Picture it:

A breezy summer night.

Clumsy lips,struggling for words in the darkness.

A splash comes from behind us,you turn to look and she chuckles-someone else has jumped in the pool.

You take another swig from your beer,it's been attatched to your hand all night long.

"It'll take the edge off." She'd said.

But the edge is still here,that stupid edge.

You turn back to her,and she's staring at you.

Your eyes find hers,blue meets brown.

Time stops,and your suddenly so aware of everything around you.

The smell of chlorine,the feel of the bottle between your fingers,the way her smile never leaves her lips,the taste of beer on your tongue,the sound of stillness. The moment will forever be in your memory,your sure of it.

And then she leans in,so do you. Your lips are so close,less than a centimeter apart.

Then you kiss her. You kiss her like nothing before. You feel it,and you know she does too. You kiss her with everything in you. Your pulling her into everything you've ever wanted,you let her in your soul. Then she's pulling you in,she's letting you in too. It's like all the tension in the world is gone. Everything could crash around you right now,and you wouldn't even notice. All that matters is her lips around yours. Your lips around hers. You don't know how long it goes on,you don't care. You just kiss her. Seconds,minutes,hours,days...you dont care.

Finally you pull away,it's still night. There are still people jumping in the pool. Nothing has changed...except you.

Your so different now,you can feel the change so clearly.

She's staring at you,wonder in her eyes. You know she's never felt something like this before,ever. No matter how many girls she's slept with,or kissed,it's never been like this. And you see her scared,she's terrified.You put your hand on her arm,and you let her know your scared too. Probably more than she is;atleast she's done this before. It's all knew to you,all you've ever known is guys,and here you are making out with her.

She takes your hand and pulls you up from the bench. She grabs a blanket,then leads you off the deck out onto the beach. She finds a secluded spot. And you both sit down. She kisses you again,and again,and again.

Eventually you have sex with her. And it's amazing. It's a night your never going to forget.

Now,so many things have changed. Everything is so different. You don't kiss her anymore,you try not to even look at her.

But you know that,no matter how many girls Ashley Davies has sex with,it will never compare to that one night with you. And it feels good,so good,to know that. To be that girl.