This is actually happening to me and IDK what to do... so I decided to write it... maybe that will get things off my mind?
Well what ever! ENJOY! :P
Amu P.O.V
I have been watching him for a while now… ugh! I feel like a stalker…. I didn't mean to find out where he lives but we were headed in the same direction and he got to his room before I did…
It's strange. Over these past few weeks I have been strangely aware of him and found myself looking for him! Oh dear God, I haven't even talked to him…. I don't even know his name!
This strange man, boy, person… whatever! This…. HUMAN had caught my attention since the moment I first saw him. He always looked so lonely… after watching him for a while I found that I never saw him with anyone (Though I'm not one to talk I found myself lost among these people).
The school semester was almost over and he looked even more depressed than in the beginning…
I'm such a fool… Today I had the first real interaction with him… though I'm not even sure if he would even remember it.
I saw him as I was walking back to my dorm. He was walking to what I assume was his next class.
I was watching my step as I walked down the stairs as I looked up and saw him. I couldn't help the huge grin that spread across my face.
He looked started for a moment then returned a slight small smile and walked on his way…
Really what was I expecting?
I talked to my roommate about it and she only put unnecessary thoughts in my head. She just told me it was probably because I was attracted to him.
I feel like a little girl in high school. I'm supposed to be in college now!
All of this only seems to make me more frustrated… I even thought about knocking on his door just to talk to him to get him out of my mind.
It is rather strange how I find myself wanting to hug him when I see him with his head hug low. I wonder if he's OK…
There I go again thinking of this stranger with worry when I should be writing my English paper but I really cannot concentrate.
Maybe I should just talk to him to get over all of this constant thinking.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
I guess I'll just sleep on it some till I explode and yell at him and end up more embarrassed than ever before… yup! A great idea… who am I kidding?
Someone, help?
I actually heard his roommate call out his name today! I was happy too happy. My back was to him as I raced passed him but I saw the confusion in his roommates eyes as he passed my towards him. I could just feel the grin that was stretching over my face... so embarrassing!
His name is Ikuto... what a lovely name... EH? What am I thinking?
Sooo... should I continue it? Even though I still don't know where this is headed... if I get at lest some people interested I will try my best to continue :) and if anyone wants to give me advice on this... what ever it is do tell me! THANKS! R&R LOVE YOU ALL FOR READING THIS FAR