AN-So, I finally watched The First Avenger today after meaning to for quite some time, and this idea kind of fell into my head. An hour later, and here it is. It's my first song for this fandom, so I hope you guys like it!
This song is Bucky's perspective starting when he falls from the train the TFA going through to his time with Hydra becoming The Winter Soldier. I'm a firm supporter of the theory that Bucky was in an awful lot of psychological pain after whatever Zola did to him, but he was just hiding it for Steve's sake. That bled through quite a bit while writing this. Anyway, enjoy!
*Disclaimer: I do not own Let it Go from Frozen or Marvel's Cinematic Universe.*
The snow blows white in the mountains tonight
Only one train to be seen
We're here for another mission
It should really be routine
The wind is howling like the swirling storm inside
Can't pretend for long, heaven knows I've tried
Don't let it out, don't let him see
Seem you're healthy like Steve thinks you to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let him know
He'll never know!
I let go, I let go
Couldn't hold on anymore
I let go, I let go
I broke off holding the door
Thought I'd die
But somehow I remain
I'm more than I was
The cold never bothered me anyway
They find me after some time
And make me feel so small
And the hope that reassured me
Can't get to me at all
They enhance all that I can do
They test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, just rules for me, help me!
I let go, I let go
I cannot believe all their lies
I let go, I let go
No one knows I'm alive
Here I am
And here I'll stay
I'm more than I was
I'm changing deep inside the longer they're around
My mind is breaking down in shattered fragments all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I'm never going back
It's someone else's past
I let go, I let go
I broke and now I have moved on
I let go, I let go
And Bucky Barnes is gone
Here I am
Doing as they say
I'm more than I was
The cold never bothered me anyway
AN- And then the cryofreeze unit shuts on him with a sense of finality. Couldn't include that detail in the lyrics, so I'm putting it here.
What do you think? Do you have a song you want me to rewrite? Let me know! I love all your reviews.
-Wiznerd