A/N: I PROMISE I'm still working on Fighting back the Darkness. Actually, I've finally started writing chapter 1! :D

But It's going very slowly, so I'm writing a bunch of random songfics while I slowly piece together Fighting back the Darkness...

I'll be using all JubyPhonic songs, lol...

First up, Hirari Hirari.

Go get your permission slip signed to go on this feels trip

Like a flower floating endlessly on

Will you grip those shreds, never let go

Holding tightly tightly in between your hands

Please never let them go

I sighed, staring off into space. Two weeks now since Sora vanished.

One since Riku went to find him.

Three days since I received the news of the incident.

I don't know if they're alive or not...

But I haven't received so much as a call from either of them.

I'm not getting my hopes up.

I won't.

I did it when Adam was in his coma, and look what that led to.

I refuse to get my hopes up for something that could all too easily end up breaking my heart.

Fainting from the weight of words that poured down on me

I could bear their pain no more

Turning from your face and into dreams so pure that I could cry

Then I wake to see that you had long been gone

I feel a horrible pang in my chest.

First Adam, then Casity...

And now...

Sora and Riku...

I hang my head, feeling grief and shame wash over me.

How could I have been stupid enough to believe that just maybe, just once, something would turn for the better?

Keep these thoughts as the sun sinks to set on all our skies

Tie this small memory of a love undone by lies

Valleys deep carved by that sweet embrace into my heart Oh

Fluttering, fluttering, on and on

It's killing me, not knowing how they are.

It's driving me crazy.

I can't stand it.

I want to know

I really, really want to know...

It's gonna make me insane!

Cross the sea beyond skies that we said we'd never seem

To forget and give you all these shreds of a lover's sad sunset

Beauty lives in these bits floating far away to you Oh

I fling a handful of flower petals in an attempt to feel better.

A sudden wind picks them up and carries them off, far out of view...

Fluttering and fluttering so far

It seems to help. I do feel a little bit better.

The grief still weighs down heavily on my heart like a cloud of darkness.

But a small beacon of light has broken through.

Hope.

And someday, breezing by on a whim, you'll look this way

Call to mind one small bud and behold it's fleeting sweet decay

In a flash all these memories will go someday soon

I sigh, feeling the wind ruffle my hair and skirt in the same direction it took the flower petals.

Fluttering fluttering on and on

Closing my eyes I allow the wind to blow around me.

Despite my fear and grief I still feel some hope...

I won't give up.

Steal my heart knowing all of the time you always held

Close to you know this piece of a love will fly and ring out again

Sweeping soft like the whispers as you see nobody

"Melany!" I can hear Sora's voice in the distance, calling my name.

And you know what?

Maybe it is okay to cling on to some type of hope...

Fluttering and fluttering so far