AN: like I said before, I lost all my shit to my other story so I wont be able to complete it just yet until I figure out how I wanna change it. it wont be the same as it is now and sorry about that but I gotta do what I gotta do.

Don't like it? oh well. sorry for your loss. Again I don't own any of this shit except the new characters that I put in this story. :]

CHAPTER ONE

"Bella come on! hurry up and finish cleaning! I wanna get out of here!" I heard jasmine yell. She probably had a hot date with her new girlfriend. I loved her to death but she was so annoying sometimes. One week she has the same girlfriend the next week is a new one. She cant keep one decent relationship. At one point she liked me and tried me to play for the other team but it didn't happen.

I think shes still mad about that.

"alright! jeez! Shut up already" I yelled back while I grabbed my belonging. I had planned a dinner for my boyfriend Jacob. He wouldn't be home until late so I have enough time to go to the grocery store and prepare dinner. I grabbed everything in the little space where we worked and made sure everything was good for tomorrow. I was 21 years old and I couldn't believe I landed a job like this. I worked at a museum fixing paintings that were missing faces or anything in it. I loved my job and it paid good too. I locked the door and walked out with jasmine next to me. "so your still with that dog?" she asked as she lit up a cigarette. I rolled my eyes and nodded "yes and his name is Jacob!" she rolled her eyes and walked off to her car. "whatever I don't care. I'll see you tomorrow!"

We said out goodbyes and I got in my car and drove off. I was debating if I should make something easy or make something that would fill us up so we wouldn't be walking back to the kitchen to grab some snacks. I shrugged, I'll think of something. I pulled into the grocery store and parked my car. Walking in I saw Jessica and her boyfriend Mike. Trying to avoid them I grabbed a red basket and tried to make a run for it but I tripped over the run and landed face first on the ground. "oh my god Bella?" Jessica screamed and I could hear her heels rushing to my side "oh uh hey!" I said as I looked up from the floor "what are you doing?" I looked back down at the floor and glared at it "the floor decided to attack me so I just…you know, attacked first" lame. So fucking lame. "oh well let me help you up" as I got up I dusted myself and mumbled a thanks and grabbed my basket "well I will see you around I guess?" I nodded and tried to smile but my face was killing me.

I grabbed some veggies and some chicken and walked to go pay. I decided to make some steam veggies with chicken breast topped off with a mushroom sauce my mother had taught me. I smiled at the cashier and paid for everything and walked out. Getting into my car I took my phone out and noticed Jacob would be home within an hour, I smiled and drove off. I rushed up the stairs and took my keys out to open the door. I saw Jacobs shoes out so I knew he was already home. I frowned but smiled again thinking it would be nice for me and him to cook together. I opened the door and closed it behind me. "Jacob honey?" I yelled walking into the kitchen I placed my bags in the small island I had there and walked out to my bedroom. He might be in there waiting for me.

I opened the door and all I saw was red. Angry I walked up to him and stood next to him and that slut he was having sex with "Jacob" I sneered at him. He looked up shocked and a bit terrified he had been caught "uh Bella honey this isn't what it looks like" he pleaded I looked at the girl who was on top of him and then back at him "well, it looks like you're fucking the model of the playboy magazine in my fucking bed" I said as calmly as I could. His face turned red and that bitch did nothing just stay there looking like a lost puppy. I smiled sweetly at both of them and went into the closet "oh don't stop cause im here." I said and laughed. Jacob got up from the bed while she moved to the side and tried to cover herself up. I grabbed all of jacbos clothes put it in a trash bag and smiled at him. I went to the drawer and did the same thing. I went to his jewelry box and grabbed a few things I had gotten him and put it in mu pocket

"whatever I gave you, is mine. The rest will go" he looked shocked then angry "what do you mean go?" he yelled. I grabbed the lighter he always kept in the bottom drawer and walked outside. I had my own house no one lived near me. I was in the middle of the woods, so basically I could get away with murder and no one would know. "JACOB!" I yelled he looked out the window with that bitch nest to him "say bye to your clothes motherfucker!" I screamed again and grabbed the gasoline I kept for the fireplace and lit up the trash bag. it burst into flames and I smiled as I heard Jacob scream.

I looked up at the window and glared at him and stormed back into the house slamming the door and locking it. they were not going to get out of here easily. I went into the room to see her rushing to get her clothes on. "leaving so soon" I ask sweetly as I walked towards her, my smile faded and the rage inside me wouldn't go away. I grabbed her by her hair, she screamed and kicked but I held her tightly. I dragged her down the stairs, her head hitting each step behind me. I tied her hair to the door knob and ripped all her clothes up "you come into my house, disrespect me and fuck my boyfriend?" I said to her and I inched my face closer to her. She tried to back up but there was nowhere for her to.

I laughed darkly before I grabbed the knife in the kitchen.

No I was not going to kill her, even though it would have made me really happy to do so. Instead I cut off her hair, she cried and screamed but I continued. Once she was almost bald I grabbed the rest of what was left of her hair and dragged her outside. Jacob was running towards me telling me he was sorry, he didn't mean it. blah blah blah! Once I got into the clearing of the road I lifted her up and threw her out into the street. I walked back and was faced to face with Jacob. "baby please…understand" I smacked him. Then punched him and then kicked him. "fuck you asshole! Were over!" I walked back to my house and let my dogs out. My dad always told me, keep a few dogs with you incase someone tried to rob my house. They were trained k-9 dogs so they would always come back home to me.

"oh Bella! Cheer up! You did what you had to do, no need to cry over it" I whimpered and cried some more. I was with Jacob since freshman year of high school and it hurt that he did this to me. "see this is why I said you should be dating me and not him!" she said as she held me to her. All I could do was cry and cry.

"I think I should change my locks and find a new place" I said to her as I calmed down" she smiled and laid down next to me. "you can stay here for as long as you want Bella. No need to rush it" she closed her eyes and I felt her left hand on my breast "yeah uh maybe I will find a place tomorrow" she pulled me down a bit and put her hand inside my shirt grabbing on my breast.

"hmm. Whatever you say" she gave it a squeeze and my eyes felt like they were going to pop out from their place.

"maybe tomorrow morning I will find a place."

Yeah. Tomorrow first thing in the morning.

All the feeling that I get

but I still don't miss you yet.

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you,

Why, do I love you?

-Three days grace "I hate everything about you"

Well, that's the first chapter! Hope it was I don't know okay?

Let me know what you think! Even if you don't im still going to upload the next chapters. I think this story will be interesting

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