AN: WARNING dis sorty has lots of gay and LGBT+ SEXX in it! If u dont like dat stuff or git offended u shud prolly Stop now! THERE are some trigger warnings 2. Der will b depressin stuff 2 like cutting, abuse and suicide. If u dont lik dat or it wil upset u DONT READ ON! Dis is only4 da HARDEST OF CORE~! U HAVE BIN WARNED!111!
Dis story is based on a bunch fantsys I hav and they r PERSONA. But sum ppl like to fantasize about dis stuff! U hav already bin warned so if u want 2 read on an BE CUNT can u plz not. Plz b noice!1!
! I hav depression and axiety its serious an u wudnt want 2 make some1 KILL demselves wud U!?
CHAPTER 1 – SCARS are can be BEAUTIFUL
Im a 16 y/o boy in AMERica and my name is Myles Manson Lordincass. I was aboandiond birf by my uuncaring mother an I nver new ma father. She had left me in a cradboard bix near dumpster an I haf bin found by soem1 who owned an orphanohge. Wen I wass a kid (like 7 or somefing) I had bin adopted by a TERRIBLE fmily an they had beat an starved me 4 WEEKS! Ten 1 day tha dad had taken me 2 tha basement an TORTCHORED ME! He cut up my skin an face so I was still all covrd in SCARS he hadf even used a hot metal thigh (lik that things for fires) an stabbed out my left eye. I now had a eyepach ovr dat eye but u cud sill seec tha scars around tha eges. But I had escaped those 1s and now I was moved to America where I was apodted by a nioce enuff couple from Forks. (dey cud not have kids)
I had bin livin wif ma new parents (Kim and Carl) for a week an it was gunna b ma first dayt Forks High Skool since I moved hear. I was woried that every1 wud thinl Imma freak cuz I was all scared and only had one eye. I was kinda small 4 a boy an thin 2. I had messah black hare and very pale skin. I got up and ready 4 skool (FUYCK SKOOL! AMIRIGHT?!) I got dressed in a long sleve blak Tee (to hid tha scars) and jeans an balck converse shooes. I also wor a silver pentagrim chained neklass that had bin wif me when I was found.. I looked in da mirror depressed cuz I new I was a FREAK. Iloooked at ma fine, delicate feachers wich I hate4d cuz it kinda made me look 2 pretty 4 a guy.
Then I want down stars 4 brekfast. Kim and Carl greeting me happily "Hi Myles! How are u this morning?" They said. "Uhh….. fine I guess….." I said relly depressed. "oh sweetie I no ur lyf has bin hard. But maybe u can be happy hear… with u?" sad Kim. "Ya may be. Just hope I dont ever1 will think Imma FREAK ya no?" I say.
Kim and CArl look at me lik they want 2 say more but I get up to go to skool. I don't have a car but Kim and Carl live near tha skool so I just walked there in the rain. The raine ran cool down ma face and I looked down all sad while i walked. I was not lookin around tyil I felt somthing wching me. I look up and see a large Sandy wolf wtching me. When I look at it it ran away. Huh… wired.
I try to foget about it an go 2 skool. When I git 2 skool the other student in the frnt of da skool stop and wtch me. I here wispers. But I ingore them. But then I look up an see tha most BEUATIFULL SEXAH ppl Ive eva seen. There r 5 of them and they r all pale an perfect. There are 2 girls and 3 guyz. 1 guy is THE MOPST SEXAH OF THEM ALL! HE has gorgorss pale chisled face and messy Bronze hair. He was kinda thin but wif decedent muscles and look SO HAWT in a tite grey v-neck black jeans and a black lether necklace/
I didn't not havre tyme to look him cuz he turned to look me! And he looked….. ANGRY?!