Never again. Never again shall I feel. Never again shall I fall in love. Never again shall I live. It's unbearable. I fall in love but it always end in pain. I don't want this. I don't want this pain. This feeling of emotions—I want to get rid of it.
"I don't want to feel anymore of these emotions."
"I can help you. I will get rid of your emotions. Will you trust me?"
It's unbearable. Will this man really be able to help? It's already killing me from the inside. I've fallen in love yet to have that taken away from me…No. No more. If I can't live without emotions, I'd rather die.
A chance. A chance to get rid of this pain. These distractions. Yet once I forget these feelings will I also forget you?
You who were so dear to me. You who have always helped me. You who have always been there for me. You're now gone. Once I let go, will I be able to remember you?
You were my happiness. You were my everything. You brought light into my world, but now you're gone. I don't want to forget you, but I don't want to feel this pain.
I won't accept. I don't want to forget my only happiness. I don't want to lose you. I don't want this. I will say no. That is my decision. That is my choice.
"What is your name?"
…
"…Boris."
A/N: just so that everyone's not confused, i used their original names, so when he answered Boris, it's Bryan in the eng ver. srry that its short, this actually came out of nowhere. i started typing the first sentence and it developed into this in just five mins. so srry if its crappy.