[A/N] In the mood for something romantic. And I needed to write something for my OTP and some headcanon's I guess. Hi. Btw, Human!Stuck.
You smelled her vanilla lotion on her smooth milky skin. Her chest rose slowly as she slept, you watching her since you really couldn't sleep.
Your insomnia has been pretty bad. It got worst especially after what happened that night. You don't want to think about it at the moment.
But it'll always be there to haunt you. Things weren't really the same afterwards.
You recalled on how you both met each other. She was the bubbly cat girl who loved wearing large sweaters and was always talking about her favorite shows and the F33LS she always got from her 'purrrecious gay babies'. But you on the other hand...
You were that weirdo goth kid who 'worshiped satan' even though none of that was true. You hated it that people talked behind your back just because you wore too much black, or because you wore face paint. Even in school, you didn't know her. Well, personally.
It wasn't until at a Senior party you ran into your friend Mituna, who was with his girlfriend. He was the only one you could call 'friend', and you stuck by a bit close away from all the drunkards and promiscuous underage girls who were pretty much all over...
"Oh! Kurloz! You should meet a friend of mine! You both will probably get along." Latula adjusted her red glasses, smiling while holding a drink. She removed Mitunas arm from around her shoulder and showed you to the kitchen. There you saw her, in her short black skirt and loose fitting green sweater hanging from her shoulder. She had gray thigh highs and seemed to be missing a shoe. She was sitting in the kitchen counter, smoking with Damara.
"Meulin.. This is Kurloz!" Her giddy green eyes met with your dark eyes. She grinned widely, "A puurr-leasure to met you! Wanna join us?" You turned around to confide in Latula, but she was back beside Mituna. You sighed, and turned back to see her holding a blunt.
"Is it your first time?" She asked. You shook your head, you've smoked plenty of times before, nothing new. You accepted her offer and you both, along with the foul mouthed Japanese school girl were getting higher than the stars and moon that night.
After that the night was a blur, you couldn't remember much. Only bits and pieces... Damara started making suggestive motions with her mouth towards Meulin... Meuling tripping over her feet and you catching her. You both ended up at your house, since you lived closer.
When you woke up beside her, you panicked a bit, thinking you both engaged in some... Ahem... Action. But to your relief, she was fully clothed and so were you.
You both laughed at your hangovers. She lounged around your shabby apartment, which was dark from you not opening your blinds. You hated the sunlight and how bright it was. She was okay with it.
It was weird, she was the last person you'd ever think to be at your house. And yet there she is.
It was a start to a great friendship.
You both visited each other almost everyday after school. And even during school you both would find each other and just chat, laugh, and sometimes behind school smoke. It was a great friendship you had... But there was something in your chest wanting much more...
She sat beside you, watching TV. Her elbows were propped up against her knees. She was engulfed in the screen. You watched discreetly, not wanting to look creepy. She was pretty. You'd tell her and she would shake her head.
"Ohh noo... Porrim is defur-antly purrretty. Maybe even beautiful. Then there's Aranea who's smart and puuretty! I'm just.. Purrlain. Eh." And that would be that.
She's tugging on her beanie in her hands. Whatever she was watching, she was very into.
"NOOO! Samm! Ruby is just using youu!" You let out a small chuckle and walked to the kitchen to grab something to eat. You came back and offered some, she looked up at you and smiled. There was a commercial break and she was all yours until the show began again.
You both ate in silence.
"Kurloz... You've been pawfully quiet lately... Is something wrong?" A sigh escaped from your lips.
"Nahh Kitty. Just.. Thinking." Meulin leaned her head against your shoulder.
"You can tell me anything. I'm here fur you." You looked into her eyes, and she smiled sweetly back at you.
Her face inched closer to yours and before you knew it,
She was kissing you.
Maybe it was the adrenaline, but it ended up from the sofa to the floor. You then picked her up from the floor, and took her to your bed.
This experience wasn't new to you. You've had girls from clubs come home with you. Though it was nothing more than one night stands, and once it was over, you'd open the door for them to leave. But not this time.
Your kisses trailed from her jawline to collarbone. She wiggled against you, her fingers digging into your arms.
Your rough hands went up her shirt, groping at her. Her tiny soft moans made you dizzy.
