Okay, so this is my first fanfic, and I still don't understand how to use .

Just to make sure, I don't own GinTama. I only own this pathetic excuse for a fanfiction.

So yeah, I hope it's good enough! ^_^

He felt as if they were meant for each other.

Not the kind of "meant to be" feeling that you often find in the soaps you watch on the T.V.

No. The thing he felt was the kind you feel when you've met your equal.

As in, she really was like him in many ways.

All she really lacked was the pure hatred for Hijikata and the constant deadpan.

If she had that, they would be too alike. So much that if she even looked like him, no one would be able to tell them apart. Sougo thought it creepy.

But in some ways, one would say they were complete opposites.

The way her eyes were blue, and his eyes were deep red. She dressed in red or vibrant colors while he dressed in a dark blue, nearly black uniform. She names her pets Sadaharu, while he named his Sadamaru. She was always full of emotion, while he would always wear his deadpan look. She was always straightforward, while he would think of the most "sensible" thing to do.

She was leaving earth, while he was here to stay.

Here, lost in thought.

Thinking about the times they've spent fighting and sparring, the times they've spent quarreling and shouting, remembering the days that had given him the multiple injuries he's gained every time they'd see each other.

But not all his thoughts about her were bad.

There he was right now, thinking about the things he FELT for her.

What she truly meant to him.

The reason he had drowned himself in these thoughts traced back to earlier today.

-(o_0)-

"Hey, s-sadist!" Kagura called out in a nervous tone. She was very confused that day, not to mention upset because of her father's sudden change of plans.

He turned around to find her face twisted in a strange way.

The way she looked that one time when she was forbidden by Danna to eat any more sukonbu. The way he rarely saw it.

"What is it, China?" he deadpanned.

"I know that things may change if I told you this… but I maybe leaving soon, so I guess…"

Her voice trailed away as her face had suddenly turned red.

"I guess what, China?" He teased, a smirk creeping up his face.

"DON'T RUSH ME!" She shouted, clearly at the point of exploding. Her face was even redder now that she knew she had to get it out.

"Well?" Sougo was getting impatient.

"I…"

"I?"

"I kinda like you."

"Eh?"

"Well, for a long time actually."

He couldn't speak. Those last words China had said left him dumbfounded. His face right now was probably even redder than hers. She managed a faint smile as she tiptoed to plant a small kiss on his cheek.

"This might be the last time I see you again, so I thought that I should say it already. Well, now that I have, I suppose I should just say goodbye now."

She hugged him one last time as he just stared at her, speechless.

"Goodbye, Sougo!" She shouted as she waved her hand, the sound of her voice slowly fading as she got farther and farther away.

Was it okay? Damn, I don't know myself. (o_o)

Well, I don't know if I should make more chapters (maybe I'm too full of myself) but I guess that this fanfic was kind of a cliffhanger, so I think I'll be making a chapter 2.

Thanks for Reading!