I sat in front of this huge house that held no particular memories for me but yet still meant very much to me. It seemed to extend further then the naked eye could see. There were all kinds of cars parked along the drive way, An Austin Martin, Rolls Royce, BMW, a Lamborghini and Some crazy ass car that I had never seen before. I took in a deep breath drumming my fingers against my steering wheel debating on just turning around and going back home with my head hanging low. I jumped hearing a loud thump against my window, I looked over to see a damn rent a cop signaling to roll my window down; I rolled my eyes at him hesitating to roll it down.
"Can I help you sir?" I asked knowing I was parked on privet property and he was going to tell me to leave.
"No, But you can help me. You do realize this is privet property, No star gazing aloud. I'm going to have to ask you to leave." He said trying sound professional but come on who takes a rent a cop serious? I don't know a single person who does myself included.
"Well I'm not 'star gazing'" I said using air quotes mocking him. "This is actually my father's house." I said taking the first step into what I had hoped to be a new life.
"Mr. Tremaine does not have a daughter miss." The rent a cop said UN amused, with a hint of boredom.
"Well call him and ask him if he would like to see Isabella Tremaine his one and only daughter. If he says no I'll gladly leave." I said looking back at the house again almost hoping he would say go to hell, I deserved it after all. The security guard thought about it for a minute.
"I'll have to ask for some identification before I make that call." He seemed unconvinced. I reached for my purse looking throw my wallet for my ID. I handed it over to him seeing someone pulling out of the house in the purple Lamborghini. The security guard was in the booth in front of the house gates, I watched as the drivers slowly passed by looking at me throw dark sunglasses before speeding off down the long windy privet road. I laid my head back couching myself on breathing, in throw the nose out throw the mouth, in throw the nose out throw the mouth.
"Mr. Tremaine will be out shortly, He would like to see you in person before allowing you on the property." The security guard said handing me my id. I nodded looking at the house seeing the huge wood door fly open and slam shut. Shit he was pissed, shit I would be too if I were him. He practically ran down the drive way, I quickly looked in my review mirror to check my makeup and hair to make sure I didn't look like I had been up for five days straight and hoping the California sun gave me some color so I wasn't pale from not eating. I heard the black steal gates begin to creep open, I opened my car door feeling a bit light headed I stepped out unwillingly look over at my now older looking father.
"Isabella, My little girl, my angel is that really you?" He called out squeezing throw the gate, running toward me.
"It's me daddy." I said feeling moister slid down my cheek from crying. I whipped my stray tears away just before he caught my in a huge hug swinging me around like I was five years old.
"Baby, where have you been, oh my god look at you, you're all grown up now." He sat me down on my feet looking me over. I nodded unable to talk due to the lump in my throat that threatened to unlock the flood gates of tears that I wouldn't be able to explain well enough for them not to expect anything. I looked up seeing a group of guys standing by the door watching us.
"Dad is it her!" I heard someone yell out walking slowly down to wear we stood. My dad nodded his head whipping his own tears away. Next thing I knew I was crushed in a chocking hug already knowing who it was. "Izzy!" He cheered in my ear squeezing me tighter.
"Em..Can't..Air.." I managed to chock out. Emmett let out an echoed booming laugh setting my down on my feet. This wasn't the reaction I had been hoping for, in all honesty I was hoping they would tell me to fuck off and send me on my way so meeting up with James wouldn't be so hard.
"Come on lets go inside, I can't believe your here, do you have any idea how long we have looked for you?" My dad said taking my car keys from me. "Brandon park her car for me." He said as Emmett wrapped his arm around my neck bringing me to a playful chock hold messing my hair up. I punched his gut, or at least I tried to, he was rock hard now, what ever happened to the gut that used to suck in my punches? I giggled at the memory as we walked up the drive way. I pushed and pulled trying to break loose from his grip.
"Sorry Sis I'm just glad to see your ass, I missed you." He said resting his cheek on the top of my head, letting my out of the head lock. I had almost forgot that it had been seven years since I had last seen my brother and father because they acted like I had went to a friend's house for only a weekend. They didn't cuss me out for leaving them the way I did, they didn't seem to hate me the way I wished they did, they only seemed to love me welcoming me back into their life like I hadn't completely shattered their worlds. We walked into the house were a group of guys were all talking amongst themselves laughing throwing shit at one another.
