So this is a new fanfiction, and while I am still working on my other one, Blind, this one just would not leave me alone, alas I do not own Make it or Break it, wish i did cause my season 3 would've sucked way less, hence the reason none of season 3 happened in this fic.
Chapter 1
Payson sits at the bar nursing her drink, she'd never been much of a drinker but tonight she needed it, badly.
As she surveyed the room her eyes glanced over everyone in her life, Emily was dancing with Damon, Lauren with Carter, Steve with Chloe after all it was there wedding, Mrs Cruz and Marty, Nicky and Kaylie and then her eyes landed on the final pair, Sasha and Summer and she felt the pain in her stomach intensify as she watched them swaying together, the jealous twisting up inside of her, seizing her and choking her.
She downed her drink in one and ordered another.
"You to huh?" asks a voice.
Turning she sees Austin drop in next to her and order a whiskey.
"Yeah well I need it to get through the rest of this night" says Payson as she knocks back her second drink and orders a third.
"Me as well" he agrees and she follows his line of sight to where Nicky and Kaylie are swaying in each others arms.
"God I wish I was anywhere but here right now, having this many couples around is not improving my mood in the slightest" sighs Payson as she sees Sasha smile at something Summer says and her heart breaks a little more.
"I absolutely one hundred per cent agree, want to blow this joint and we can drown our sorrows without having to watch the people we love be happy with someone else?" he asks.
"Why the hell not" she says getting up and grabbing her coat she follows Austin out.
"So how long?" asks Austin.
"Three months, six days, you?" asks Payson.
"Three months four days" he replies.
They walk in silence to a nearby bar and walk inside ordering two bourbons before settling in the corner together.
"God this sucks so much, I hate this, I hate him, why do I have to suffer while he's happy?" growls Payson.
"Why does she get to be happy and not caring, do you think they just enjoy rubbing it in our faces?" he asks.
"Wouldn't surprise me, Sasha Belov is an arrogant, stupid, selfish prick" spits Payson.
"And Kaylie Cruz is a jumped up, prissy, primpy princess with a need for control, to the fucked up people we're in love with and the fact we suffer for their happiness" says Austin.
"Amen, bet she says that all the time, not that you know their even having sex because hey little miss abstinence doesn't believe in pre-marital sex" sneers Payson clinking her glass against Austin's.
"And Kaylie is such a fridge who can't give up control she probably can't even let Russo be on top, then again he's probably the type of prefers to be on the bottom, sad wimpy little shit that he is, what does she see in him?" demands Austin.
"I have no idea what I saw in him, you're totally right and she holds her high mighty attitude over everyone, she's got him wrapped around her little finger and she flaunts it and him, she's a self righteous, presumptuous, nosey faced cow who shoves her religion down the throats of everyone and anyone, what does he even see in her, its got to be the physical stuff because her personality is like non-existent, she needs a man to feel protected I mean what the fuck?" asks Payson.
"I agree and your way hotter than her I mean she's too skinny for my tastes, while you, you've got curves and a body to tempt a saint you've got an awesome sense of humour and personality and you are a kick ass gymnast" says Austin.
"Thank you and I mean you're so much more than Nicky, you are a great listener, an awesome gymnast, can discuss something other than gymnastics and are incredibly hot, why the hell can't Kaylie see that?" demands Payson.
"And why can't Sasha see that you are so much better suited to him, I mean he'd have to be an idiot to choose Summer over you" says Austin.
"This just sucks doesn't it, and next week we have to go back to the rock and train with them, you have to watch Nicky fawn all over Kaylie and I have to watch Sasha and Summer be all cute and happy, I mean how does a woman like that make a man like him happy, they're complete opposites" growls Payson.
"I agree I mean you and he would be perfect for each other, you match in everyway and your kids would be gorgeous" says Austin.
"Thank you and I mean you would be so much better for Kaylie you know you could totally temper her and you match her and you'd challenge her you suit her" says Payson.
"I know if we can see it why can't they?" asks Austin.
"Exactly" agrees Payson.
"This just blows, and its like they're trying to rub it in our faces you know I mean how fucked up is that, its like they enjoy tearing out our hearts dropping them on the floor and stomping all over them like they're nothing and then act like they're not doing anything wrong, I mean Sasha is your coach and you don't deserve to have to watch him fawn over his girlfriend while he led you on and then dropped you the second he had Summer" consoles Austin.
"And what the hell is with Kaylie, one minute she's kissing you and saying she wants to be with you and the next she's run off back to Nicky and they're lip locking for the whole world to see, how is this fair, we don't deserve to suffer for them" agrees Payson.
"I know, you know I haven't gotten laid since I met her, I keep seeing her and think about how I'm hurting her I mean how ironic is that?" he asks.
"And I can't even look at a guy without thinking how disappointed in me Sasha would be I mean what the hell is up with that, he's doing it, the rest of the gym is doing it so why can't we do it?" demands Payson.
"Exactly" says Austin.
They spend another hour or so ranting about Kaylie and Nicky or Sasha and Summer before they walk back to the hotel everyone is staying in for the wedding.
As they get into the elevator the doors start to close behind them but then the doors are stopped and Kaylie and Nicky get in with them holding hands and giggling, completely unaware of their presence there.
They go up a floor and then the doors open again and Sasha and Summer get in apparently once again oblivious to the others in the elevator, their arms slung around each other.
Nicky and Kaylie go first, then Sasha and Summer on the next floor leaving Payson and Austin alone again.
"They didn't even notice his" scoffs Austin.
"They didn't want to, too wrapped up in their own perfect little relationships" snaps Payson.
"So fucking selfish and completely inconsiderate" says Austin.
They get out on their floor and walk down to their rooms at Payson's door they stop.
"Thanks for listening to me rant I needed it and no one else understands" says Payson.
"Hey I needed it too like you said no one else understands how we feel" he replies.
Payson opens the door to her room and the turns back to him.
"You know we don't have to stop at talking" she says.
"No I guess we don't, since we're the only two in the hotel not getting any after all" he agrees.
"Except Sasha and Summer but then again maybe she'll finally give in" says Payson.
"Yeah hell maybe Nicky will get to be on top for once" says Austin.
"Why should we suffer, we don't deserve it" replies Payson.
"We really don't" he agrees and leaning down he kisses her.
She melts into him not caring about anything other than the way his body feels pressed against hers.
He backs her into the room kicking the door shut behind him.
They pull at each others clothes not caring what they tear or where anything lands, its frenzied and desperate as they both seek comfort and solace in each others arms from the heartbreak they feel inside.
They fall onto the bed and it isn't slow or sensual, it's passionate and desperate as they let their grips on reality slip away for the rest of the night.
A/N So here you go the first chapter, I'm just going to warn you in advance this will focus on Sasha and Summer, then Nicky and Kaylie to start with, and then we'll see if or how things sort themselves out. I have no idea where this storyline came from, it snuck up on me and then wouldn't go away, just a reassurance though I am not a Sasha/Summer shipper, personally I kind of hate Summer's guts her character annoys the hell out of me
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