Teddy Bears to Knives and Fights

I was once an innocent child

With no understanding of the problems

That the world held.

I knew not that Voldemort would rise to power once more

And reign fear into those of the brave.

I used to cuddle my teddy bear at night,

Dreaming of Hogwarts and magical unicorns.

Now I sleep with cold fear and a knife that seems to save my life

By bringing me closer to death

With every cut I make on my wrist.

Sometimes I wonder

What it would have been like

If I had been loved and had true friends.

Could I have helped put a stop to this madness,

And saved lives?

No,

I think I couldn't have but still

I sleep with this guilt

That proves its self by keeping me awake.

How I miss it all,

The non-violent teasing and stupid games.

Where has my childhood gone?

How did this happen?

How did it go

From teddy bears to knives and fights?

A/N: Thanks for reading. I know it's a bit depressing but at the end of the series it WAS pretty damn depressing. Anyway~ Review and comment please!