I feel nothing..I feel that I am nothing.I am being sucked into the darkness.I am letting it consume me but it feels natural. It is like I am destined to be 's consuming me through my entire body. It's touching up to my fingertips. I try to reach for the light but I can't reach it….I can't reach my happiness so I accept it…I close my eyes and let the darkness consume the rest of my body…
Then I heard a magical tune.. The darkness stops sucking me in instantly. Then I hear an angelic voice. I think I can recall the lyrics:
Distant stars They connect
Come in black or red
I've seen their worlds
Inside my head
With the fall of man
They breathe you in
And dive as deep as they can
As I listen to the soothing music a little ray of light shines through the black darkness.
There's nothing you can do for them
They are the force between
When the sunlight is arising
Through the little ray of light comes out a hand and as the music continues it pulls me out the darkness. It's him. I smile as I see his face again. I miss him. He is the only one who loved me for me the only who didn't just want my body ,he understands me…..my feelings...my heart.
There's nothing you can say to him
He is an outer heart
And the space has been broken
Stuart pot...I miss you from your blue eyes to your dressy clothes…
As I say those words he didn't say anything back. He just smiles and spins me around just smiling...it irritated me alittle but he was apart of my imagination so I can't really be angry at anyone but myself…
It's broken
Our love
As he continues to sing he wraps his arms around me and moves his face closer and I start to freak out I knew this was wrong I mean it's been years since I seen this blue haired boy but it felt right..so closed my eyes and accept it.
Broken
As the last part of the song's melody ends when we are inches away from connecting into a passionate kiss..
Then I wake up
In a cold sweat, breathing hard ..it was all a dream..and I gave myself a smirk, wiping my black short hair to the back of my head saying
''Not again''