"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone." -Orson Welles
Everyone always asks me, "Xavier, why? Why are you always so angry?" that's all they ask me, they try to talk to me like they're my best friend and they say they wanna help me when
deep down, they want to have me killed, I know it they're all against me. Now I know the first question on your mind; "Who the hell are you?" Well allow me to introduce myself, my name
is Xavier and I am an orphan, and a theif, I lived in Itory Village but I am on a quest to find that coldhearted son of a bitch who killed my father and who raped then murdered my mother.
"STOP THIEF!!!!" I hear as this guy is pointing to me, "What the hell did I DO?!" I yelled, for you see here in Itory, I kinda have a bad rep because of all the crap I've done here, "Well,
Xavier what have you stolen this time?" asked this burly officer, "Nothing! Let me go!" I yelled and struggled, "I'm taking you back to your foster mother! She'll deal with you!" yelled that
bastard. So you heard him I'm in a foster home, my foster mother Josephine, she's all caring and lovey dovey, honestly it sickens me. So anyways after some walking we get back to my
foster mother's house, the officer knocked on the door and she answered; "Oh my God Xavier, I was so worried about you! Come here!" she yelled as she embraced me in a hug, God that
woman sickens me, with all her caring and safety bullshit, I mean come on how is a guy supposed to grow up if there's someone who's all lovey dovey and says "She loves me?" YUCK!
"Officer thank you so much!" she said as she still had me in her arms, so she closed the door and the officer went his way. "Xavier, why? Why do run from your problems? Just talk to me,
you know I love you! I don't want to lose you" and she went on and on about how she cares about me and she loves me, it was absolutely dreadful. "I made dinner for us sweetheart,
maybe we can sit and eat together?" she asked and I could see she wanted to eat dinner with me as well, I never ate dinner with her, I always brought it up to my room because she
always wanted to talk to me, "Sure...whatever" I replied. "Alright well come on into the kitchen" she said as we walked into the kitchen, I could smell pork chops and meatloaf and broccoli
and mashed potatos, which all smelled delicious. So I sat down and she poured me a glass of milk and then she sat down across from me and smiled; "Dig in" she said with a smile on her
face and that I did. "So... uhhh... Xavier, do you love me?" she asked me and frankly she sounded quite concerned, "Well... yeah" I replied, "It doesn't seem like it to me, I mean you're
always in trouble and you never want to be with me and if I hug you, you always have a disgusted look on your face" she replied and I could tell she was upset so I tried to muster up a
good answer; "Uhhh... well yeah I love you, I mean I only do that crap, because well..." I couldn't finish that sentence. "Listen, I want you to know that I love you no matter what" said
Josephine, "I love you too" I replied, so we began to eat and damndest thing happened, we began to talk, I mean I hated this woman to the point of paranoia but now, I see she just
wants whats best for me, but she's still not gonna stop me from exacting my revenge on that scumbag who killed my dad and raped then murdered my mom! So we finished dinner and I
was stuffed, "I made desert, my homemade chocolate ice cream, your favorite" she said as she put some in a bowl and gave it to me, and it was delicious. As the day went on I was
planning my escape, I was going to breakout and go to South Cape, my friend Seth lives in South Cape but before I could do that, I had to write Josephine a letter; so I grabbed a pen
and paper and began to write;
Dear Josephine,
If you are reading this I am long gone by now, I am on my way to South Cape, do not bother to follow or else there will be retribution, I apologize for the threat but I am out for revenge. Whomever killed my parents is still out there and I am going to find and kill them even if I get killed myself. I will miss you, but if I survive which may be unlikely I will come back and turn my life around.
-Love Always
Xavier
