I honestly never knew... and if I had...
Dean's thinking too much again,
AHBLP1... leading on... to Season 4
I would never have put him through that, if I'd known.
I never would've put him through those sleepless nights, that terror, that loneliness.
My soul suffered a lot in the three days he was gone, but not this... no way! Not... like this.
I was indeed weak.
I only lasted a few days... before I brought him back.
He went four months...
How he carried on, will always escape me, given what I came back to.
Guess he's stronger than I gave him credit for, though.
But I should never have put him through that.
And yeah,
If I could take it back?
That stupid deal? That's given us nothing but trouble and heartache?
If it meant Sammy went straight back to heaven?
Then yeah.
Right now.
I'd do it.
In a heartbeat.
Just for him.
Stupid little drabble.
Sorry.
xxx.