You could never understand why she compared herself to her friends. Okay, maybe she didn't have large boobs like Aranea, nor a tight stomach like Meenah, or even a sex appeal like Porrim and Damara. But she was fucking gorgeous in everyday, and you craved her.
It wasn't long before you stood over her frail body, both pretty much naked.
She had a deep blush across her face, it was cute. You cupped her cheek,
"Do you want to go on? I'll motherfuckin' stop if you want." She looked away for a bit, biting her lower lip.
"No.. I want to go on. Really." You smiled before you kissed her. You then moved down to her neck, one of her breasts, her navel, and stopped above the hem of her dark green panties.
"Shall I continue..." You muttered against her skin. She smirked, "Yes puuurrrlease..." Her purring sent chills downs your spine.
You lifted her legs onto your shoulders, and removed the troublesome piece of clothing away. You then leaned forward and got a taste from her.
Her moans were loud you remembered. She pulled your hair and grazed her nails onto your shoulders.
"Ohhh Kurrloozz..." You smirked against her, satisfied on hearing your name from her mouth.
Then the tables were turned and she was onto of you, grinding against your member.
Grunts and groans escaped from your mouth. For someone not very experienced she knew what she was doing. Your hands gripped onto her waist, feelings even more dizzy from all the pleasure. She leaned over and began nipping and biting down onto your flesh. Rough moans echoed through your room and she continued pacing herself.
Your vision blurred a bit, from the dizziness. But you remembered her touch. And how she softly she brushed her lips against your forehead.
For awhile you both lied in bed, staring at the ceiling, sharing harmless kisses. It was concluded that day that she wanted you,
And you wanted her.
Your friends were surprised by the relationship. But they welcomed it and were happy to see both of you.. Well. Happy.
She recently started college and moved in with you. Things went decent. By the day she went to school and you went to work.
By night you both curled up against each other and either watched TV or went to your room and got intimate. On occasions you had to work late at night at your father's club. Things went well.
Then the nightmares came. You sometimes couldn't sleep at night and you would wake up either in cold sweat or screaming. Now, you were a very loud screamer. And it didn't help that sometimes your room echoed. Meulin had been woken up a couple of times by hearing your scream and would comfort you.
"Shh shh... There there. I'm here. I'll protect you Kurloz. No one will hurt you. I promise..." In your dreams you would see a dark grin with similar make up as yours, covered in blood with shining yellow eyes. It terrified you. Then you'd look by your feet and see a body. It looked just like her's.
Insomnia kicked in, but with the help of pills it settled down, but not the nightmares as much.
Then that night.
Oh... That night.
You remember everything. That's what you hated.
You woke up, frozen in fear screaming. It was like a shriek from a Banshee.
Tears formed in your eyes. There was a blurred figure in front of you shaking, but you couldn't hear anything over your wail.
Your lungs gave out and you stopped... You were stiff for a moment, thinking over what just happened. You realized your bedside was empty.
You got out of bed to see her crouching, holding her ears.
"Oh fuck." You muttered before grabbing her arms. She looked up at you, tears in her eyes. There were traces of blood on her hands, but she didn't notice.
"ARE YOU OKAY?" You both froze. Meulin shouted again.
"KURLOZ? CAN YOU HEAR ME?" Oh no... She looked down on her palms. Her eyes widened.
"KURLOZ. WHY CAN'T I HEAR ANYTHING? KURLOZ?" Tears flowed down as she looked at you, sobbing. She was deaf.
You ran out of the room. Grabbed your car keys.
And drove.
You don't remember where you ended up, but you didn't care. You screamed at the empty sky.
You hurt her. And there's no way to fix it.
The doctors examined her, and said that she is deaf, but can slightly hear from her right ear.
She began learning sign language, and so did you. You promised that day to never talk ever again. This mouth of yours was cursed.
And also that day, you decided that it'd be best to break away from her. To just be friends.
She wasn't happy. You remember how she looked. She let out a cry, not wanting to give up what you both had.
She signed to you 'We can still be together. Please...'
You shook your head no. And walked away, hearing her cries behind you. She moved out and got a small apartment near her school.
You both reminded friends, and stayed close. But not that close.
Though she'll sneak up on you, and plant a small peck on your lips.
So now here you are, watching her sleep on your bed.
She's curled up, like a cat. You run your fingers along her shoulder blade.
You still love her. You never stopped.
But it'd be best to leave it.
If only your nightmares would leave the past behind.