"Listen up fuckers, this is Isabella, My baby girl, my life, my world, my precious angel, she is finally home." My dad said pulling me to his side, I kept a smile on my face thinking how in no way was I an angel, I wonder what he would say if he knew his Angle was in fact responsible for the death of an innocent man.
"Yeah yeah we get it dad, she is the golden child." Emmett laughed gently pushing me.
"HI guys, you can just call me Izzy B" I said giving a shy smile along with a small wave. I blushed at the gawking stares from the guys who suddenly grow quite.
"Wow Jeff, Who knew your disgusting little solders, could produce true beauty!" I laughed looking at the floor while Johnny Knoxville taunted my dad. I knew exactly who these guys were, I may not have been around but I was a fan of my daddies work. He was easy to keep tabs on considering he was a popular MTV Director/ writer.
"Hey man that my sister!" Emmett said sitting up straight.
"What? I was being nice; did you want me to say the truth? Your sister is a hot piece of ass." He stopped and looked at me. "No offense." He winked looking back at Emmett. "And I want her to have my babies." All the guys laughed except my dad and Emmett. I smirked looking at the ground. "I'm Johnny by the way." He said holding his hand out for me to shack.
"Yeah I know you guys, Your Johnny Knoxville, And your Steve-O, Chris Pontius, Ryan Dunn, Erin McGhee, Dave England, Preston Lacy, Wee Man aka Jason. I have seen your shows and movies, have you washed your hands today? Just saying I have seen the things you do." I smiled pointing them all out before shaking his hand. Everyone laughed surprised at my smartass comment "SO you stalk us huh" Emmett laughed out taking a sip of his beer. "No I just checked on you guys every now and then." I answered honestly looking back at my dad, He was no longer smiling he was looking me over with a concerned look that only a father would have. "You hungry sweetie?" He asked looking me up and down, I saw the wheels start to turn in his head making me panic a little. "Ugh no I ate before I got here. Thanks though." I said standing awkwardly feeling like everyone was staring at me. "Have a seat Izzy B; tell us about your life, since you already know about all of ours." Emmett said pointing over the empty couch. I cleared my throat walking over to the couch avoiding eye contact. I didn't know where to start so I sat quietly as an uneasy silence creped over all of us. "Well as lovely as this family reunion is I think we should be going, got lots to do tomorrow." Johnny stood up along with the other guys. "Yeah that probably a good idea." Emmett said kicking his feet up on the coffee table eying me as he took another sip of Beer. Ok maybe they were mad at me. I eyed the door ready to make a break for it but my dad stood between me and the door, there was no way around it. The guys all said good-bye before leaving me alone with my Brother and father. "So, how have you been?" My dad asked sitting on the same couch as Emmett across from me. "Good." I answered to quickly not looking at him. "I'm still your dad; I can still tell when you're lying." He said simple not taking his eyes off me for a second. I knew I would be questioned and yet I didn't prepare myself. "Izzy are you in trouble or something?" Emmett asked now paying closer attention to me. I shook my head no feeling a lump rise in my throat. "Well don't take this wrong but seven years ago you said you hated us both, you said once you were gone you would never come back, and here you are, I'm glad but forgive me for having my suspicions." Emmett said almost sounding ashamed of himself looking down at the carpet. "Sweetie, I wanted nothing more than for you to come home, but would you mind explain why now." MY dad said reading me like a book, but the wrong book, he read me as his angle not the devil I have become. "I made a mistake in leaving, it took me seven years but I see that now, I don't plan on staying I'll be gone by the morning I just wanted to see you guys." I said lying throw my teeth, yes I missed them, but I still don't think it was a mistake in leaving, I was miserable then. I whipped my tears away before they could fall. "Why are you leaving again you just got here?" Emmett stood up but spoke softly. "I don't want you guys to think I'm here for anything other than to see my dad and brother." I lied again knowing damn well why I was here; I was here to run away from my problems, run away from the evil glares, and the taunting whispers. "We don't think that. We are just curious, we want you here, please stay awhile." My dad said standing with Emmett. Shit I was already being trapped in by them, Shit, I knew I shouldn't have came, why didn't I drive passed the damn house. "Maybe a few days." I whispered knowing I was deceiving them, something they didn't deserve. I was playing off them hoping the outcome would be to have me stay here. I think, shit I wasn't sure what I was doing exactly, I wanted to be home with them but at the same time I wanted to be with James, my plan was to be with him, to come say good-bye and join him hoping he would forgive me. "Let me show you the