch, "I will wait for you".
Suddenly, there was knocking on the door and Iba's voice was heard.
"Taichou, its time to go".
The lovers sighed, as they release each other. Yue then suddenly grabbed his chin and looked him straight in his eyes.
"Watch yourself out there, ok?"
Komamura smiled and said "Of course".
They kiss and Komamura left, closing the door behind him slowly, leaving Yue in the office.
Yue closed her eyes and breathes out.
"I will always wait for you, Sajin".
