Red and Blue
She cuts the waves
Sending sea spray
Into my red face.
The blue of the sea
Melts some of the red
Adorning my countenance.
Washes away
Blood of the enemy.
Coolness
Relaxes the heat.
Calm mist
Smoothes the adrenaline.
The Pirate craves
The red of blood lust,
The Gentleman
Longs for the calm.
I call myself
A Gentleman,
So why
Do I keep choosing
The red?
Again, these colours
Come to haunt me.
Again,
I choose red.
But this time
Blue is
An enemy.
Blue is
A friend.
Blue is
His eyes.
Blue should not
Be this contradictory.
I am red.
I am stained.
I am tired,
Of fighting the blue
Which I have loved
My whole life.
I did not want
To foul the blue garb
With horrendous red
To match my own.
I did not want to eliminate
The sky blue eyes,
Showing fear,
Strength,
Determination,
Liberation.
Those eyes
Of my most favourite blue.
The eyes that showed me
How long I longed
For blue.
That brilliant blue.
I drop my weapon.
The thing that draws
Revolting red.
As I fall to the ground,
The reds of my past
Swim before me.
My name.
I look up
Into those wondrous,
Brilliant blue eyes.
Eyes I love.
Eyes of the man I love.
The reds fade.
I know I will loose
Much more than this war,
And yet
I will gain myself.
The red will always linger
But now,
The blue fills my soul.
The Blue saves me.
~X~
Well, I figured since I didn't post any new Fangirls missions yet I might as well get something posted.
And about the lack of new chapters, I had promised myself to get the new one in by last weekend but... last weekend was last weekend and, as you can see, nothing new. I'm really super sorry for that! And I have a lot of crap going on this summer too so I'll work on it whenever I can!
Please forgive me... *shot*