guest room, you can stay here as long as you want Angel this is your home too." My dad said moving toward the stairs. I went to my car grabbing the little clothes I had packed and head up to the guest room the was poorly decorated with plan white walls, A twin bed with some cheap light blue sheets and no comforter. I sat my bags down looking around at the few pictures around the room of my dad with random people doing stupid things. "Dad went to go you a comforter, the one in this room got puked on last night." I jumped dropping a picture of my dad and Brad pit taking a shot. "Eww, um ok, thanks." I stumbled over my words bending down to pick up the picture. "You look like hell when was the last time you slept?" Emmett said letting himself in the room. I sighed taking a seat on the bed. "I drove straight here, I slept about an hour or two since Sunday." I answered honestly really trying to keep my eyes open. "You do realize it Wednesday right, that almost three days. And where did you drive from?" He asked leaning against the oak dresser. If only he knew I hadn't slept since last Monday I wonder what he would say to that. "Tacoma Washington." I asked yawning covering my mouth, Emmett raised an eye brow at me obviously wanting to ask me just what the fuck I was doing out there but decided against it. Instead he pushed me back on the bed. "Why don't you take a nap, I'll make dinner." He said sighing as he got to the door looking back at me. "Sis it's good to have you home, Dad really missed you, I mean I did to, but he took you leaving really hard, if you don't decide to stick around this time try being a little nicer about it." He walked out not letting me say anything shutting the door behind him. I laid there with my eyes closed really to drained to move, different memories of my childhood flashed by, memories of times I had completely forgotten about, not bad times, actually happy times, It was weird how I blocked out all the good times but carried the bad times with me at all times, I actually had myself convinced that they were the worst two people alive what kind of shit is that when all they wanted to do was protect me from destroying myself witch I managed to do anyway. I laid there dead tired but yet to afraid to sleep, if I woke up screaming bloody murder they would know that something big was defiantly up, I tried everything I could think of to escape the nightmares but had no luck, maybe I had drained myself enough to where I wouldn't dream, I prayed that was what the case was considering Sleep took over me paralyzing me to the point where I couldn't fight it anymore even if I wanted to. When I woke up there was a blanket thrown over me and my heels were off. I was curled up in ball on the bed. I looked around for my phone seeing the sun still up I figured I sleep an hour or so. I sat up looking at my phone confused, I had feel asleep at around 3:30, and my phone said it was almost 10:30 am now. I got up opening the room door here faint laughs from down stairs. I looked down at my phone again counting the hours I had sleep, shit almost nineteen hours, fuck, how the hell did I manage that? I grabbed some clothes going to find the bathroom were I took a quick shower, once I did my hair and make-up I walked down stairs and into the kitchen where I was surprised seeing Johnny and Bam Margera another Jaskass guy who wasn't here yesterday. "HIYA IZZY B!" Johnny smile wide waving at me, I stood there looking around a bit confused. I waved looking around the kitchen figuring they were up to no good. "Have you Meet Bam?" He said pointing over at Bam who was staring at me with a raised eyebrow. "Um no we haven't met." I said looking at bam trying to figure out why he was staring at me. Bam slightly shook his head and smiled at me. "I'm Jeff's daughter." I said looking away from him. "Oh Yeah, Jeff had a daughter yesterday when you left." Johnny said jumping on the counter picking up an apple taking a bit of it then spitting it out. "Dumb ass." Bam laughed looking at Johnny then back to me. "Emmett has told me about you before, you don't look as innocent as he made you out to be," Bam said looking me up and down, I rolled my eyes feeling myself get defensive. "Were is my Brother anyway?" I looked around the kitchen expecting some lion or something to come walking around the corner. "Your brother is at the office at work and your dad is shooting a skit with Fat boy and wee man." Johnny laughed looking over at me. I took in a deep breath looking around again decided it was safe I walked over to the fridge taking out the orange juice. "So you guys are just hanging out here because?" I asked pouring a glass; I put the carton back looking at the guys. Bam was looking at me smiling, Johnny was biting on his fist not saying anything, and ok they are definitely weirder in person. I brought the glass to my lips. "Wait ok don't" Johnny yelled out taking the glass from me. "I ugh wouldn't eat or drink anything in the house." He said chuckling dumping the glass out. "What did you do?" I asked already laughing. "We um, well injected everything with the world's hottest hot sauce." Johnny said pulling out a needle from