AN: What woul happen if Bella went to ITaly after Edward left in New Moon? This is what I think would happen. I own nothing

Chapter One: How to go

He left. HE LEFT. HE stands in front of me in our meadow. Blood stands his lips. My Blood. I open my mouth to scream but all I hear is the killing silence. Why would he try to kill me he loved me. At least before he left he did. I continue screaming but once again nothing made a sound.

"Bella, Bella it's just a dream, wake up, Bella Bella" Shouting breaks my nightmare. Charlie-My dad I mean- yells my name again "Bella, Bella"

I sift my weight to my right side and sleepy mumble "What, What?"

"Another dream I guess" he says looking at the floor. "I heard you scream again- His name" my father but a little hiss in the words. Even though- MY words could be heard here but did not speak in my dream?

"What time is it" I say need to change the subject to anything else.

"Four forty- one" I answer my own question. Charlie sighs; I look over at him, already in his uniform.

"You leaving" I ask.

"Yeah I think I might head in early" he said standing up.

"See you tonight" I say as he leaves.

I get up and head to the bathroom, like I could get more sleep after that. I take a shower and look at myself. God, how much weight have I lost. I hurt myself when all I want to do is see him one more time. And now I know how.

I turn off the water and run out of the bathroom, Turn on the decade old computer, I stop and think. What were they called? The Volturi. Yes, they were in Italy right, Yeah. They could help me or kill me either one is better than none.

I leave in a numb and drove the normal route to school. How could I leave? School trip? Would Charlie know if I took Spanish rather than Italian? So many ifs?

"Bella, oh Bella" I Hear someone call my name.

I turn and see Angela and smile "Oh hi"

"It's so nice to see you back" see says but doesn't give a hug to go along with it. I like that about Ang she know peoples limits.

"Yeah it's nice to see you to" I say and the bell rings to go to homeroom. We both wave good buys and leave to class.

The rest of the day I am left to think and I see only one option, but in involves telling Angela everything. That's the only option I see. The Volturi may kill us but from what HE told me I have a power and I can use to get them to change us. I Hope. Tonight Dads fishing. Tonight I will tell what I promised never to tell.

"Hey Ang" I call from my truck and she walks over. Yes, if anyone deserves immortality it's her.

"Hey bells" She calls when she reaches my truck.

"Hey, Want to come over" I ask

"Yeah sure" she says "could you give me a ride"

"Of course" I say. It's the least I could do for her after what I'm about to ask her.

She gets in the truck and I Begin my story.

"Ang…Humm Thiers something I want to tell you….."