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Song that you should listen to: Bonnie McKee- Somebody
Made by: Pam Bamela
DISCLAIMER: I don't own bam or anything to do with him. he is a sexy MARRIED (way to go missy!) man. I am just a fan.
Lucy is mine though. MWAHAHAHAHAHA!
the airplane just took off. yes she was going home. it had been almost three months since she had seen those beautiful blue eyes. and that was all she wanted to see.
Well, the story goes back , like I said, three months ago.
Lucilla discovered her unhappiness, the problem being life and she needed to get out.
so she left.
she left everything that meant so much to her and just got on the plane and ran from them
Bam had tried to call, but time and time again she just stared blankly as he left his message. she couldn't deal with him. not after all the things that they did to each other.
her leaving and him being well, bam.
but those three months where the longest that she had went through. she had to go back.
The hectic airport and filthy plane were the last things on her mine. she would have swam back to him. All she wanted to do was feel his arms around her and tell him that she was stupid and that she was sorry. that she was NEVER going to leave.
the plane brought back a lot of memories. about the many trips that bam, her, and the crew had took.
Brazil, Finland, the UK, etc.
she couldn't help but laugh as she remembered all the fun adventures and weird stunts they did while on these vacations.
and all the time she spent with him. talking to him. cuddling with him. ha. beating him at drinking games.
the plane touched down and it took everything she had not to jump over seats to reach the exit. she was only a couple mins. away from him, she swore she could smell his cologne from the plane.
no one met her at the airport, because no one knew she was coming. she had left unexpectantly. Ville had mentioned that she needed to go back, that life in Finland; life away from him was making it worse.
she remembered reaching Finland. it was the only place other than bam's house that she was familiar with. she didn't have any money, no car, nothing.
he had told her that it was fine, that she was welcomed there. but she couldn't help but feel like a burden.
she wrote him a note. she knew that at about this moment he would be waking up and find her note on the kitchen table. he would probably smile, knowing that I had taken his advice.
she looked out the window of the ekky cab going towards her house.
her family
her man.
when she finally pulled up to the driveway her heart settled down. she was home. a rush of adrenaline kicked in and she rushed to get what money she had taken from ville, she felt i ping in her heart. when she got settled back in she would definitely pay him back.
she ran up to the door. leaving her bags in the driveway.
nothing was going to stop her from seeing the man that she loved. she was going to tell him that. tell him that she wasn't afraid of commitment now. that she was ready for the next step. ready to marry him.
only the stairs left. she could hear his obsessively loud music getting louder as she skipped the many stairs up to that door.
almost there.
nothing to loose.
just turning the door knob.
that's it.
swinging the door open. FINALLY.
her eyes met the girls and then his.
"shit. luce."
"ah...whose she."
the tears swelled her vision. all the memories froze.
she was never going to get him back.
never
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ok yeah I made this on Quizilla. but it was supposed to be this BIG story and this was the ending but I couldn't seem to start it. so I decided to just make it a oneshot on here.
tell me what you think!
Pamcakes