the trash and taking a bottle from Bam. I started to laugh thinking this might be interesting to watch. Maybe I won't leave tonight. "Is there anything safe to eat?" I said surprised by how hungry I really was. "No, but I didn't know you were staying cause I got the impression you were planning on leaving with the look you had when Em asked about your life, so how about I take you to eat to make it up, fucking up all this food made me hungry anyway." I thought about it for a few seconds not sure if I should trust them. "Ah come on, you got to eat sometime, why not with to famous movie stars." Bam said grabbing my wrist pulling me toward the door. "Fuck it you know what we are kid napping you" He said looking back at Johnny to follow. I looked at Bam shrugging my shoulders deciding to go with it. He smiled wide tugging me to the purple Lamborghini. "Get in." He simply said opening the driver car door. "Hmm how about you let me drive this sexy bitch." I said giving him a seductive smile, licking my bottom lip. Bam pulled his sunglasses to the bridge of his nose. "Are you crazy?" He looked at me, and then pulled his sunglasses of all the way. "Is she crazy?" He asked Johnny who had an ear to ear grin. "You might say that I am but you're crazy to, let me drive." I walked over to the driver side. Bam started to wildly laugh at me. "Ok I'll tell you what you name one thing about this car that has nothing to do with looks and I'll let you drive." He said already getting in the car lucky for me, my boyfriend was a car nut who forced information down my throat so I always knew what I was dealing with, sadly for Bam Lambo's were my dream car and I learned all about them on my own."Oh you mean other than its4,961 cc 5.0 liters V 10 mid engine with 82.5 mm bore, 92.8 mm stroke, 11.0 compression ratio, double overhead cam. Or how about its dick Harding variable valve timing/camshaft and four valves per cylinder?" I questioned reaching my hand out for the keys Johnny was climbing in the back dying of laughter. Bam raised his eyebrow at me.
"How do you know all that?" He asked eyeing me carefully holding in his smile.
"My boyfriend is a car nut." I laughed trying to take the keys but he grasped on to my hand.
"Have you ever driven one before?" He asked ask as I pulled my hand away with the keys in my position.
"Nope but I'm about to." I smirked going past him getting in waiting for him to get in.
We started down the drive way slowly as I adjusted my seat and mirror, I fixed my hair putting my sun glasses on, Bam choose a song that I happened to love, It was Poison girl by H.I.M. He sat back as I waited for the gates to open, As soon as they were open wide enough I hit the gas peeling out speeding off down the street. Bam was watching me curiously; Johnny was bracing himself in the back. I looked over at Bam stopping at the stop sign winking over at him singing along to the song.
"The fire in her eyes, grew dim and then died, as the poison inside, reached her heart." I looked back at Johnny who was texting on his phone then back at Bam. "Ok so I'm not from around here you got tell me where to go." I laughed at his shocked expression.
"Turn right." He said narrowing his eyes at me with a look like he just didn't understand me, then shrugging it off before beginning to play air guitar and rock out next to me as I speed down the road weaving in and out of cars taking over the road. I turned were he pointed loving the power of the car, loving the speed, I wanted to just hit the gas and go for it but I couldn't not with them in the car. Finally we reached a small restaurant that Johnny had picked out. As soon as Johnny stepped out he dropped to the ground dramatically kissing the ground. Bam kicked him in the gut laughing as we walked into the restaurant.
We were all quite as we were seated until Johnny stared to laugh handling me his phone. "What, who is it?" I said taking the phone reading a text.
(What do you mean she kid napped you and wants shopping money for ransom? You know what take her shopping don't let her leave I want her to stay, Buy her whatever she wants don't let her go any were, Kidd Napped you, Don't you think you could of came up with something better Knoxville?) I handed him his phone back looking away.
"What should I say?" He said handing the phone to Bam who laughed out loud reading the text.
"Looks like you're getting a lambo!" Bam said giving the phone to Johnny.
"Just tell him I'm not leaving today." I said looking at Bam stare at me again; he looked away when he noticed me looking at him, he looked out the window rubbing the back of his neck as the waitress came over for our order. Once we told her what we wanted I was looking down at the table feeling bad for my dad, even his text seemed desperate not to lose me again, I started to get hot so I pulled my Jacket off.
"Wow, you had some nice work done. Where did you get them?" I looked up at him in shock, not knowing where that came from, Bam looked at me confused by my reaction, and I looked down at my chest and giggled.
"There real, if I was going to get fake tits I would get them bigger." I said as Johnny covered his mouth trying not to laugh.
