Hello guys!
Yes, I'm still alive.
I'm extremely sorry! I know I've kept you guys in the dark and that I haven't updated in literally a year and a half (almost 2 years, damn it!) I have never gone that far and I'm so sad about it.
The thing is that I've been extremely busy. You have no idea how much I've been having to do. Apparently Veterinary Medicine is not easy (ha-ha!)
I'm lucky if I can get more than 3 hours of sleep a night. (No, I'm not joking) And during vacation all I want to do is read and lay around in my bed all day. Plus, lets be honest; the times when I had the time to get my butt in front of the computer, no inspiration came, and I just spent all day watching cat videos (yes, as sad as that sounds) until I got too tired and went to bed.
There was also the fact that my computer died (again) and my grandpa bought me a new laptop a couple of months ago. (That sweet old man.)
But yes, as you can guess, I've been blocked beyond compare, I'm tired all the time and, when you have the time to sleep, you sleep! Trust me guys: YOU SLEEP! You don't even think about your characters or that your readers have been waiting centuries for you to update.
I really am sorry, you guys. I feel horrible. I miss writing so much, but I just can't seem to find the right time or the right amount of inspiration.
I've always said that there was no way in hell that I would leave a story without an ending. And I'm not going to, that I can assure you. But I don't know when I'll be able to get rid of my writer's block or find the time to write something decent.
So…
For the time being, I'm taking 'I dare you to move' down.
I was thinking about turning it into an original and re-publishing it on Wattpad. But I don't really know when. All I know is that I'm not leaving it without an ending. That's against everything I believe. Against everything I am.
Anyway. I took a little moment to write this letter to you. It's the least I could do. You guys have brought so much joy to my life with your reviews. Some of you have watched me grow since my embarrassing puberty days in youtube and for that I'm extremely thankful.
This may sound like a goodbye… and I'm not sure if it is. I really don't know. We'll see.
Now, I don't know how many of you will read this, or if anyone will care enough to read this. But whoever is out there, and if by any chance you did open this letter…
Thank you.
For everthing.
You guys can find me on social media. All my links are on my fanfic profile.
Lots of love
Mary.
P.S: Sorry for grammar and spelling mistakes hahahahaha.