Remus/Sirius. Female!Sirius. Marauders era, teen sirius and teen remus. warning for super angsty wolfstar.

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Life would be a boring without you.

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Remus cradled the young girl in his arms, brushing back her long, dark hair from her face. "Sirius, I want to be there for you...but you're a bit too much sometimes, especially when you drink or hang out with Jamie, she's a bad influence. You scare me a bit with your behaviour when you get reckless."

Sirius shivered and leaned back into Remus's warm, broad comforting chest and arms. Remus was so large and cuddly. Plus, it was adorable when his sandy blond hair fell in his amber eyes. Sirius loved everything about her friend, especially now that they were more than friends, and regularly slept in the same bed when no one was looking. "I know. I'm sorry. I think I'm a bit mentally unstable. I just do the drugs to forget my family. I'm not trying to hurt you. I would never try to hurt anyone on purpose."

Remus chuckled and lowered his lips to Sirius's cheek. "I know you wouldn't, it's why I love you." The scarred werewolf smiled grimly. "You're imperfect and you're a mess, but you have good parts too and my life would be boring without you."

"I'm sorry, I'm so much trouble." Sirius wiped away a tear before it wrecked her eyeliner. Because she felt so happy in Remus's arms and yet Remus was so much the opposite of her: calm, caring, stable, kind, and sometimes she just felt like a burden to Remus. Like Remus would leave her one day and realize Sirius was nothing but one great big drama queen with too many problems to even begin counting or helping her with.

Remus just held him tighter, like he could sense his friend's insecurities coming out. "It's alright, Sirius. I think I need you."

"Why?" Sirius pouted. "What do I do for you?"

Remus closed in the inches between Sirius's lips and his own. Right before he was about to kiss Sirius, he whispered. "Because taking care of you, makes me feel important. And I love you," he muttered before finally kissing Sirius's lips. "Unconditionally."

He admired his girl with her dark eyeliner, pouting, full red lips and the gothic black hair she wore down with blue and red streaks in it.

It was Remus's love that started the healing.

"We'll put you back together, Sirius. Your family won't break you."

Sirius wrapped her arms tighter around Remus; she really wanted to believe that Remus could save her. Though lately things were so bad at home that the only thing she could think of was running away. Yet every time she told him this, Remus didn't think it was a good idea.

"Just don't fight with your parents, Sirius. You only have to see them for a few months during vacation, but the rest of the time you're here with me at Hogwarts."

He could not understand why she seemed so scared of going home and why her large eyes would water.

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