"I ugh… that's cool, but I was talking about your tats." Bam said turning a slight shade of pink. I looked down at my arms forgetting they hadn't seen my tattoo's yet because I didn't want to shock my dad with it yesterday. I wore a thin back long sleeve shirt to hide them, with jeans, not my most sexiest look but I didn't want to shock them with all my work at once.
"Oh." I stiffed a laugh. "Thanks, yeah my boyfriend did most of them, and the ones he didn't do a guy I know who has a shop did." I said watching as the admired my work.
"I mean don't get me wrong your tits are hot, but I'm married and I love Tat's on girls and your work fits you." Bam said throwing a wink my way.
"You married? Really Bam? You had to throw in your married?" Johnny laughed looking at me. "I think someone has a crush." Johnny laughed slapping his knee; Bam looked at me then to Johnny laughing. Bam punched Johnny on the shoulder.
"Dick, that's not what I meant." Bam seemed a little embarrassed, his eyes fluttered around while he mumbled something to low for me to hear.
"I thought you and Missy were divorcing, not true I guess?" I said feeling a little uncomfortable, mostly because it hadn't even hit me that I was out with two guys and James was insanely jealous, protective of me, he would be beating the shit out of these two if he were here. I looked around the restaurant, like if he would just magically appear, he had no idea where I was and he probably hated me so much he wouldn't even care. My heart sorrowed in pain as I looked down at the plate of food that was set down in front of me; I suddenly lost my apatite looking for an escape to ease the pain.
"You're not going to eat?" Bam asked pointing at my plate with his fork and mouth full of food. I looked at the food then over to him.
"Ugh I ugh, I need to use the restroom." I said standing up grabbing my purse. Johnny nodded in back of me to wear the ladies room was. I couldn't get out of there fast enough; I went into a restroom stall slamming it shut. I sat down shuffling throw my purse until I found my pained heart antidote, I pulled out the small 2"x4" plastic baggy, holding it up to the light glad that I picked up what I called dream dust because thanks to this stuff my nightmares seemed to be blown away to a place that I didn't have to revisit them in before I headed out here. I pulled out my compact mirror setting up a line on it before putting my hair up in messy bun, I bent over plugging one side of my nose sniffing the Dream dust with the other side forcing out all my hurt, my pain and my appetite away. I sat there relived feeling all the bad things slowly being numbed. I ran my finger along the mirror picking up the left over specks running it along my gums just because I liked how it felt. I took a minute clearing my mind before getting my stuff fixing my hair in the mirror making sure everything was in place and all the evidence was gone. "Ok you good to go." I said adjusting my shirt so my tits peeked out a little more deciding to have a little fun, Hey James wasn't here a little flirting never hurt anyone.
I walked back out taking my seat with a smile on my face watching the guys devour there food. I played around with mine hoping they didn't take notice of the fake bits I was taking.
"SO what are we going to do, we should do something, what do you guys normally do Wait don't answer that." I laughed feeling my heart rate speed up. Bam and Johnny looked at each other laughing.
"I don't know you kid napped us, instead of us kid napping you so I guess it's up to you" Johnny said amused looking up at me.
"Speaking of witch, can I have my keys?" Bam mumbled with his mouth full of fires. I smirked at him holding he keys up then dropping them down my shirt in my bra between my breast that I kept catching both boys looking at.
"You said I could drive, and you didn't say for how long or just to the restaurant so today it's my car." I smirked looking at Bam in pride and victory; he wouldn't dare reach down my shirt would he? Shit I'd like to see him try, well not try I just want to see him do it, wait shit no I don't I have a boyfriend who is good to me, Nothing physical Izzy, He is married even if it was to a tramp, and you have a man, a good man.
"AHHHHHAHHHHaaaahahahahahaha oh my god I love this girl!" Johnny blurted out laughing as Bam's smile slowly faded. I think I could like being around these guys, no rules apply with them, Maybe I would meet up with James a later day, he might be pissed but he will get over it like he always does, he was always mad at me but always got over it because he loved me and he knew I would never do anything to really hurt him, like cheat on him, Maybe I should stay away from Bam, he seems to be testing my temptation level even if it was just a little.
"So you're ganna need a box for that right Izzy B?" Bam asked looking at my plate noticing it was still full. I nodded at him looking at Johnny who looked at my plate cocking his head to the side. He looked up at me opening his mouth but then shut it deciding on not saying anything to me witch I was thankful for considering I didn't have a good enough excuse just yet.
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