I don't know how long its been since I left the confines of the lab. I couldn't bare to stay in that castle any longer than I had to. The first days were the hardest. At first everything was clouded and slow, like all my thoughts were stuck behind frosted glass. My body would not listen to what the mind was saying. Then, slowly, like the movement of a glacier, I started to remember things. The experiments, who I really was. How foolish I had been, so driven by my pursuit of discovery. I had no idea what I was getting myself into and the dangers I had unknowingly put upon myself.
As soon as these thoughts became clear I realised who the man was laying cold dead on the floor. It WAS me! But how?! I spent many days wondering what went wrong but I could not come up with anything. My mind is not the same, it feels different in this body. So now, stuck in this body I left and never looked back. I suppose it's fitting, having to live out my the rest of my own life as the creature I had tried to create. I just wish I knew what went wrong.