Bellamy
Ever since they had landed on the ground, Clarke had been there. At first she had been the princess who had gotten everything in the ark. She had than quickly become an important part of survival – their only healer. From healer she had gone to co – leader. From co – leader to a friend.
As he walked back from the gate her words repeated in his mind repeated in his mind.
"I'm not coming inside"
"I have to leave"
"I bear is so they don't have to"
"Take care of them for me"
He was still thinking about what Clarke had said when Octavia came up to him.
"So she left." said his sister.
"So she did" was Bellamy's answer. He did not want to show his sister how he was really feeling inside. How he felt that everything was breaking apart. How he felt about leading without Clarke.
"She told me to take care of everyone for her" he told O to fill the silence as they started walking around camp.
"She told me to take care of you" O informed him. "She probably knew you wouldn't take care of yourself trying to take care of others".
"She always does think about everything" Bellamy responded not even tying to deny what his sister had said. He knew Octavia knew him too well.
"Yeah she does. I think I'm gonna go check on the others. You should rest." she said walking away and leaving Bellamy to thing about Clarke and their time as the leaders of the hundred sent to Earth.
He remembered how she had mercifully ended Atom's suffering when he had not been able to. She had been stronger. That was the day when he had started to respect her.
Bellamy remembered her offering him forgiveness when he had thought there was none for a monster like him. Much like the way he had offered her forgiveness today but it had not been enough.
Bellamy wondered if he could lead these people alone without Clarke by his side. He wondered if he head the strength to go on without her. It wasn't that he was completely alone he had his sister but she was different now and he could never think of her as a leading partner. She would always be little sister no matter what.
Abby would be broken after she found out that her daughter was gone. Abby and Kane did not understand him anyway. Nobody understood him like Clarke
The rest of the hundred were too broken after what they had faced.
Bellamy was still lost in thought when Monty walked up to him.
"It looks like it's gonna rain tonight. What should we do?"
Bellamy looked up. Monty was looking at him expectantly. Behind Monty came Monroe saying something about the food supply
Bellamy realized that they were looking at him as their leader. Suddenly he felt stronger. Clarke wasn't here. He believed that she would return but until she came he would keep his promise and take care of their people.