It Was Always You
Disclaimer: I own nothing the characters belong to SM I just borrow the characters and play with them I wished I owned Jasper or Emmett but sadly I don't=[. No copyright infringement intended.
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Hello there fellow readers! This is my first fanfic so please be nice=]. If you've read this before I just want to warn you that I've changed up some stuff and so be prepared for an interesting ride! Thanks for reading!
Now on with the story
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We were all going to be back together now after having graduated high school two years ago. I always had a feeling they would get married. I had been secretly in love with my best friend Edward since i could remember. Everyone always Talked about how him and Rose would someday fall in love and have babies, they talked of how they would have such a stunning family one day. And here I am back in Billing's Montana where, I'm back for the first time in two year. I left this place on purpose trying to forget everything and everyone here.
When I first got the news that Edward had proposed to Rose it didn't shock me, I knew it was coming. I remember sitting in my living room with my dog mocha sipping on my english breakfast tea, looking out the window as I watched the snow fall on a chilly night in December. I have a lot of regrets and I wish I had done some things differently but I've had to learn to move on with my life and the choices I've made. And I definitely Hurt some people in the process of protecting my own feelings. I cannot discredit the fact that Emmett, Alice, Jasper, Uce and Camila all tried to keep in touch after I moved. They called, emailed, and event sent me letters in the mail but i could bring myself to respond. I guess If I didn't respond I still had some sort of control as to who could hurt me and who couldn't. And I know they knew they, they knew the pain I had endured through out my life had taught me to not be reliant on others. Which came to be my greatest down fall. And for those reason I trulls do not look forward to seeing them.
Rose called me about 2 weeks after they made their announcement about getting married and she asked me to be her maid of honour. It confused me to no end because I felt like her and I weren't the best of friends for her to give me such a big role in her wedding. Quite frankly I didn't want to really even attend. But as always What Rose wants, rose gets. And me being the pushover I am I accepted the duties that every Maid of honour has to endure.
I was brought out of my thoughts as my driver told me that we were nearing the cottage in which I would be staying in for the next two weeks leading up to the wedding. No one knew I was here yet and I hoped to keep it that way for a couple days, Just to get settled in and mentally and emotionally prepared for these next few weeks. Some would think that I have yet to pull myself together, that I'm still In love with Edward. Some would probably like to think the I could try to steal him from Rose, but God knows how unfair that would be. How wrong of me it would be to do that. I would never forgive myself If I did something like that.
The car slowly began to pull into the long driveway in the middle of a forest, it was lightly raining as Jake pulled up to the cottage at the end of the driveway.
As the car finally came to a complete stop I opened the door and could smell the sent of the fresh rain.
" Jake, thank you so much for driving me here from the airport truly I appreciate all you do for me!"
"No problem Ma'am!"
"Jake…. Please don't call me ma'am ha leave that for my mom please."
Jake chuckled and proceeded to help me move my suitcases into the cottage.
" Thanks again Jake! I appreciate this, drive safe!" I waved goodbye as I watched him drive off.
And once again I was left to my own thoughts.
I look over to my left and cant help the smile that appears on my face As I realize that my truck is parked right by all the firewood for the chimney.
I walk into the cottage and quickly realize that I've missed this place so much. I've missed the small town atmosphere, the silence when walking through a forest. I quickly walk over to my room and find something warm and comfortable as I get ready to make myself some dinner before heading to bed.
Before it gets too dark I head out back to grab some firewood for the chimney as theirs a cold draft that runs through this house. Once I was able to get the fire going I went back to dicing up some chicken for my pasta. As I was about to turn on some music I heard a knock at the door.
I quickly became hesitant and didn't realize I had been holding my breath, I slowly walked to the door curious but hesitant to see who could possibly be outside my door. Once again I head a knock at the door right as I approached it. I looked through the peep hole and saw that it was my mom. Letting out a deep breath I opened the door and my mom practically takes me to the floor.
" MAAAAAAAAA, You scared the living crap out of me ha why are you here?"
"Am I not allowed to come visit my daughter?! I wanted too see you and couldn't wait any longer." I quickly pulled her in hoping no one followed her here.
" Well Ma you're in luck because I just started making some dinner, get comfortable and I'll let you know when dinners ready"
As I turn to go to the kitchen I realize how much I've missed my mom and cant help but let out a sob as it's so incredible to be near her once again.
" Bella! Don't cry! Please for the love of God if you cry it's going to becoming a crying fiasco ha"
I couldn't help Just how happy I was to be able to spend this time with my mom,
Little did I know that it was just what I needed in order to survive the series of events to come my way.
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