Weeks after the rescue of Ren
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
"Go away!" Ren ran back again to his room. Yoh sighed.
NO! you'll never know what it felt like!
"Please Ren… let me in. I already told you… I know what it feels like, I do." Yoh stammered.
"You never would" Ren whispered
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
Ren's quiet sobs in his rooms were the only thing that gave him away. He didn't want to think about it. They didn't know what it felt like. To be hurt to such great levels, by family.
"Jun" was the only thing that came out
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
They'd pulled him out of the dark house bruised bleeding and almost dead.
His father… no he WASN"T coming back… it was just yoh a horohoro… "please" he begged. His mind already going into that dark place
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark ..
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
He'd starved him, tried to kill him, all for fun.
Locked in the dark cellar and punched till he had no feeling
No one was coming. They'd never felt it.
The biggest betrayal. "Jun, not you too. Don't hurt me!"
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Yoh… he was so carefree happy, something Ren had never felt. "I DON'T WANT TO care" he shouted slowly punching the wall. "Leave me alone, you hurt Go away please"
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
"It's all right" came Yoh's quiet voice
"It's not all right, your lying LYING." How could it be all right. Yoh had no idea.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
"You have no idea" was Yoh's last comment, sobbed out, as he walked away from the door
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Without food for days, Ren was starving. Never would he have hope again. His father had taken that from him. But Yoh and Horo had come. They had no idea, absolutely no idea what it felt like. He woke up with a start.
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
How could they know? What could Yoh have meant when he said that? It could never feel right. It would always hurt. His sister had landed the final blow. To slap him to unconsciousness and leave him. For the rest of his life…
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
Yoh woke up at the scream "DON"T hurt me please" Jun…
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
"I have something to tell you Ren, about your sister" Ren slowly opened the door. She told us that your father made her do it or else he would have killed you in front of her. She told us to save you.
Welcome to my life
"It's better than my twin" harsh laughter erupted from Yoh. "He half killed me, raped me, raped my fiancée, killed her and..." he choked as a sob came out "he made me watch." "maybe it's time to let it out" was Ren's only comment. Maybe the reason I freaked out was because I just wanted to tell the world how I felt. Ren slowly pulled yoh into a kiss.
Welcome to my life
"So welcome to MY life" Hao chuckled as he erupted into a plume of smoke…