Author's Note: Kay this is the thoughts Kira/Light had as he was holding onto L as he died.


Ryuzaki. L. My friend. My only obstacle. When finding the Death Note I never counted on it going this far. I knew becoming the god of this new world wouldn't be easy, but having you around has been an even bigger struggle.

L, all I want is your name, your name i the key to my freedom, but of course you were a step ahead of me... again.

Here I sit. At my computer, looking at my wrist that was once accompanied by a chain connecting me to you. When I think about you leaving me, It makes me feel a little bit empty but I try to ignore it, I mean with you gone me becoming god will be a breeze, right? All along you've been on my trail and nothing I do will shake you, that's why I have no other option.

L not knowing your name drives me crazy! I've even consitered Ryuks eye deal, but I REFUSE to loose half my life, justto end yours. L I'm sorry that I have to do this. If you weren't in my way I'd probably want you as my friend's but of course that isn't possible, therefore this is my last option.

As I hold you in my arms, I feeling something, is it sadness? No it couldn't be. Your face, I'm sure you know now that I am indeed Kira and I did just kill you. The "smile" I give you proves my win. Its all over L. I have won!

I Have lost my mind L. You were right. Not having you around would be lonely. Why must you have been in my way. Good-bye my friend... I'm s-sorry.


Author's Notes: Haha Light! Serves you right! :)